Kenapa Aku Gk Punya Ayang Novels & Stories

My heart beats a little harder, and slowly, my smile wilts just as my whole expression turns serious. A family. Am I feeling guilty after all this time? Angelee had no one but her mother when she was growing up. Even her father was absent during her childhood, although it wasn’t his fault. It’s only natural that she seeks and envies a big family... I feel pain pierce my chest, and my fingers curl over Angelee’s soft skin. My eyes return to my hand, to her belly, making me frighteningly aware that there’s my child there... I’m really going to be a father.

"NO!!!! Please, please I beg you in the name of God! Bring back my babies to me! How could this have happened?! How is it even possible for me to loose them? How could I have lost my two precious gem?!." "Why? Why?! Just why?! What have I done? Whom have I offended that feels like this is what to repay me with? I've never hurt anyone so, why can't I also just be happy for once?! I never did anything wrong, right?! I've always make sure to make everyone happy, then, why me? Why my children? They were.... They were so innocent, they don't know anything. They were too tiny, small and beautiful innocent souls, then, why are they taken away from me? Please, please I beg you, bring back my bab

Daddy answered. "Dad, Mom... I understand the part that why you are addicted to work is for Kenzo and I's future. I received that part a long time ago, the only thing I don't understand now is why I am not happy? Yes, I am thankful You are now with... my real family. From being miserable, I am very grateful that you gave me a good life but why is that? Why am I not happy at the end of the day? My lack? It's my time for you to get a feeding program... help with my illnesses, attend a meeting at work but why are you gone when I need you? Don't you have time? Is it because you have found me that your obligation to me is over?"

I asked him and he pointed at my drawing. I looked at it and quickly closed it with my hand. I did not do it intentionally but when I'm thinking about something, I use to break my pencil because Mama said I shaded too hard. “Sorry.” Aiden looked at my drawing again. “What is it? I thought we said we'll ask Brent about Mama so she can be happy?” I nodded and squeezed my lip. I did not want Aiden to get angry with me but I needed to ask him. “I try not to but I miss our daddy. How come only us don't have daddies. Even Ava and Eva have.”

Lilian reached her with long strides and sat beside her on the couch, "What happened, princess? Why are you looking sad?" Angel asked, "Mom, why don't I have a father?" Lilian sat dumbfounded. For the first time, Angel was asking about her father. She knew she would have to answer her when she would ask but she didn't expect her to ask her so early. "Every one of my class has a father. Then why don't I have a father, mom?" Angel shook her hand as she asked again. "Am I a bad girl? That's why he left me?"

I’m long done with anything that concerns love or even marriage and I don't see myself falling for another woman, not to talk of Milana. “But why? I want a mommy papa. And I want Milana to be my mama. Everyone in class has their mommy and I'm the only one without one. Why don't I have a mommy? My friends always talk about their mommy, but I don't have one to talk about. Can you give me a mommy?” She cries hard and I suck in a deep breath, slowly patting her back. I guess you don't always get everything in life. I can provide for anything for Annika, except a mother. I can't give her that.

"Come on girl, did Jayson hurt you…?" "Angela… i-it's not Jayson… I'm just feeling so frustrated right now. Nothing in my life seems to be working perfectly as I want. No sister… no brother… not even a close one. And you know dad isn't home most of the time. I'm bored Angela, and I o so feel like killing myself without-" I make her words get stuck in her throat with my halt.

Hot tears staining my cheeks as I just limply sat on the cold floor. Why does everything have to suddenly turn out this way? I know I should be happy dahil hindi pagmamay-ari ng ama ko ang singsing na'yon pero bakit ganito? Bakit sa lahat ng taong pwedeng magmay-ari nito, why does it have to be Cameron's father? Why????

maa panicked looking at her tears. "No, No I am not crying because of you Maa. These are happy tears because I never got my mom's love. When I was a little girl, my parents died in an accident. So I never got to call anyone my mom. I never felt mom's love, so I got emotional. From today I will call you maa. I finally got mom's love. I'm so happy, thank you maa" my Angel hugged maa and thanking her. Don't worry Angel, I will always love you and hereafter if you cry but those will only be happy tears, I promise.

Not all actions show true intentions. Ignoring Suki's cursing, I took Angel outside and sat her on the motorbike. Angel no longer fought me. Instead, she was silent with a blank stare. For a few seconds, I watched her body sink under my oversized jacket. She's nothing more than an ordinary girl, I admit it, but I always end up wanting her. "Why don't we have kids yet, Harvey?" My fingers which were rubbing her stomach stopped. There was a burning sensation on me. Jealousy got over me fast. "It's been 2 years. I want a baby so bad. Doesn't God trust me as a mother?"