Lana Del Rey Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood Novels & Stories

"Why am I still with Steven?" "Everything has been so messed up here lately Pretty sure he don't want to be my baby Oh he don't love me He don't love me He don't love me He don't love me But that's okay Everything is gonna be alright Everything is gonna be just fine It's gonna be a good, good life I'm a mess I'm a loser I'm a hater I'm user- Wait what," I stand from the bed and grab my phone from the drawer, "Lyrics for Bebe Rexha I'm a mess. Here we go.

I couldn't believe that two days ago, I almost lost her. "Rowan, I'm right here," Raina's soft voice reached my ears. She could feel my emotions... my fear. I wrapped my arms around her, my heart racing. "I never want to lose you again," I said. "Ever.. please, if there's ever a misunderstanding between us, let me explain myself first before you react. But I always want you to know that I belong to you. My heart, my mind, my body and my soul. Please never doubt my love for you."

"Charlotte, are you really going to accuse me like that? Do you want me dead?" Vanessa's face drained of color as tears spilled over. "I know you hate me, but you shouldn't curse Father, Mother, and the king." She turned toward them, her voice shaking. "I won't enter the palace. I'll enter a convent instead." She swayed as though she might collapse at any moment. I almost laughed. The same move. It worked every time. As long as she cried, everything turned on me. I didn't expect this time to be any different.

Probably not. When I reached the edge of the river, I knelt and touched the water. The cold seeped through my fingertips, numbing the sting in my chest. The reflection that looked back at me wasn’t the Luna everyone had cheered for just an hour ago. She looked smaller now, stripped of the crown and the smile she used to hide behind. Her eyes were swollen, her lips trembling. The woman in the water looked like a ghost. I whispered to her, “You’re free now.”

If it was old Amaan, he would have exploded at the plain disrespect and dragged her and Kabir away. “It is so simple to be happy but so difficult to be simple,” Suraiya’s words brought her out of her thoughts. She looked at her mother, who continued, “It is simple to talk and sort the issue. But we let our ego or fear stop us, creating misunderstandings and ruining our happiness.”

“I used to be so tough Never really gave enough And then you caught my eye Giving me the feeling of a lightning strike. Look at me now, I’m falling I can’t even talk, still stuttering This ground I’m on keep shaking Oh oh oh now! All I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah Is somebody to you All I wanna be, yeah, all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah Is somebody to you! Everybody’s tryna be a billionaire But every time I look at you, I’m just don’t care

She was fucked up. This morning just started and I wasn't feeling okay already.... This week was going to be fucked up. Immediately when I got to the studio I connected my phone to the sound and played Kehlani's Nights Like These ft Ty Dollar Sign..... I closed my eyes and nodded my head to the beat.. I felt the lyrics.. I felt like they related to whatever the fuck was going on between Layla and I.. how she'd get my hopes high and then leave me dry, acts like she cares and then pick other people over me.

My emotions were so high that I ended up blinking my tears of joy away. I guess if only my father and Shawn were here supporting me, I guess this unification would be a lot more thrilling, exciting, and heartfelt. I sucked in a breath and shoved that thought aside. For now, I guess it wasn’t wrong to be selfish and seize this moment. "Aliyah, it’s time!" Liana shrieked in happiness. I gasped and prayed to the Moon Goddess to bless the ceremony. I hoped nothing bad would happen and that the event would turn out great.

Knowing that they were being shown live, Luna felt uncomfortable, especially with the way Alex kept looking into her eyes. She thought back to how Allison had said Alex had the hots for her and inwardly said, "No, Alex. I hope Allison is wrong because I never want to be tied to a man again. Yes, you're not a bad man but my decision will never change. I will only focus on my daughter and my life once our contract is over." "You seem lost in thought," Alex said, bringing her back to reality. She smiled, "I'm just overwhelmed, that's all."

"Because you're perfection. No one can be good enough. Trust me, I know." And it was little comments like that that made my stomach flutter and my face feels hot. "My p*ssy must have done a number on you if you're calling me perfection. I'm a perfect mess." "I don't know. It must have. I'll let you know if it changes at all tonight with my date. I might fall in love like my mother hopes." I laugh and we hang up. I sit outside of the club and lay my head back against the headrest. Liam and I have insane chemistry and I hate it. He makes it so hard to not feel like I'm walking on cloud nine every time I talk to him.