Lirik Lagu Maybe If Bibi

Ayah membawaku ke sebuah pesta yang diadakan oleh seorang bibi. Saat makan kue, aku tanpa sengaja memakan ceri yang ada di lapisan tengahnya, lalu segera memuntahkannya. Karena dulu pernah mengalami alergi parah sampai seluruh tubuhku merah dan hampir meninggal, aku masih mengingat rasa itu dengan sangat jelas meskipun usiaku waktu itu masih kecil. Namun, bibi itu terlihat sangat kecewa dan berkata, "Seperti tradisi saat Imlek, kalau menemukan koin di dalam pangsit itu berarti membawa keberuntungan. Aku sengaja menyembunyikan ceri di dalam kue ini. Tapi ternyata Keenan nggak menghargainya." Ayah tidak mau mendengar penjelasanku dan langsung mengusirku keluar untuk berdiri di halaman sebagai hukuman. Aku selalu mendengar Ibu berkata bahwa akhir-akhir ini suhu sangat panas dan aku harus tetap berada di dalam rumah. Ternyata, cuaca memang panas sekali! Tubuhku mulai terasa sangat gatal dan aku merasa sulit bernapas. Aku ingin mencari Ayah, tetapi tidak peduli seberapa keras aku mengetuk pintu, Ayah tetap tidak mau membukakannya. Melalui jendela kaca yang besar, aku bisa melihat Ayah hanya melirik ke arahku dengan tatapan dingin dari dalam rumah. Dia benar-benar tidak mau membukakan pintu untukku.

"Annasta binti Lukman, pada hari ini kuceraikan kamu dan kuharamkan kakimu memasuki rumah ini!" tegas Jasen suamiku. Bagai tersambar petir kalimat sakral keluar dari bibi tipis yang menggoda milik Jasen--suamiku. Beberapa hari aku sembuhkan luka dan mencoba mengerti akan inginnya. Akhirnya aku terusir dari rumah yang sudah menaungiku selama delapan tahun ke belakang. Ironi sekali aku terusir dari rumahku sendiri hanya karena kata sudah usang. Pernikahan yang seharusnya indah kini harus terhempas kala netra ini melihat lelakiku membawa masuk wanita lain. 'Inikah penyebab kata usang itu terlontar?' batinku. Cinta yang dulu hanya untukku kini telah berbagi. Hidup bagai tersayat sembilu kala jagoannku ikut terluka atas perilaku ayahnya. Dengan berat hati, akupun berkemas semua barang hasil keringatku sendiri. Tanpa aku sadari ada putraku yang melihat keserakahan wanita tersebut ketika menginginkan kalung berlian hadiah dari omanya. Pria kecil itu tidak mampu menahan wanita rubah tersebut. Namun ada yang membuat hati ini sakit kala gadis kecilku datang dan melihat aku berkemas. "Bunda mau pergi ya, jangan lupa oleh-oleh buat Amel!" pintanya. Apa yang terjadi dengan rumah tanggaku? Bagaimana aku menatap dunia?

A 14 year old girl just trying to survive high school is about to have her life uprooted by her grandmothers legacy and something much older and more powerful. Her family has hid everything from her and kept everything secret in the hopes that she could live a normal life . But maybe she might still at least find love.

All my memories are the same for as long as I can remember. Pain, abuse, and being torn down by those who were supposed to care for me the most. All them intermingle and stab at my heart and self-esteem, attempting to turn my very soul to ice. However, amongst all the pain and suffering, there is a moment in time when I truly felt like maybe I wasn't such a wretched existence. And in those memories, it is always the same person that is by my side. The boy with the dark hair that is just a bit too long and stormy gray eyes that take me in as if I'm the most precious existence he has ever laid eyes on. Maybe if this boy hadn't reached out a hand that day I wouldn't have survived, but now I can't even consider looking him in the eye if we ever meet again as I fear seeing that smile and that look of complete and utter devotion being given to someone like me who no longer deserves it.

This story is about a doctor, two patients, and maybe, just maybe,  Dragons. Jane Richards is a 30-year-old psychiatrist who has been married twice and dumped many times. She gave up on love and decided to focus on her carrier as a psychiatrist. While caring for the patients of the small town's mental health facility, she meets James and Philip O'Connor. James and Philip are brothers who suddenly had a mental meltdown trying to fly. They claim they are dragon princes. The problem with their claim is that they were born in that town. Spending a lot of time with Jane, their Psychiatrist, they begin a secret affair which would lead to a world of pleasures and wonders and might lead to a hidden world right under their noses. *Warning* Book is rated 18+ because it contains Language, Nudity, Violence and Sensual contents. If you are uncomfortable about certain things and are conservative then this might not be the pick for you. You can read Blood and Moon which is a milder book of mine. Otherwise enjoy my steamy imagination. Thank you for understanding.

Onika gets her heart broken by the playboy Billionaire Nathan McAlison. But when Nathan shows up seven years after, Onika decides to make sure her revenge is a dish best served cold. Or Maybe not. When she begins to fall in love with him, Onika must decide what is more important to her: Forgiveness or Malice.

There's only one reason why Irvin decided to talk to the most feared student in the campus, that is to protect himself from the manipulation that his friend, Tristan created just to get his trust. But why he is still being chased by danger? Join Irvin and Henrick's journey as fake(and maybe real) couple trying to survive the wrath of a nobody.

A simple statement started it all. A sweet private life turned into a storm of chaos and confusion. She never meant to cross a line or catch his eye. Maybe she did want to catch his attention, but not the way she did. One statement ruined three years of Senior school. Is it just school memories about to go down the drain, or her whole teenage life?

Cyrus is on the run. Chased by the murderers of his parents and pack, he can't afford to stop. Not after finally escaping the torture. He's learned from his mistake at his last stop and made a promise to himself to keep to his schedule. Never staying too long. Never making friends. That is until he reaches the neutral territory of Peace Valley. He and his wolf have been drawn there and he can't bring himself to leave before the beginning of the school year. Against his usual cautious judgement, he registers as a rogue for his senior year on . Maybe The Mother is finally allowing his luck to change. Leo is the heir to the Black Sun Pack with his best friend, Josh as his Beta there's only one thing missing, his mate. He could care less who they are, he just wants them near. He's already made plans to search for his mate after graduation. Maybe he's made his plans in vain. Senior year May be more complicated then originally planned.

For once, Gianna wants things to go smoothly in her life. After breaking the engagement with her cheater fiancé three years ago, she feels like she wasted enough time. Her bestfriend urges her to find a lover, especially that Marson seems desperate to fill in the role. Now that she finally allows herself to try love the second time, fate hands her down a card she can’t help but gamble. Caden Vitaro is famous band member of a pop-rock band. Now that the band decided to end their journey, a final tribute is on the way and Caden is given a challenge to compose one more song for the fans. The only problem is, he lost himself in guilt to what happened three years ago, and so is his passion. Coming back to his hometown in South Ganuala, he meets his first love, the first girl who put melody and rhythm in his life, his first fan girl. Maybe she will heal him and be his muse. Or maybe, the lost love between them will break him even more.