Love Lust And Confusion の小説・ストーリー

" By the way, Darling. About Keith----" I cutted Mom off as I sneered after hearing that bastards name. " I don't wanna hear anything about him, Mom" Sabi ko habang hinahaplos si Liebe, Dad and Lev is nowhere to be found but it seems that Lyubov is still chasing them. I reminisce how I made a mistake dating Keith and becomes his mistress, out of his lust. I don't wanna hear anything from him, after all I was just the mistress, and I don't want anything that got to do with him.

sabi ko nalang sa sarili. I thought this is just lust. That whenever sex is present in the scene, it is just because of the strong sexual desire of the person. But maybe, I was wrong all along. Sex is not just because of pleasure and desire but also an act of love and trust. You submit to a person, you give your whole body to that person because you love and trust them. And as for Manuel, I trust him that I will undoubtedly submit my whole world to him. I love him that I was so sorry to God for blaming him about the misery I have experienced. He is so good for giving me Manuel. For making me happy again. For trusting the world love again. He is so good that despite of not trusting him anymor

naguguluhan kong tanong. “The day your lover went out from your door step, it’s the worst feeling ever. It’s suffocating. The jealousy you felt is something like you badly want to kill someone. The pain when you found your lover being happy with other person than you.” He took a deep breath and puts down the bottle he’s holding on the sand. “Love is confusing, and love is something you don’t want to enter.” Napangiti ako dito nang ngumiti ito. I drank my soju ‘til the very last drop and drops the bottle on the sand.

“Maybe for you. Or maybe not too. You’re just being denial.” “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Kahit ako ay hindi na nasusupladahan sa aking tono. Naduduwag na ako sa mga sinasabi niya at dahil sa gamit niyang tono. Imbis na maging away ito ay parang inaakit niya ako. “You say it was just lust? Not true.” My back hit the door. “It was just lust. Ganoon din sayo.” "I wouldn't go to this extent if I wasn't in love with you."

Feel her more deeper. But still, It confused me at the same time. Maraming katanungan ako sa aking utak na hindi ko mabigyan ng tamang sagot. Sumasakit na ang ulo ko kakaisip kagabi pa sa mga bakit ko pero hindi ko pa rin masagot-sagot hanggang ngayon. Sa ganda at sexy n'ya imposibleng walang nagkagusto sa kanya. Wala ba s'yang boyfriend... or lover kaya? F*ck! Bigla akong tinubuan ng selos sa aking naisip. I'm getting crazy. This is insane! Hindi ako handa. Hindi man lang ako inabisuhan. Para s'yang bagyong may kasamang ipo-ipo na bigla na lang dumaan sa harapan ko at tinangay ako. I found it difficult and unbelievable that I am her first lover but damn.. I'm really her first lover! I claim

Ngayon pa lang siguro nya na-realize na hindi su kenjie ang groom kung hindi ako. Agad na tumulo ang luha ko habang pinagmamasdan ko sya na dahan-dahan na naglalakad palapit sa akin. Darling can't you see What losing you has done to me? I'm not the same girl I used to be Have a change of Heart Don't leave me standing in the dark Don't let confusion keep us apart Come back to me And I'll guarantee all the tenderness and love You'll ever need This time I'll be sweeter

Love does include sexual chemistry, but it differs kasi isa itong emosyon and it takes time to build. Akala niya noong lumayas si Andreana noon pabalik sa Pilipinas ay makakalimutan na niya ito. Dahil akala niya ay sex lang ang habol niya rito. Pero nagkamali siya. Habang tumatagal ay para siyang isang fan ng dalaga na inaalam ang bawat galaw nito. Lust can appear in an instant; love evolves over a period of time as you get to know the person inside and out.

Pero kahit anong pagpapakalmang ginagawa ko sa sarili ko ay hindi ko maiwasang hindi siya maisip. How am I supposed to win Luxury's heart when I am overwhelmed by these unexplainable feelings that leave me confused and make me lose my sanity towards Lily? Every time I think about Luxury, I am filled with a longing and desire to be with her, to win her affection and love. But then, there's Lily. She stirs something deep inside me, a powerful and almost maddening attraction that I can't seem to control. This whirlwind of emotions is tearing me apart, making it hard to focus on what I truly want. How can I pursue Luxury with a clear mind when Lily's presence makes me question everything, leavin

“Dahil nangangati akong tikman ka, Celeste.” “K-Kung gano'n, bakit hindi mo na lang sinabi?” “I just confessed my genuine love for you, so why would I confuse you with my chaotic lust?” sandali nitong sinandal ang ulo sa malambot niyang hita. “Pero may limitasyon lang ang kaya kong tiisin nang hindi ka nahahawakan, Celeste. Every night is torture. Parang gayuma na walang lunas. Nakakabaliw…”

Kabanata 42 Lust --- Alam ko sa pagkakataong ito ay tuluyan na akong nabihag. Hindi ko na mapigilan ang pang-iinit sa gitna ng halik niya. He kissed me everywhere and anywhere. Wala na akong paki. All the rationals in me had started to go away.