Novel & Cerita Miss U So Bad

Eliza's POV; I stare curiously at my computer's screen as the cool night's breeze blows into my partly lit room through my window. I inhale in pleasure as it cools off my skin. I do want to be beautiful. I want to make an impact. I want to prove everybody wrong, and storm the world. I want to make fame at a rate that will shock my family. However, is this pop-up legit? Will it answer all my questions and grant my wishes?

Jacqueline I've had it with this shit. No more doormat, no more Ms. Goody Two Shoes. I picked up my phone from the mattress beside me. Only one person I know who will understand how I'm feeling without judging me. Without bringing up my past like a mallet to beat me over the head. One little slip in judgment when I was eighteen years old and I have to live like a nun forever. Well fuck that the habit's coming off. I'm lonely, horny and pissed the fuck off. No almost twenty two year old is supposed to feel like this.

Oh shit! I'm dead. So very dead.

Mea opened the first one under the Chatmates tab. marcc_ wants to gossip about your photo marcc_: i’d sit beside you so you could lean your head on my shoulder itsmecristy: sure. you’ll have to endure my talkative friends tho marcc_: i wouldn’t mind itsmecristy: nice <3 marcc_: wanna be my travel buddy? Mea glared madly at the three women who now ducked their heads down, feeling guilty even before she started. She still started anyway. “Seriously? ‘Nice’ and a heart damned emoji?”

𝑩𝒂𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒍𝒖𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔, 𝑮𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆, 𝑮𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒔, 𝑯𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒔✨✨ _Ujuritaellianna •••

- Insulting Blade is my favourite pastime. You aren't bad until you can out sprint boys in a foot chase. - I should reconsider going to the Olympics. You aren't bad until your initials spell out something- mine spells SIN You aren't bad until no matter what, you always have a backup plan. My backup plans run from A-Z. You aren't bad until you have a theme song. - I like to think of mine as Michael Jackson's BAD. You aren't bad until you have watched The Titanic without crying. - my tears have all been dried up.

"Why? Somethin's wrong?" Oh, it's so sad to think about the good times You and I 'Cause baby now we got bad blood You know it used to be mad love So take a look at what you've done 'Cause baby now we got bad blood (hey!) Yes. I Should admit it. There is a bad blood between me and him. I want to seek revenge because he made me feel worthless back then... Band-aids don't fix bullet holes You say sorry just for show You live like that, you live with ghosts (ghosts, ghosts)

Unfortunately, she didn’t tell me much other than the news that I already knew. The third week came, I was hopeless and miserable, and it was killing me slowly. I never showered, never shaved, never brushed my teeth, and never changed clothes. I barely ate, just to keep myself from staying alive. I guessed I wasn’t ready to die after all. It still scared me shitless.

Not to myself. I set the muffin down and look them both in the eye. “That’s not true. I’m miserable. Completely fucking miserable without the two of you. I fucked up. I know that. And I am so sorry. These past two months have been the worst of my life, and I need you. I need you to take me back. I need you to love me again. Because I can’t keep going like this.” There’s a flicker of relief on both of their faces. And then, suddenly, none of us are in our seats.

"I have missed you all so much, I went on an unintentional social media break, I was away in a beautiful small village called Goron Dutse in Kaduna north where I filmed one of the best roles I've ever taken on. Details will come later, but I've added beautiful photos of myself, my amazing assistant and some of the other cast for you to see. And the sunset? You need to see this country guys, it's beautiful. So, let's get into today's topic." I stopped for a moment and laughed to let them know I forgot something. "If you haven't subscribed to my YouTube channel," I made a face, " How exactly did I offend you? Ehn? Please help my market, subscribe and share the videos if they matter to you." I