Monster How Do I Feel Novels & Stories

" 𝗧𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘆𝗲𝘀 𝘂𝗽𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝗯𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝘂𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁. "I'm a monster. That's what I am." 𝗛𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗯𝘀 𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝘃𝗼

I stuck my feet straight out and braced myself. Pain shot through me as I felt my knee snap on impact. Biting back a yelp of pain I wrapped my arms around myself while crashing to the ground. "Fuck," I hissed, rolling out of the way of falling planks. "How do I get myself out of this now?" I didn't have much time to think on it as a clawed hand shot out and grabbed my hair. "Well, well, what have we here?" My eyes grew wide as I stared into the glowing red eyes of one of the monsters that had brought in the dark storm. "A poor long wolf."

I could hear voices far below, I could hear every word. Someone had cut his hand. I could smell the blood. I could hear people moving. My senses had become far too sharp for a human. My strength felt different too, as if the power of ten men flowed through my body. My eyes slowly dropped to my stomach while my hands still clung to the rope. “No… no, no.” Tears filled my eyes. “My baby… it can't be one of them.” The heartbeat answered. Boom. Boom. “My child can't be a wolf,” I whispered. “No… no… are you truly a monster?”

“You know my name. Does saying it stir something in you you're not supposed to feel?” Does it? I don’t know. I didn't understand and I don't want to know. It didn't make sense to me how just uttering it could make my skin prickle and my pulse race. I swallowed hard, my throat dry. “W–What do you want?” “You know what I want.” The words hit like a punch, stealing my breath. Tears stung my eyes, but I blinked them back. “You're a monster. All of you. All of you are nothing but evil.”

I formed my hands into fists, and my jaw flexed. I hate the feeling of helplessness!! A second later, he grabbed my neck and pulled me into a kiss. But immediately I shoved his chest as hard as I could and stepped back. “Get off! Don’t touch me!” I yelled. My body was shaking with anger and anxiety at the same time. No one had ever tried to take off my clothes against my will. No one had ever forced me. But this man was a monster. How could he force himself on me? No one could touch me without my permission! I would never let it happen.

Jonathan touched his chest and looked at Hayley who gave him a very sweet smile and then said, “how is your wolf dad?” Horror covered Jonathan’s face when Hayley hinted on what was going on, he suddenly tried to feel his wolf but he couldn’t feel anything he felt empty. He tried several times but there was no use, he still wasn’t able to feel anything he felt empty and drained and suddenly when the it finally settled in he grabbed his hair and screamed at the top of his lungs.

Melissa. I have never felt the way I am feeling right now. The feeling of being called a monster when all you did was save your loved ones. For the first time in my life, I feel like my heart is broken into bits. Would it feel the same if someone else said this instead of Jonathan and his brothers? I don't feel like moving or talking to anyone. What is our purpose in this world if everyone's scared and hates our existence! Will Jonathan still love me? I have to talk to him.

"Why are you so calm? Look at him. He's lost his mind and he's a danger to everyone here." Monster. The word bounced around in my head again. I looked down at the broken bodies near my feet and something inside me shifted. It wasn't guilt and it wasn't sadness. It was something else. A satisfaction that felt hungry and alive and it pulsed in time with the shadows that were still moving under my skin. They didn't understand any of it. I wasn't broken and I wasn't insane. I was waking up to what I really was. My mouth curved into a smile. I lifted one hand toward the bodies and opened my palm and let my eyes go dark and empty.

“I will not be a whore for a motorcycle club or anyone else for that matter.” He finally slowed his laughter and grabbed her upper arms. “We aren’t like that. We don’t even have fluff bunnies around here. Most of us seem to be the one woman kind.” “Most of you?” Monster nodded. “I never found a woman that fit me well enough or made me feel the way you do.” Abrupt like, he crushed her lips under his own and his blood heated as he took her mouth. His heart began pounding in his chest as he lowered her enough to rub his cock against her core. He groaned when he felt how wet she was.

I said. Everyone looked at me strangely, and I looked at them. “What?” Rebel then asked, “What’s it doing to you?” “I don’t know if this is the right description, but it feels like it is sending energy throughout my body.” Isaiah then speaks up, “Really? I don’t feel anything.” Even Aiden agrees with Isaiah. “Maybe this affects Shadow Maws?” He suggested. “I need to call Abuelo.”