Save Me From The Nothing I've Become Lyrics の小説・ストーリー

I stopped him and pulled the glass bottle from my pocket, the one holding ninety-nine soybeans. "Ninety-nine. Count them." His movements stilled. He turned back to me, stunned. "Already?" I nodded. "Yes." He set down what he was holding, looking troubled. I didn't speak. I just waited for his response. As I expected, he hesitated only briefly before saying, "Cammy… Rita can't be left alone right now…" Guilt flashed in his eyes, but he still finished the sentence. "Our agreement… let's void it."

DANTE I’m rendered speechless for a moment. All I can do is listen as she recites what feels like a rehearsed speech. “I’m grateful for what you did to save me, but I don’t think you and I should be doing whatever this is that we’re doing. After all, I’m no longer in your debt.”

Lucas held me tightly as my vision faded, and I succumbed to unconsciousness. Before descending into a deep sleep, a final fleeting thought raced through my mind... ‘I am not scared of anything anymore.’

♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫♫ ♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩ I'll pick up the pieces, though my heart is in pain, Embracing the darkness, as I dance in the rain. I'll find strength in my tears, and let them set me free, For one broken girl, will rise from this tragedy. ♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩♩ 🎵🎵🎵🎵🎵 Oh, the tears keep falling, like rain from the sky,

I’m Fine I'm opening my eyes under the sky that's so blue that it's cold The out-pouring sunlight makes me feel dizzy My breath is quickening, my heart is racing I can feel it so easily that I'm alive It's alright, even if it's not us Even if sadness erases me Even if there are clouds Even if I'm in an endless dream Even if I'm endlessly crumpled Even if my wings are torn Even if some day, I'm not me anymore It's alright, only I am my own salvation I won't ever die in this walk How you doin? Im fine My sky is clear All pain, say goodbye Goodbye My cold heart

For the man that left my bed For making love the way I saved for you inside my head And I'm sorry for the fans I lost Who watched me fall again I wanna be a role model But I'm only human -I felt a tear on my cheek-: I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore And daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before

Don't stay awake for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed Yeah, I don't wanna fall asleep I don't wanna pass away I been thinking of our future 'cause I'll never see those days I don't know why this has happened But I probably deserve it I tried to do my best But you know that I'm not perfect I been praying for forgiveness You've been praying for my health When I leave this earth

“I love you, Darius… I loved you from the first time I laid my eyes on you. And because of what I feel for you, I can’t let you hurt yourself anymore. I want to help you get rid of this weight that crushed your soul all these years… Let me take this pain away from you… I don’t mind it… I’m used to it. So, give me everything, my precious darling! Give me all your sorrow, all your hurt, all your hate. If this is what it takes for you to start living your life with no more thoughts about this absurd revenge, then I’ll take it all without flinching.” Alannah wiped the tears from her face and put her hands on Darius’s hands. This time he didn’t push her away. This was it… He was letting go… Final

I'm just running here in circle Wishing I'd found you here... Trying to find the comfort that Can ease my pain away... But you think what's funny here is I didn't know whom I'll find Because no one seems to try to help me get out of the darkest nights But hey I'm still wishing you'd come and save me From my so-called nightmare, that seems to slowly kill me..... Cause no one even knows About the pain I'm going through inside Now I'm crying silently Keeping it for myself Silent, that's what I am

I'm sorry I loved you, Sorry I lied to you. Sorry I did everything I did, It's all on me. I didn't see the pain, You tried to bottle up, And the tears threatening to spill forth. I'm not the person you think I am, For I'm the most broken of all. I feel pain, unimaginable pain, As my mind becomes a playground, For the demons in it. I'm becoming the darkness, I once ran away from. I hate what I see, When I look into the broken mirror.