Save Me From The Nothing I've Become Lyrics Novels & Stories

This pain was too much. “If you end your life, there would be no more pain, Jamin. You’d feel nothing. The loan sharks won’t be able to hurt you. No one would be able to hurt you. You wouldn’t have to always be homeless and helpless. You’d become nothing.” A voice reverberated in my head. Wiping my cheeks, I set my phone aside and struggled to stand up. “No more pain…no more pain…no more pain.” The voice chanted in my head.

Please make your choice. The prompt came again. I closed my eyes and made up my mind. "I'm going home." There was nothing left here worth staying for, no one left worth saving. [Exchange complete. Passage home will now open.] As the words settled, the sky shifted. A crimson glow spread overhead as the earth began to tremble, a deep rumble rolling beneath our feet. "It's a sign from the heavens!" The crowd erupted in celebration. People cheered, pointed at the sky, and praised what they believed was a blessing.

I stopped him and pulled the glass bottle from my pocket, the one holding ninety-nine soybeans. "Ninety-nine. Count them." His movements stilled. He turned back to me, stunned. "Already?" I nodded. "Yes." He set down what he was holding, looking troubled. I didn't speak. I just waited for his response. As I expected, he hesitated only briefly before saying, "Cammy… Rita can't be left alone right now…" Guilt flashed in his eyes, but he still finished the sentence. "Our agreement… let's void it."

DANTE I’m rendered speechless for a moment. All I can do is listen as she recites what feels like a rehearsed speech. “I’m grateful for what you did to save me, but I don’t think you and I should be doing whatever this is that we’re doing. After all, I’m no longer in your debt.”

Lucas held me tightly as my vision faded, and I succumbed to unconsciousness. Before descending into a deep sleep, a final fleeting thought raced through my mind... ‘I am not scared of anything anymore.’

Has forgotten how to call you But I'm not lonely, I'm fine, I'm fine The darkness of the night Shakes awake my sleeping dreams But I'm not afraid, I'm fine, I'm fine I'm feeling just fine, fine, fine I'll let go of your hand now I know I'm all mine, mine, mine Cause I'm just fine I'm feeling just fine, fine, fine I don't wanna be sad anymore I could see the sunshine, shine, shine Cause I'm just fine, just fine I'm just fine, all of my pain I can overcome without you I'm just fine, don't worry I can smile now Because everyone knows your voice I'm so fine, you so fine All of the sadness and scars Became an old memory now So let's smile and let go, we so fine i'm so fine, you so fine Our future

Don't stay awake for too long Don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head I'll get you up and going out of bed Yeah, I don't wanna fall asleep I don't wanna pass away I been thinking of our future 'cause I'll never see those days I don't know why this has happened But I probably deserve it I tried to do my best But you know that I'm not perfect I been praying for forgiveness You've been praying for my health When I leave this earth

“I love you, Darius… I loved you from the first time I laid my eyes on you. And because of what I feel for you, I can’t let you hurt yourself anymore. I want to help you get rid of this weight that crushed your soul all these years… Let me take this pain away from you… I don’t mind it… I’m used to it. So, give me everything, my precious darling! Give me all your sorrow, all your hurt, all your hate. If this is what it takes for you to start living your life with no more thoughts about this absurd revenge, then I’ll take it all without flinching.” Alannah wiped the tears from her face and put her hands on Darius’s hands. This time he didn’t push her away. This was it… He was letting go… Final

I'm sorry I loved you, Sorry I lied to you. Sorry I did everything I did, It's all on me. I didn't see the pain, You tried to bottle up, And the tears threatening to spill forth. I'm not the person you think I am, For I'm the most broken of all. I feel pain, unimaginable pain, As my mind becomes a playground, For the demons in it. I'm becoming the darkness, I once ran away from. I hate what I see, When I look into the broken mirror.

I love you shawty, shawty You know you my shawty, shawty I need you to make me happy There will never be nobody My ring is yours (save it, for me) Everything is yours (save it all for me) Kehlani Everything is yours Amelia's POV