Never Be Alone Novels & Stories

Maxiana I’m on the beach again, that beach of gems and calm, dark water. Black mist hangs all around me as I walk in no single direction, unsure if I’m going to step off the beach and into a vat of inky, black nothingness again. He’s not here this time. I’m not sure how I know, but I can just… feel that I’m alone. Horribly, inexplicitly alone. I’ve never been alone. Never. Not a single day in my life.

“I’m planning to eat them all myself. Alone. In peace.” “Sounds lonely,” he quipped, but thankfully, he started pushing the cart away. “Fine. I’ll get the boring stuff." “Don’t come back until you find everything,” I called after him, shaking my head. Finally, some peace and quiet. Or so I thought. I heard my name, clear as a bell. “Isabella!”

The carousel was still there, spinning round as if nothing had changed. I bought a ticket and sat on the same familiar horse. The wind blew against my face. I closed my eyes. For a moment, I could still hear my daughter's laughter… and David warning me, "Be careful." This time, no one was with me. I rode alone. A wave of dizziness washed over me. I knew death was near. I forced my eyes open, but the world grew more and more blurred. With trembling hands, I pulled out my phone and used the last of my strength to dial a number I had not called in years.

"To be honest, I have no damn clue. I've been saving my money though, and Marta and Bill would shit, bit I really just...ugh. Well, I want to go somewhere. Do something. Between the studying, side jobs and being in that depressing house, I just want to break the routine. A change of scenery." "I feel you! I'm wanting the same, but I was too afraid to do do alone. I was just waiting on you to say something like that so I'd have a partner in crime. I don't have the balls to go solo." I smile. "Me either. Bill has kind of freaked me out over the years. If a dude follows me through the 7/11 I'm already reaching for the industrial strength dog deterrent and convinced it's my end." She laughs.

᪥ ᪣" we are born alone, we live alone , we die alone . Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we are not alone" ᪥Orsen welles᪥ Will meet you next time with a new update

- sorry to disappoint you but there is no special story behind that. Forbidden Pleasure aka the perfect place to get shady with your partner gave me unholy ideas the moment we stepped inside. I wanted to give Dalton a call so he could come here and we get a little frisky in public. The lights here are so dim, no one will ever know if I crawl under the table and give him head. Or have him finger fuck me under the table. My breathing labored as my imagination ran wild.

It's kind of funny that although I'm sitting in this crowded nightclub, it hits me that I still feel immensely alone. I guess that's what you get for being insecure. I've always lived in fear of judgment, avoided meeting new people, and never thought that I was good enough for anyone, even my best friend. I've never done anything exciting, stuck by the rules, and always did what I was told. Leah, one the other hand, learned how to not give a fuck since forever. She got along with everyone, and her confidence radiated through everything she did. Maybe if I were a little more like Leah, I'd be easier to handle, and I'd be a better company.

When her eyes finally met Nezetta's, they weren't focused on her; they were gazing into another place. "Listen to me, you're not going anywhere and you're not alone. I'm right here with you. I'm not leaving you!" "I'm so alone. They left. It's all my fault… I shouldn't be alive… why didn't I die with them?" Nezetta shook her, trying to make her listen. Her skin was white and as cold as ice. She was struggling to breathe. "You're not alone! None of it was your fault! I'm right here with you! Please, come back to me…"

“Yeah. My whole life.” I glance around again, trying to see it through her eyes. Not strange. Not overwhelming. Just… normal. “What’s that like?” I ask. She exhales softly, like she’s considering how to explain something that’s always just been. “It’s… constant,” she says finally. “You’re never really alone. Even when you are.” I huff a quiet laugh. “That sounds exhausting.” She smiles. “Sometimes it is. But knowing you have people who will stand beside you through anything is worth it. Even if they're nosey bastards most of the time.”

Everybody is sitting on the chair separately with blanket on their bodies. Natalie and Matt are sitting to get her all lovey doving themselves cause Natalie is resting on Matt's shoulder and Matt is allowing it I'm sure Matt's holding her under the blanket or each other. Geez what's my business. But then I'm thinking, I should be a matchmaker. I already matched two people together now. Probably I should match Cody and Derek together. 😁😁😁😁 That is stupid. I smile t my self hoping into the chair with Cody who is sitting alone likewise Derek