Not Throwing Away My Shot Lyrics Novels & Stories

I drink coffee and resumed baking… "I'm sittin 'eyes wide open and I got one thing stock in my mind," I tried singing so I wouldn't be sleepy. “Wonderin if I dudged, a bullet or I just lost the love of my life, baby, baby I feel crazy up all night, all night and every day, I gave you somethin’, but you gave me nothin’, what is happenin to me?” “I don’t wanna live forever, ‘cause I know I’ll be livin’ in vain, and I don’t wanna fit wherever, I just wanna keep calling your name, until you come back home.”

❤THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ❤ ❤BACK TO YOU❤️ ❤️Song by Selena Gomez❤ ❤️Took you like a shot Thought that I could chase you with a cold evening Let a couple years water down how I'm feeling about you (Feeling about you) And every time we talk Every single word builds up to this moment And I gotta convince myself I don't want it Even though I do (even though I do) You could break my heart in two

“Give me a shot.” “Rough night?” he asks, raising an eyebrow. I let out a bitter laugh. “You could say that.” He pours the shot, and I throw it back without hesitation. The burn slides down my throat, warming me from the inside. I signal for another. “Another one?” the bartender asks, a little worried now. “Yeah,” I say, slamming my palm down on the bar. “I can handle it.” Glass after glass, I drain my problems into the bottom of an empty shot glass. Laughter and conversation swirl around me, a mix of voices and clinking glasses. But to me, it all sounds muffled. All I can hear is the echo of Susan’s mother's insults.

I slammed it back with the burn grounding me. “Another.” I called. I took shot after shot. One for Tristan’s stupid green eyes.. one for Chloe’s perfect blonde hair and one for the fact that I was twenty-one and officially alone in the world.. again. After shot number five, the room started to tilt and I had to lean my forehead against the wood of the bar. “Okay, kid, you're done,” the bartender grunted, pulling the bottle away. “I'm not a kid,” I slurred, waving a finger at him. “I'm a woman of tragedy and I need the spicy water.”

Straight. The bartender gave me a long look. “You sure, sweetheart?” “I don’t do sweet tonight,” I said. “Just burn.” He nodded and poured. I threw the first shot back without flinching. It hit like a punch in the chest. I welcomed it. Alessandro watched with a slow, amused grin. “You’ve done that before.” “I’ve done a lot of things before,” I said, reaching for the second. He held up a hand. “Maybe pace yourself?”

“When I chased love, I got nothing from you. Now I’ve figured it out. Money and power are the only things that last forever. It doesn’t even matter who I’m with.” After taking a few steps, I glanced back over my shoulder and casually tossed a ring at him. He recognized it instantly. It was the custom ring he’d had made for Planette—the very same one I had hurled off the balcony in a fit of furious heartbreak. “The one I threw away was the one you gave me. This is what you gave to Planette. Now I’m giving it back to you.” Lucius stood rooted to the spot, paralyzed by a grief that threatened to swallow him whole. He was utterly convinced that I had transformed so profoundly that he barely reco

I played with my own tits again lifting them up and letting them bounce while I danced, “this is what I needed, no rich assholes, no drama, just me and the music.” Frank shouted over, “You’re on fire girl! Want another drink?” I nodded fast, “hell yeah bring me two! I’m not stopping till I can’t feel anything anymore!” I kept twerking, switching between the two guys laughing and saying, “Fuck Alan” every time the song dropped. My head spun from the shots but it felt good. After a while I needed air. I pushed through the crowd toward the exit. “I’m going outside for a cigarette Frank!” I yelled back at him, “don’t wait up!”

I mutter under my breath and grab another shot, throwing my head back and gulping it. I cough, letting the alcohol burn its way down my throat as I slam the empty shot glass on the counter. I grab my purse and head toward the dance floor, ready to dance my problems away.

You say you’re a mess You said that you’re broke All that I see are crystal tears Shining through these empty fears Like poison and oak You spread through my veins Ii think we’re infected just the same If there’s no cure I’m here to stay I pour myself another drink, took a few minutes to pause as I begin to feel my tears behind my eyes before I drank it all in one shot. I groan inwardly as I feel my throat burning with this whisky and my heart is hurting so much. If love is pain then set me on fire Keep lifting me higher in your veins If love is pain then throw me in the water

Ashley stuttered. "Ahh, Ashley, this is not your confession video, that's unnecessary to watch because you confessed, now Stefan, you continue." Amy looked at Ashley with disdain and said mockingly. Ashley couldn't protest more, her face was pale seeing Stefan is switching on the video, but the next moment it turned red in anger. The video was playing on the big television of their lounge is a tom & jerry cartoon video. All laughed, seeing the comedy video and Jack & Sujata smack Stefan playfully, one on each arm.