Not Your Fault But Mine 소설 & 이야기

she said between shallow breaths, “do you honestly think this is your fault?” Mimi’s eyes darted to the floor, her expression crumbling under Mia’s gaze. “Of course, it is,” she whispered, guilt lacing her tone. “I shouldn’t have left that day then he wouldn't have found us.” “Yeah, sure, it's your fault. Happy? Arguing with you over this is pointless, what has happened has happened. It is what it is.”

“It is all my fault, so if you want to blame anybody, it should be me and not him. He has not done anything wrong at all.” I stared at Mina and suddenly gave a sarcastic smile. “Are you done?”

“How dare you say that? After everything… after I’ve done for you?” “You’ve done nothing for me!” I snapped, finally finding my voice. “You’ve lied, cheated, and controlled me. And now you’re acting like this is my fault?” His expression twisted, a mix of fury and disbelief. “You’re mine. You always will be. And this… this pregnancy doesn’t change that.” I shook my head, the tears I had been holding back finally spilling over. “No. I’m done. I can’t do this anymore. You’ve made this toxic. You’ve made me hurt too much. I can’t…”

Each fragment felt like a piece of myself. "I'm sorry," I whispered. "I didn't mean—" "Sorry?" Veriana, my sister-in-law, clicked her heels across the floor until she was right in front of me. I could see her expensive shoes, the ones that probably cost more than everything I owned. "Sorry doesn't fix anything, Amira. God, I don't know how you trapped my brother. You're so useless. So broke. So worthless. Living off our money like a parasite." I wanted to say something. Anything. To remind her that I cleaned this entire house every day. That I cooked every meal. That I did everything they asked without complaint. But the words stuck in my throat.

“Not money, not rescue. Nothing.” The relief on their faces disappeared. My father’s face fell, my mother’s hand slowly slipped from mine and Scarlett closed her eyes briefly. “I survived years after losing everything. Everything I have now I built myself.” I picked up my bag. “You should do the same.” “I hope things get better for you. I genuinely do.” I looked at them. “But I can’t be the reason they do.” This time, nobody asked me to stay. I walked out of the showroom.

"S-Something will always haunt all of us. But that doesn't mean you don't deserve all that life has to offer. Because you do. You deserve happiness. She would have wanted that for you." “ Do you think so?” He asked looking at me "I know," I confirm. "And f-for you, it was probably hard to see that what happened wasn't your fault. It becomes so hard to stop blaming yourself when what you experienced feels so real, so dependent on your actions. But some things are always going to be out of our control. So, what happened? It was Blood Moon's fault. All of it. Not yours. I know people have probably told you that before, but--"

He apologized. "Well, it's not your fault." She said.

"It concerns me because it includes you! You don’t know I left in the camp just to come here to check on you.” “So, why did it become my fault? Why are you here? Did I ask you to come?” I was annoyed by his sentiments. “Yes, it is your fault. If you just stay at home, you will not be here and get that,” he blames me. “Huh?” Are you sure that you are blaming me now? FYI, if you didn’t call me, I would be got into incident so technically, it was your fault not mine!” ---

I’m not following a healthy lifestyle at the moment to get me through this. I’m trying to find any excuse to make up for the crime I’ve committed against myself, but at the end of the day, I know that this all falls on me. I know that nobody is at fault but me. I wish I can turn back time, but I definitely cannot do that.

It's not your fault Isabelle . "It is not my fault? I dragged you all into this mess." "It's not my fault? I dragged Aiden and Amelia into this, they got kidnapped. " "It's not my fault? I almost killed your sister Justin." "It's not my fault? So it isn't my fault that James took that bullet for Mre that evening?" It isn't my fault right then why am I the root cause of all of this? "Tell me, Justin. " "Why I ju… just want an answer "