Once I Was Lost Novels & Stories

I whispered in a broken voice: "I was a fool…" I lost my world, my life, and everything that belonged to me. I sat on the floor, hugging my knees to my chest, and felt a huge emptiness inside me. As if I had lost everything all at once. "I am… alone." "And lost." "I don’t know… what to do…"

I could mull over my pain, my regrets, anything without being disturbed. Now I sat beside Abel in his Ford as he drove me to what I was once considered home. What I'd once felt incredibly safe in. Now, I didn't even know what was home anymore. I felt lost, like a lone dandelion seed swaying to whatever direction the wind took me. I didn't know where I belonged. I didn't know who I was once. Who I was now. Who I was meant to be. Who they wanted me to be.

He looked straight into my eyes. “Do you think you deserve the seat of Alpha?” Gamma Taro leaned forward. Elder Miriam crossed her arms. Healer Sanya whispered a prayer. Everyone waited. The air became tight. My heart beat slow and heavy inside my chest. Then I spoke. My voice calm. My words clear. “I lost everything,” I said. “I lost the person I loved. I lost my peace. I lost my past.” They watched me. I took a deep breath. “But I did not lose my strength. I did not lose my right. I did not lose my place.”

***** When I Saw You Back at the same old time Walking through the same lonely place Wondering if I see you right here Seeing you standing in the spotlight Noticing your charming smile I couldn't help but stare Like a drug you coursed through my veins As all of me disappeared Wondering where it all went wrong from that night when we there When we standing before your front gate When your lips pressed against mine When it was all so wrong but it still felt right When I was drowning in your sea And when I was finding it hard to breathe Was I there? Was I there? Why were you all that I could think about? Wondering where Wondering where All of me was gone Was it me? Was it you? Never knew lettin

I asked, but given no response, and so I come to seek, wherein the answers might be place in hiding, the ocean itself. One-step and I’ll be with him. Another step, and the artic would mercilessly dwelled at me. One-step and everything would fade into an utmost darkness the way I lost my Jack. It was too tempting, but I remember what he said before tyrant seized him on his deepest downfall. “Don’t you ever lose yourself.” But…how can I, when you are no longer here? ** And so the scene changes again. ** My head throbs painfully, and there is this tiny bit of pain I could not understand.

) "Hey there now Where'd you go You left me here So unexpected You changed my life I hope you know 'Cause now I'm lost So unprotected In the blink of an eye I never got to say goodbye Like a shooting star Flying across the room So fast so far You were gone too soon You're a part of me And I'll never be the same here without you You were gone too soon."

The impact was expectedly explosive and here I am now, lost and wandering. I don’t think I will ever find myself ever again. I remember the first time I lost myself, I was in the worst possible situation—or so I thought—but when Jayler showed up in my life, I found myself again. I found it whole and I became better, a lot more whole than ever before. But I was wrong before, now, I was in the actual worst situation. The actual basement of rock bottom. Who would’ve thought that the person who helped you find your once lost self would be the same person who would make you lose it again?

i try my best to smile But tears came out "I'm sorry, but I need to find myself by my own. I chose it alone, so I have to crawl back to where I used to be ..." ".... I lost myself when i am with you, i lost everything in a very short time but now i need to overcome all of this for own good" "Sorry Oakley, but I want you to stop courting me"

I sighed and tried out the words that were in my head. 🎶 *You were never mine to lose.* *But I lost you all the same.* *Now I wear this aching truth* *Like a scar that says your name.* *I never had you, but it hurts like hell* *Like loving someone locked behind a shell.* *You were close enough to want,* *But too far to ever touch…* *And it kills me more than I can tell…* *That I never had you…* 🎶 My voice cracked on the last line.

My smile widened when I saw the scented rose-themed card with a handwritten poem, and I rushed to read the content. Lost and Found In the large space of time, I wandered lost, devoid of you. But then I saw, through shadows cast, The light of you, my love, at last. I once was blind, consumed by pride, and rage, Until you came again and brought me light. Your love, a beacon shining bright, Guided me back and made wrongs turn right. Now that I've found you again, hear my plea, Stay in my arms. I vow to cherish, love, and hold, Our future bright, our story told.