Novel & Cerita Once I Was Lost

They all came to a conclusion that maybe it is because she seemed very innocent, that older men would always prefer younger women. After leaving the voicemail, she got up from her bed. She slid the door which handle was made of golden metal, walked out into the balcony and spread her arms in front of her, touched the metal railing which was made of wood, and the balcony wall made of glass. She closed her eyes and breathed, then put her right hand on her chest. She opened her eyes, and whispered, "I am going after you, Jonathan Albertson. No matter what." She went back in the room, slid the door closed behind her and dialed a number. "Hi," she said cheerfully. "Yes, please, a ticket to Los An

Have I lost everything? 🎧🎧🎧

This time he used the other name he knew who had a bad temper. “--lost.” He heard her speak and he didn’t hear any other sound after that. He went to the couch and looked at the door, waiting for them to come out. Inside the room, Kyla was sitting on the floor, she saw blood on her feet and it reminded her of awful things she had run away when they were little. “I’m lost.” she quietly said before she was pulled back to blackness.

I had an audience, so I needed to make this worthwhile. I cleared my throat and began to speak. “Last year I was living in a small pack deep in the forest. I had no clue who I was or what I was missing. I had no family, no memories, and no future. When I look around this table I see everything I ever wanted for myself and then some. Old faces I never thought I’d see again,” I looked to my Mom and Dad, who had their hands clasped together, along with Hael and Marcel, “…and new faces that I can’t imagine living without.” My gaze slid over Mykelle, Cole, Olive, Graham, and Sylvia. “There isn’t a single one of us here tonight that hasn’t felt some form of loss. We all carry its scars. They’ll ne

I'm a shell of the girl I used to be, I'm nothing more than a husk of the girl I once was. I used to have friends and go out, I used to love adventure and be daring but now all I do is hide out in the house until I know longer have black eyes or the swelling in my nose has gone down enough it's not that noticeable but I can't keep doing this I can't keep loosing what little bit of me is left.

I met him 10 years ago. He had a fight with Susan and went to a bar to drink, while I was kidnapped by a group of delinquent girls and taken there. They forced me to perform a strip dance. I struggled, but it was useless. Desperate, I would rather die than be humiliated. I slammed myself against the bar's wall. Shawn saved me. From that moment on, he was my world. On the day he proposed, I drank for the first time in my life, despite being allergic to alcohol.

"I was young and blind, falling for a jerk. That past taught me that Byron's the one worth loving. Mess with us, Shawn, and you'll regret it." My tone carried a sharp edge, and Shawn staggered. "You hate our past that much?" "Absolutely." I nodded. "I'd erase you from it if I could." I pulled Byron into the car, leaving Shawn behind with a broken heart. Byron grinned, "Did you mean that?" "Every word," I confirmed. "He's nothing to me now. You and Edith are my world." ... I thought after that day, Shawn would give up. But I was wrong. He showed up again.

I sighed and tried out the words that were in my head. 🎶 *You were never mine to lose.* *But I lost you all the same.* *Now I wear this aching truth* *Like a scar that says your name.* *I never had you, but it hurts like hell* *Like loving someone locked behind a shell.* *You were close enough to want,* *But too far to ever touch…* *And it kills me more than I can tell…* *That I never had you…* 🎶 My voice cracked on the last line.

I didn't care. I lifted the bottle to my lips and gulped it down, gasping for air as I finished. My throat felt raw, but my heart was worse. It wasn't a hammered bird anymore; it was a hollow, aching void. “I lost him… I don’t know how, but I lost him forever,” I sobbed, the tears finally breaking through. “And without him, I am lost. I am so fucking lost, Jack. I don't know who I am anymore. Nana is gone… Cale is gone… there’s nothing left of the girl I used to be.”

I whispered in a broken voice: "I was a fool…" I lost my world, my life, and everything that belonged to me. I sat on the floor, hugging my knees to my chest, and felt a huge emptiness inside me. As if I had lost everything all at once. "I am… alone." "And lost." "I don’t know… what to do…"