Pain In My Soul Novels & Stories

However, the soulbond wasn't always pleasant, whenever either of us felt either physical or emotional pain, the other would also feel it, and being separated was probably one of the worst pains. I suddenly felt a low stinging pain in my heart, it felt as if my heart was being slowly torn apart, with unimaginable despair. The despair I recognized as not being able to do anything to change or help the situation whatsoever. The despair of helplessness. Funnily enough, it went as soon as it came.

The harmless pain that pounded against my skull had spread around my body, its sharp pain causing me to groan deeply into the cold night. It felt like I was going to die, with pain writhing through every bone in my body, which seemed to contort against its joints. Another painful cry escaped my lips as I began thrashing on the bed, begging for the new pain that crawled into my chest to stop. It was as if it pierced my very own soul, while more pain pounded against my skull.

She doesn't want to die now! Unexpectedly, she felt the anguish burning her inside out, hurrying through her vein. She never felt this misery and pain before; this was beyond pain. It was total insanity, like her soul was lifted away from her. It felt like there was a stake being banged into her rib cage, through her precious heart, and the invasion's burning pain wrecked her brain from the inside out. Dammit! Grim Reaper, take me now, arsehole! Enough with the pain already, this is madness! Please, I beg you! Take me now, I can't take this anymore. Sophie begged.

He went below to throw some blows between my legs and under my thighs. The pain filled every nerve in my body, running along with my blood. I could no longer feel alive. The pain was all-consuming and anesthetizing. Dear moon goddess, I desire nothing more than peace. Please, consume my soul, reduce my body to shreds. Do whatever you want but end this forever. And if you can't, bestow me with love and care for this pain is too much to bear. Tbc...

The roughness of my own voice scratched my throat hoarsely and I fell to my knees in a heaving mess. The carpeted floor cushioned the impact a little but pain of this action like every other part of my body rattled me to my core. And yet it was still bearable for the torture that my insides were feeling and my heart was suffering, would never be seen by this pathetic excuse of my mate. The physical pain could never compare to the torment of my soul. His mocking glance and Sofia’s pitiful eyes were a mockery to my own feelings and beliefs and with a raged groan of another rumbling pain I looked up at him and slowly stood up with the support of the table beside me.

SKY POV I couldn’t take it anymore! This immense pain that continued searing deep inside me day and night, making me feel like my own soul was slowly detaching from my body in the most gruesome way possible; leaving as a ghost shell of my former being, I just couldn’t take it anymore. I was tired of drowning in the lake of my own tears and feeling like nothing but a pile of waste on this earth.

I write it all down on pieces of paper that don’t interrupt me, don’t judge me, and don’t talk back. I don’t want to talk to people about what’s going on in my head. They always say, “I understand,” but they don’t. Not really. This pain, it’s not just sadness. It’s something deeper. Inside. When we were kids, we cried over scraped knees and broken toys. The pain was on the outside. But now? Now the pain is buried. It’s in my chest. My mind. My soul. And no one sees it, not even my own brother.

It was sharp and stabbing, like someone had broken a part from a tree and stabbed me through my heart. Fuck. Zach, like the healer he was, stepped closer carefully. "Kael... when did the pain start?" "A while now," I gritted out. "It had been off and on, but yesterday's night was different. Worst." Zach’s eyes widened. “Different how?” I could only stare at the man. "It feels like he's being pulled away from me, and so there's less of him. Like my soul is getting cracked open." "Oh." Goddess!

Like a whisper against fabric. Pain exploded through my chest. Not physical pain. Something deeper. Like someone was pulling pieces of my soul apart with hot knives. I screamed. Couldn't help it. The mate bond flickered. Our connection that had burned so bright just moments ago started to fade.

He couldn’t face Carson. Carson was watching this. And it triggered him. He instantly walked toward them and stood in front on both of them flaring with anger. "Listen you Russell... Who the hell you think you are huh? You think it’s okay to stay like this. To stand still, facing window like we don’t exist. You want us to suffer. Okay. We are suffering. Happy. But don’t you dare shed tears pretending to b hurt. You want to keep secrets. You want to hide all your pain. Okay. Do it. You didn’t talk to us, you didn’t share with us the pain you are enduring. Okay fine. Don’t tell us.