Pain's My Only Home Lyrics Novels & Stories

"Jeez! Of course! I would love that. Sing a song for me, please." "Sure," I lay down on my bed and I place my phone right beside my right ear. Closing my eyes, I heard Kevin's soft and calm voice, singing. ~If the heart is always searching Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone I'll never make it on my own Dreams can't take the place of loving you There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true When you look me in the eyes And tell me that you love me Every thing's alright

All this was not out of love but pity. “Relax baby. Don't make this too hard for us. “ He says. “How can I come down, baby? When I know I have less than a week to live. I feel so sad and hurt. Soon I am going to leave you alone for good this time round. I will never see you again. I can't believe this, Carlos. Please tell me that I am dreaming.” I say as I cry uncontrollably. “You will get through this, babe. Just have faith, babe.” I say.

The moment I saw the photo, all hope I had left was shattered completely. Even a stray dog would develop some feelings for a human who was with them for years. But to her, it seemed I was worth less than a stray dog. If that was how she felt, then she couldn't blame me for cutting her loose without mercy. I forced myself to pull it together and went to the hospital alone. While I was hooked up for an IV, Nancy called. "I won't be home tonight because I'm working late at the office. Just buy some medicine yourself," she said.

I've lost everyone because I pushed them away. The tears are flowing as the words wash over me, but it's a good cry. It's a healing cry, that acts as a balm for the soul. My hips are swaying to the music and despite the emotion choking me, I'm quietly singing along. “Please come home for Christmas... Please come home for Christmas... If not for Christmas, by New Year's night...”

I don't know why, but he didn't say anything to me he just handed over his mic to me maybe he can see that I was not in good condition. I gripped the mic tightly took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Started to sing while The band joined too Song:- On my way. Lyrics, (My eyes were shut but of those painful memories played in front of me, All that pain which I buried deep down in my heart. My parents, Abuse, Deaths, Rape, and my heart clenched hard remembering them.) Song ended. I can feel my tears flowing through my eyes; I opened my eyes and quickly wiped my tears.

And it’s the only thing that I know, know I swear it will get easier Remember that with every piece of ya Hmm, and it’s the only thing we take with us when we die Hmm, we keep this love in a photograph We made these memories for ourselves Where our eyes are never closing Hearts were never broken And time’s forever frozen, still So you can keep me Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans Holding me closer ‘til our eyes meet You won’t ever be alone And if you hurt me That’s okay, baby, only words bleed Inside these pages, you just hold me And I won’t ever let you go Wait for me to come home Wait for me to come home Wait for me to come home Wait for me to come home Oh, you can fit me Inside the n

I want to go home. I’m able to roll to my side with a lot of effort, my elbow cries in pain, and I fall too hard on my face hurting myself, tears are spilling and I’m crying. “Stay still goddammit, the doctor said you cannot move.” “I have to go home.” “No honey, you can’t.” “Please.”

I smiled. Taking a seat on the piano, I closed my eyes and placed my hand on the keys. Humming the rhythm before I started singing. 🎶It’s not easy to keep a heart warm. When all I can feel is harm. It’s funny how love builds me. Only to leave me broken and defeated. All this pain I feel, it’ll be gone in a bliss. This cold blanket surrounds me. It’ll soon be gone and I’ll find peace.🎶 ~~

He'd console me, cheer me up, buy me ice cream, takee shopping and then fill my account. I smile sadly. Yeah he's the only one that loves me. Picking up my phone up and dial his number. It's the only number I know off hand without a mistake beside Remi's. I'll try to erase it out of my memory now. It took only a few seconds for him to pick up. " Hello " " Dad " I call " Elle " he's smiling I know it " how is my baby girl " " Not okay. Dad, I want to come home " I say sadly, the unshed tears returning to form in my eyes

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Humming sound of someone's soothing voice caught her attention and she couldn't stop herself from following that particular voice. A broken heart is all that's left I'm still fixing all the cracks Lost a couple of pieces when I carried it, carried it, carried it home I'm afraid of all I am (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) My mind feels like a foreign land (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Silence ringing inside my head (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home