Novel & Cerita Pain's My Only Home Lyrics

All this was not out of love but pity. “Relax baby. Don't make this too hard for us. “ He says. “How can I come down, baby? When I know I have less than a week to live. I feel so sad and hurt. Soon I am going to leave you alone for good this time round. I will never see you again. I can't believe this, Carlos. Please tell me that I am dreaming.” I say as I cry uncontrollably. “You will get through this, babe. Just have faith, babe.” I say.

The moment I saw the photo, all hope I had left was shattered completely. Even a stray dog would develop some feelings for a human who was with them for years. But to her, it seemed I was worth less than a stray dog. If that was how she felt, then she couldn't blame me for cutting her loose without mercy. I forced myself to pull it together and went to the hospital alone. While I was hooked up for an IV, Nancy called. "I won't be home tonight because I'm working late at the office. Just buy some medicine yourself," she said.

‘Plain and simple I’ll never be what you need now’ ‘Playing catch up but it’s only wearing me out’ ‘Tongue is sharp it’s only tearing me down ‘ ‘It’s getting harder for me to wanna be around’ ‘White lighter in my pocket’ ‘My face in your locket’ ‘Your face on my Home Screen’ ‘Now you’re fading away like a smoke screen’ She wasn’t the best singer but everything was on tune. I let my eyes flutter close as I listened to her sing as the pain only got worse. Trying to somehow disassociate with the pain but even this was too much.

I've lost everyone because I pushed them away. The tears are flowing as the words wash over me, but it's a good cry. It's a healing cry, that acts as a balm for the soul. My hips are swaying to the music and despite the emotion choking me, I'm quietly singing along. “Please come home for Christmas... Please come home for Christmas... If not for Christmas, by New Year's night...”

I smiled. Taking a seat on the piano, I closed my eyes and placed my hand on the keys. Humming the rhythm before I started singing. 🎶It’s not easy to keep a heart warm. When all I can feel is harm. It’s funny how love builds me. Only to leave me broken and defeated. All this pain I feel, it’ll be gone in a bliss. This cold blanket surrounds me. It’ll soon be gone and I’ll find peace.🎶 ~~

He'd console me, cheer me up, buy me ice cream, takee shopping and then fill my account. I smile sadly. Yeah he's the only one that loves me. Picking up my phone up and dial his number. It's the only number I know off hand without a mistake beside Remi's. I'll try to erase it out of my memory now. It took only a few seconds for him to pick up. " Hello " " Dad " I call " Elle " he's smiling I know it " how is my baby girl " " Not okay. Dad, I want to come home " I say sadly, the unshed tears returning to form in my eyes

I want to go home. I’m able to roll to my side with a lot of effort, my elbow cries in pain, and I fall too hard on my face hurting myself, tears are spilling and I’m crying. “Stay still goddammit, the doctor said you cannot move.” “I have to go home.” “No honey, you can’t.” “Please.”

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Humming sound of someone's soothing voice caught her attention and she couldn't stop herself from following that particular voice. A broken heart is all that's left I'm still fixing all the cracks Lost a couple of pieces when I carried it, carried it, carried it home I'm afraid of all I am (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) My mind feels like a foreign land (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Silence ringing inside my head (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home

I could feel his pain hit me hard and tear me apart. My hands fell on his chest with the tears just flooding down. My head shook over and over again. “ You are my home Dante. You are my family. I don’t need another. Through this night I felt bare, I felt alone and a large part of me was missing but that was because you weren’t with me. I kept looking to my left subconsciously but I had been looking for you. You gave me a home in you, you gave me hope, you picked me up when I was shuttered and down. You helped me piece myself back together. I have been a pain on your ass but I know you love it. You did not know me but you loved me and Dante, I love you. I love you so much. These past weeks h

She wiped out her tears slowly. “ Um… ” He stared at her with concern, still not convinced that she was completely fine. “ Should we head home? ” A lyric of a song rang in Mira's mind as she heard his question. It says, “ Home is where the heart is and my heart is right here. ” “ My home is where you are, Jose. I'm fine. ” She gave him her best smile. “ Okay. ” He stood up and sat back down beside them.