Pain Shinra Tensei

All my memories are the same for as long as I can remember. Pain, abuse, and being torn down by those who were supposed to care for me the most. All them intermingle and stab at my heart and self-esteem, attempting to turn my very soul to ice. However, amongst all the pain and suffering, there is a moment in time when I truly felt like maybe I wasn't such a wretched existence. And in those memories, it is always the same person that is by my side. The boy with the dark hair that is just a bit too long and stormy gray eyes that take me in as if I'm the most precious existence he has ever laid eyes on. Maybe if this boy hadn't reached out a hand that day I wouldn't have survived, but now I can't even consider looking him in the eye if we ever meet again as I fear seeing that smile and that look of complete and utter devotion being given to someone like me who no longer deserves it.

They say a single moment can change your entire life. A decision taken in the heat of the moment might cause you pain, sadness, or even make you fall in love. In conclusion, you must be careful with your impulsive actions. And this is what happened to Willow and how her story began. Willow is an orphan girl who works as a cook in a restaurant; one day on her way to work she saved a little girl who keeps calling her mama. Elijah watched the scene scared as the demons of the past choked him reminding him of the time when his wife died right in front of him but then his world shook when his daughter spoke for the first time in three years. He decided to take the woman who saved his daughter back home with him but then his life changed entirely. Love, fear, self loathing and pain were the real MCs of this story where Willow and Elijah had to fight their feelings and their demons in order not to lose themselves to the pain.

The novel was set on year 2024 at Britain, mostly in Cambridge and London. This follows and combines the timeline of the following book "Pride and Prejudice(1812)" by Jane Austen William Darcy Jr. is at his 20 trying to find answers how his parents broke up when he was young, on his way, he will endure the pain of truth and reality.

"This marriage was just to please our parents, my heart belongs to someone else" He whispered to the woman with so much pain in his voice. “Can we just get the wedding over with?” She asked the man.  "We can't disappoint or embarrass our parents, you know," She said again.

Layla, once considered a helpless slave and a nobody, gradually rises to be the Emissary between the Living and the dead. Her gifted powers are claimed to be the only thing that would save a dying alpha, the one who has rejected her. Will she succumb to the pain of the rejection and abandon him to death, or will the mate bond prevail over her fury?

Melannie couldn't remember the last time she felt something. While Ace remembers every sting and ache. Both of their chaotic worlds collide and through every moment they share, one starts to feel and the other starts to heal. The only thing standing in between is that it's a cycle of pain, and no one knows how to get out.

Banned by her agency, betrayed by her fiancé and best friend, and orphaned by her loving mother is too much to take. through suffering, betrayal, and pain, Vanessa Dizon stands firm and overcomes all her difficulties. She wanted revenge but it only led her down to an unexpected path. Is this the path of happiness or another ordeal?

James a gifted but emotionally scarred man in his early 30s, torn between his spiritual calling and the pain of his past. Raised in a broken home, he now walks a thin line between faith and rebellion, order and chaos. His journey is about surrender, love, and finding divine purpose amid deep personal storms.

11/1/25 : Under Revision "If this pain is the only thing that makes you happy, then I pray I never heal." Zandrie. One reckless night changed Reign's life. Ang pangarap niyang masayang buhay kasama ang taong mahal niya ay gumuho. A stolen kiss, a secret desire, and a baby that bound her- not with her lover but with her bestfriend. Now, she's trapped in a marriage with her unwanted husband, a man who endured her rejection, her pain and her desperate attempts to break free. Ginawa ng asawa niya ang lahat, sinagad sa hangganan ang pasensya at pag-unawa. Pinuno nito ng pagmamahal si Reign kahit pa pilit itong bumabalik sa multo ng kan'yang nakaraan. He did everything to make Reign realize that he has all she need for. Ngunit lahat ay napapagod. Will the life and love she is dying to fight for, worth more than the sacrificial unconditional love of her UNWANTED HUSBAND ?

We have differences, we are born not to impress anyone but to show them what and who we are. What if one day you'll end up losing your confidence? what if one day you'll never know who you are? what if because of one person you'll be lost your smile, lost everything including your happiness. Are you willing to trust again? to love again? Are you willing to be fooled and played again? lies... heartbreaks. betrayal..... played. fooled... pained... We all experience this, it's up to us to handle it properly. smile... laugh... mingle... meddle. Words that we can use to ease those pain words to enlightened our mood words that help us to go through and make our day complete. MASK the only thing we can use to hide what we feel inside. mask it hides the pain the heartaches and betrayal We often use a mask to simply smile to show the world that we are strong. strong enough to face the reality.