Rise of the Phoenix
not even for a second.
“No phoenix ever had a human soulmate, so we can’t look for an answer there. And ever since I was reborn, I lived outside of the supernatural world completely. I avoided everything and everyone. I have no idea how’s it for the rest of them and would the same rules apply to us or not, and… it scares me. The thought of losing you, being without you… when I didn’t know you, when I didn’t know how having you in my life feels… it was easy compared to what it would feel living if something happened and I lost you, now or any time in the future… I don’t know how I would keep living when I would be dead inside.”