Remember Loved Ones Novels & Stories

Makalipas ang ilang sandali ay humugot ako ng isang malalim na hininga at inipon ang aking lakas para muling tingnan ang gravestone ni Nicklaus. In Loving Memories of Nicklaus Martinei Beloved Son, Brother and Fiancè When things are drawing to a close, all you have are memories and stories to keep you warm. "That's all you have left to me, baby, our memories and stories but I don't know how long will it keep me warm." Sambit ko at mahinang tumawa, hinayaan ko lamang ang aking luha na umagos sa aking mga mata habang hinahaplos ko ang nakaukit na pangalan ni Nicklaus sa kanyang gravestone.

Ultimo pagkuha ko na lang ng tubig ay sila pa ang gagawa, kulang na lang, maging sa pagkain ay subuan pa nila ako. Hindi naman ako nagrereklamo, alam kong sinisikap lang nilang maiparamdam sa akin ang pagmamahal nila at ganun din ako. As I have said to Dr. Jimenez, I want to live my remaining days with the people I love and make memories with them. Memories that I will bring in the other life.

I don't know why no one notified me that my best friend just died. Ayaw ko nang masaktan pa. Noong nakaraang linggo, si Halter ang nilibing namin. Ngayon, nasa libingan na naman ako para iyakan na naman ang pagkawala ng isang buhay na napaka-importante sa akin. I don't know how many times I tried to convince myself that her whole family was just going through so much pain to even remember telling the people close to her the news, but they should have at least did it still because I do think I deserve it somehow as her childhood best friend.

It will always remain, and will always unfold things. I am grateful for what fostered in our marriage. And as I carve a lone way forward through this surreal new world for me, I felt loss and grey. His departure may be is painful, but his memories with us were beautiful and meaningful. And I realized that it is more painful if the person died have a lot of memories for you to remember and review. Because it’s the good memories that we cherish that remains. The promises and plans, the small rants and wisdom, the arguments and forgiveness, and the love that awaits for the soul.