Sadly Yes But I Lived Novels & Stories

Greetings, If you're reading this, I'm dead. So yeah, I am now eliminated from this show. I just want to prove to my mother that I will become rich someday and I will buy her a new house since we have been living on the streets for so many years. I thought that this show would solve my financial problem permanently since it was thirty million dollars and made my life easier. But in case I died, I'm begging you, can you please buy her a house? It's my dying wish. I just want to make her happy one last time, even though I might die in the future. Sincerely,

After all the maltreatment and sadness I had endured, who wouldn’t want death? I shook my head, disagreeing with what he said. He didn’t know where I was coming from. My life was a complete mistake. I should not have been born! "I apologize, but death isn’t always the answer. You have to live…"

’ ‘No,’ I murmured, feeling a pang of pain shoot through me. Even though I was only doing what it took to stay alive, I knew back then, as much as I know now, that I shouldn’t have survived Tenebris Island. From the moment I stepped foot on that cursed island, my life was over. How was it fair that I got to live while all the others didn’t? "I’m sorry." I whispered, fighting back the tears that wanted to spill from all those deaths. "I’m so sorry." "Sorry won’t bring them back."

Her expressions were neutral, with no sign of pain or regret at this point. She couldn’t endure this pain now and felt like it was better to end it forever. There seemed to be no reason to live on for. No person to be happy for. No one wanted her or would be sad if she died.

He asked. “Yes, I am okay.” I looked up at him and breathed deeply. “After my mom and dad died and then my brother Brett was just gone, I had no idea how I was going to survive. It was as if I was drowning. It honestly wasn’t until I came to live here that things started to feel, better, I guess. I don’t think that the pain will ever go away. It will just get easier.”

📍 Living With him 📍 [Taming Mr popular] Episode 23 By Adebayo dolapo Torre POV 💋 " Gosh am damn tired right now, I muttered as I walked through the passage, I called Bianca name but she's not answering, by tomorrow". I said and walked inside my room. I plonked myself on the bed , and drift off. ... #next morning. I woke up and walked down to Bianca room, I continue calling her name, but she's not answering.

“What do you mean?” “I should have fought to the end.” I said, trying to suppress the tears rising in my throat. “My parents are dead anyway, so there's nothing to live for.” “No, no don't say that.” she said. “If you'd stayed there for even a minute longer, then he would have shot you.” “Then he should have done that!” I yelled, righting myself from the couch. “Why didn't he? How am I supposed to live my life going forward? I have nothing to my name.”

Because deep down, I know the truth… I only have a few months left to live. Yes, you heard me right. My life is counting down. This cruel disease has been eating me alive since I was eight. I remember that day so clearly, it’s burned into my memory forever. I was playing in the backyard with my friends, laughing freely like a normal child… until I collapsed. The next time I opened my eyes, I was in a hospital bed, surrounded by machines, my parents sitting beside me with the saddest expressions I’d ever seen.

“Kill me. I've lived a life of misery, known nothing but pain since the day I was born.” She paused, sighing heavily. “I don’t know what you have in store to make my life miserable, but I doubt it could be worse than what I’ve endured within these walls. Look at me... just look at me. Do I look like someone who’s ever tasted the sweetness of life?”

I cried because nothing seemed to work in my life. When i thought i have found a hope to live, it was snatched from me. When i thought that i could survive, they took my reason live and now they are talking my reason to breathe. How can I let her go when i wanted to have her hear with me? I am so sorry, Alexis. I am really sorry for everything…