Sadly Yes But I Lived Novels & Stories

His grandfather liked this version of him better. On days when he was doing nothing, i.e neither partying or working. He would spend the day locked up in his room either choking in regret or crying out of guilt. One time he had tried to self harm. He had cut himself on the wrist, he'd gotten a deep scar from it. He claimed the scar was a reminder of what a freak he was. The woman that died had a daughter and a husband, although he never saw them during the trials. His grandfather had arranged for him to be tried privately. Xavier felt sorry to them, he had caused them to lose someone they loved so much. He understood their pain after all he also didn't have parents. They also died in a car a

she asked, "your story Is pathetic but still, eat your food, and drink your juice," Zack said, "I'm waiting for everything and even death Is among what I'm waiting for now, because I sojourn In Johannesburg for more than three years, and going back with nothing" explained, "Is this life worth living at all?" she said, "yes, this life Is worth living because there Is lots of fun, hope, and enjoyment, though, this life is full of different experiences, I still love living my life to the fullest," Zack said,

“So when are you returning to Centerville? There’s a school reunion soon.” Even if I still lived in Centerville, I knew I wasn’t attending that reunion. “I don’t think I’ll be coming back to Centerville.” His expression changed. “What?” “I live with my mom now.” He blinked twice. “You live with your mom? I thought she was dead…” The words escaped before he could stop himself. His eyes widened. “Oh.” He rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly. “I’m sorry. That sounded rude.” I smiled. “It’s okay.”

he asked, voice low and urgent, barely above a broken breath. Scarlett’s laugh was hollow, choked with sobs. “What am I living for?” The words cracked open like a wound. “Look at what I’ve been reduced to!” She gestured weakly at the damp stone walls, the rusted chains, the thin shift clinging to her trembling body. “This. This is all that’s left.” River shook his head fiercely. “That doesn’t mean you should take your own life.” His voice rose, almost pleading. “You still have a reason to live!”

that I .. that I.. I gave myself a reason to live a reason to be better a reason to be a better me, you are literally everything in my life that is good and I'm going to spend the rest of my life in that pain and regrets knowing fully well that you are out there and I am not with you... I'm so sorry it has to end like this... I'm leaving first thing tomorrow ". I exhaled and cleaned my tears. He's right, We don't always get what we want in the end

Proud of who we had become. I looked at Adrian. "What now?" He smiled. "Now we live." I nodded. I was ready. Ready to rest. Ready to heal. Ready to live. No matter what it cost. I walked into the light. And I was ready for whatever came next. I stood at the edge of Haven. Adrian was beside me. "Scarlett." "Adrian." "Are you okay?" "I'm fine." "You're not fine." "I'm alive." "That's all that matters."

Being alive is the best. No matter how painful, how hopeless life may feel—if there’s a chance to stay alive, then stay alive. Raina said, “Right.” The words lingered, hard to fully grasp in the moment. After a pause, she added quietly, “There was a time when things were really bad for me too. I didn’t think I could go on. I wanted to die every day… But, like you said—if you can live, then live.” ***

When I arrived at my destination, I sighed. I know I won't be living for too long. My body is getting weaker, and I’m always coughing up blood. “How is it, doc?” I asked her even if I already knew the result. I still managed to show her my smile. “Ms. Sanders, I'm sorry to inform you that you only have three months to live. I'm sorry, Ms Sanders,” I knew I wouldn't live for too long. I laughed bitterly. Now that everything is fine between the both of us, this is going to happen.

"I know, Ash. I know. I’m so sorry." I shook my head, my tears falling faster. "I can't. I can't live in a world without her."

I don't know what did just happened. But I was shocked because I continued living. I could not say that I am happy, but at least, I went on in life. I still survived with the cruel world I belong. I am still not fine because I was suffering depression and anxiety. It was so hard to the point that I want to die already, because my mind and heart could not take the pain anymore. It was so fucking hard. But there is really someone who would not leave you.