روايات وقصص ضمن Scared Of My Own Image Song

~~ THEME SONG OF THIS CHAPTER ~~ <<< Not Afraid Anymore By Halsey >>> [[ IRIS'S POV ]] His hooded eyes were still on me as I struggled to keep my momentum nonchalant under his intoxicated gaze. As my task was done, I didn't want to spend a second with this scary man. His presence surprisingly troubled me a lot as if I would go drown under the hypnotising gaze. Tidying my lawn skirt uncomfortably, I waited for his permission to run out from here but unfortunately he didn't make a single noise.

Poseidon sends his waves to drag me far out to sea* *If you could only see the beast you've made of me I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free Screaming in the dark, I howl when we're apart Drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart* *My fingers claw your skin, try to tear my way in You are the moon that breaks the night for which I have to howl My eyes seek you out, in the gathering crowd I'll never be the same if we ever meet again* *Won't somebody help me tame this animal I have become I can't escape myself, so many times I've lied But there's still rage inside, somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself* *So what if you can see the dar

I don’t want to come back down to Earth. I go from one song to another, looking for any excuse to scream out my emotions to a cruel world. I sing for Mama, for Carolanne, and for myself. I sing for all the confusion and pain that cloud my heart. I sing for Camila being a selfish person. I sing for my deepest fears in life and my insecurities.

Yes, I am chaos And, I can drive you crazy But, I'm also passionate, Love you till death. Oh, I am trouble, And I can make you lose your mind, But, I am also brave, Will never walk away. Yeah, I am difficult, And I can make you mad like crazy, But, I am also fun, Can make you laugh. Fear is not real, Fear is simply the product of your thoughts, The fears we don't face becomes our limit,

On the screen behind me, an image blooms: a close‑up of an old contract, my name tiny at the bottom, buried in paragraphs of legalese. Every word I used to be afraid to look at. “I was price tags on skin, I was part of the plan,” I sing. Another image: a blurred shot from years ago—me at nineteen, walking into a label building with my first manager, eyes wide, shoulders hunched. Someone in the front row claps a hand over their mouth. “I thought being owned was the same as being safe,” I go on, the familiar lyrics wrapping around my ribs. “Thought a lock and a cage was just another kind of faith…”

I was afraid of losing myself again. Afraid I would make one misstep and never find my way back to who I once was– if I lost myself. If I lost myself forever. My heart pounded wildly against my chest as my breathing became irregular. I wanted nothing more than to scream. But I held it inside, refusing to release my feelings into the open air. I was scared. So scared that I couldn't bring myself to even admit it to myself.

The way they touch my skin, I'm scared! "PLEASE STOP TOUCHING ME!" I shouted and burst into tears. The room became silent. And all I can hear is my voice. Rossweisse hugged me even more. My hands are shaky. I'm so scared. I hate men. I do really, really hate them. But I only choose those I can trust. All of them... I hate them.

Finally, sixteen weeks, I can see what I'm having. Soul is sat by my side, reading a book. He won't let me go anywhere alone! I feel so claustrophobic! I want to scream! That reminds me of one of my favourite songs. Read All About It by Emeli Sande. 'I wanna sing, I wanna shout, I wanna scream till the words dry out...' It actually seems to help me right now when I listen to the lyrics. Can I beat him? Can I take control of my life? I'm going to do something!

I don't know what I've got myself into but I'm only scared of one thing right now. I'm scared of how this will end. __________ SFTC: I Wanna Be With You - Mandy Moore

I sing as loud as I can to another one of my favorite songs; it is scary how I know every word of it. I close my eyes; I am enjoying the sun on my face and the wind in my hair. The sound of my voice echoing across the fields. Then I open my eyes; I am scared out of my mind by someone standing over me. "Where did you come from?! You should not creep up on people!"