Scared Of My Own Image Song の小説・ストーリー

But her fear makes me sick, it makes me feel like a monster and I never minded that before she came along. “Are you just going to stand there or are we going to train.” I am angry, she is shaking like a leaf being blown by the wind. Why the hell is she so scared of me? I don’t have scars on my face, I am just huge, so people say, and I am not ugly either. Why do I scare her so much? I snap my fingers in front of her and she jumps then takes her fighting stance.

I have never seen her look so upset and vulnerable, she looked like a completely different person than her usual annoyingly, bubbly self and for a second, it terrified me. Why did it terrify me? Why was I so afraid of letting her slip like that? It shouldn't matter to me, there's no attachment between us. But I couldn't stand there and watch that bastard tear her down like that. I wanted to break much more than his bones at that moment. Her gaze falls on me once more as she sings, "You said, 'Hey, // What's your name?' // It took one look // And now we're not the same // Yeah, you said, 'Hey', // And since that day // You stole my heart // And you're the one to blame."

World, I want to leave you better I want my life to matter But I am afraid I have no purpose here I watch the news on TV, Abandoned myself early I am afraid to let you see the real me.. I closed my eyes at that last line. It totally related to me. I leaned onto the shelf behind me when I felt my legs wobble. You're not alone in all this, You're not alone I promise And then together we can do anything... Someone was singing along with me.

"No. Not you. Me. I'm afraid of me" She was confused. Of course, she was. We were the same. It was like I was saying, 'Actually, I AM scared of you.' "I'm scared of the person I might become. I'm scared to become her. Them." She frowned "Who?" It was an innocent question. But it was one that directly made me admit my biggest fears.

And I tried to hold these secrets inside me My mind's like a deadly disease I'm bigger than my body I'm colder than this home I'm meaner than my demons I'm bigger than these bones And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me" I can't help this awful energy God damn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control? I paced around for hours on empty I jumped at the slightest of sounds And I couldn't stand the person inside me I turned all the mirrors around I'm bigger than my body I'm colder than this home I'm meaner than my demons

But you're different, Can you feel it? I want you to see, The person I see you to be. You're not alone, I see you. Are you scarred? What do you fear? Come closer, I'll tell you a story, And wash all your fears away. Do you see the stars? Billions upon billions of them, Yet you shine the brightest. You're a special kind of star, One that never dies. Are you broken? Come closer let's compare scars. Your heart hurts right? Mine does too,

(Verse 2) I've been guarding my heart, and keeping it safe, I've been afraid to let anyone in, to see my true face, But then you came along, and you saw through my disguise, You broke down my walls, and made me realize. (Chorus) I'm falling for you, but I'm scared to admit, I'm afraid of getting hurt again, and feeling unfit, But every moment with you, I feel alive, And I can't help but want to take this dive. (Bridge) I want to trust you, with all of my heart,

Just another thing I would probably never be able to do again. Before I knew it, my mouth opened, and words began to spill out unfiltered and filled with raw emotions. “I’m scared, Emma,” I confessed, my voice trembling. “I’m scared of what I’ve become, of what I’m feeling. I'm scared I'll be like this forever.”

My attention drifted to the beauty in front of me. "This is what I wrote and it comes from deep inside my heart it's titled a thousand years' ' she said softly and began singing the lyrics. "The day we met, Frozen I held my breath Right from the start I knew that I'd found a home for my heart Beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall But watching you stand alone? All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow One step closer I have died everyday waiting for you

I softly say hoping that either Drake and Archer or my dad and Jacob will arrive like now. The three guys walk toward us with their boards in their hands with smirks gracing their lips. The closer they come the more my heart feels like my heart is going to beat out of my chest. Scrambling while trying not to fall off the ledge where I'm sitting, I try to climb into my chair before they reach us. I'm terrified that they'll try to break the chair or hurt Bianca. "Well hello you faggot-freak," Kevin sneers once he and his friends are in front of Bianca and I. Bianca by now is on her feet next to me.