Seharusnya Aku Mati Novels & Stories

It seems like it was going to be harder to hide my true self. I should just give up and die, I have no one in this world anymore. My mum was inside a flaming car, lying lifeless and I won't survive anymore.

I facepalm myself and wish for death to take me right here and now. It's over. It's all over.

“It's not real. None of it is real…" “It seems fucking real to me!” I whimper, wishing it was me who had died that fateful day.

I am dead…. ****

Do you really want her to be live , everyone around you scared terrified ? My inner self-mocking words. Dang it !! it’s not like she will die few more days then I will end her punishment. He thought

“ Yes, and you know what? I'm actually prepared to die, because life definitely isn't worth living anymore.” *Wait,what?*

I'm... losing consciousness... and what's... that voice? ... melancholy.. tomorrow? It's dark... I can't move... What happened? ...Did I die? No! Please... I haven't... granted their wishes yet! And Ria... I have to... go back. Don't die, Miles! You bastard! You're the scum of... society! Don't die... asshole! I don't want to... die... I don't... want to die. I don't want to die!

Shouldn't dying be the best option. Those thoughts clouded my mind and I just sat on the floor waiting for my death to come. Maybe this is the gamers work, maybe this was how I was destined to die. I don't regret any of it, if this is what my maker wants, why should I protest. At least if I die the game will die with me and my love once will stay alive. "What in the world!!!" I heard the voice of my Maths teacher and there was chaos. The students started fleeing, wanting to get caught.

Matteo voiced out, his voice shaking. “Well, I just need you to die, you disgusting old bastard,” she responded with a smile and then. BANG!

You know, there are many who want me dead. * #TBC