Seharusnya Aku Mati Novels & Stories

I don’t want to live anymore. I can’t. “Lianna,” I recognize Luka’s voice. “Hang in there, okay? Everything will be alright.” It won’t. My eyelids were heavy. There seem to be thousands of weights in my head and chest. I don’t want to move. I don’t want to feel that I’m alive. Let me die. I want to follow Ace on the other side. This world is just an empty void without him in it. Not a day has gone without him, and I’ve never felt more dead. How will I go on a week, a month or a year without him?

nothing. I died.

“Suck… you can suck them…please.” I suddenly had this feeling that I might just die if he didn't.

Why… why do I feel like something is not right? Hah… but no matter what it was. Whether you are really alive or not… I don't fucking care. I can just finish the business I failed to do so…

As if she wanted to end it. As if she wanted to die! He looks at her again, the dark circles under her eyes look even more darker today. She can’t continue living like this. “You should ask him to reject you.” Matt has no idea what made him say that but his words make both Ayleen and Kira freeze. “What?” Kira whispers. “You heard me! You are suffering because of him, Kira. Don’t do this to yourself.” Matt pleads. “Do you even know what it means to get rejected? I’d die, Matt!” Kira cries.

“They are not the ones with the curse, the ones who have to bear living life knowing the day you will die.” “I understand that, Sire.” She addressed him by his title for the first time. “But … .” Maria began raising up her head as she gave him a straight in the eye look. “You make your situation sound worse with the self blaming you usually do too.” “You’ve got to be kidding me.” Mattel muttered hitting his forehead frustratedly before turning to her. “I’m about to die few months from now and that’s what you say to me?.”

One more push and I'll start bleeding. "Are you not afraid of death?", Sia asks calmly. "I'm going to die someday Sia. I just happen to want to speed up the process", I say and it was the truth. I am not afraid of dying. My life's pitiful now that I am an omega and with Ruarc constantly reminding me of that through his actions, I don't think I want to be alive anymore. Might as well go join my parents now, wherever they are. "Crinka honey put the knife down", Ruarc coaxed.

Like I was already floating away. Maybe this was it. Death. [System Online]

I need to go too, even if I die. I'm going!

I'm human, I don't stand a chance. Oh God! Is this how I'm gonna die?