Seharusnya Aku Mati Novels & Stories

Look at me dying because I cared about some fucker doing the same thing. Fuck, I'm not ready for this. I need more time. I need... *******************************************

My stupid justification to call is that this same voice and whispering words always tells me one thing. ‘YOU WILL EVENTUALLY DIE IF YOU KEEP THIS UP. WORSE, YOU WILL DIE IN VAIN OUT OF YOUR STUPIDITY. SO, IF I WERE YOU. I WILL END EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW.’ More than just provoking me those words and the tone of that voice are only telling me the truth that I needed to face one way and another. As I shouldn’t be easing everything, knowing that it is all too much. But then. “What should I need to do?”

That I have to figure this out myself or die trying. Right now, dying seems easier than trying.

Please, I don't wanna die like this. But then.. Everything went dark.

Fuck, this feels like dying all over again. - - - - - To Be Continued - - - - -

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"Open wide." Kill me.

"What are you doing? No one is going to die. No one is going to die. You're not going to die! Okay? Okay?" "Alright," I murmur. "It's looking pretty bad right now, though," my voice cracks, "I mean, no one is coming. What if they gave you too much?" "You're worried about me?" "Well, you could be slowly dying," I say while the first tear falls. "It really feels like I'm going to die right now, Eric. I have a feeling. I don't really want to die, it scares me, but I think this is what I-I'm supposed to do. You know, die in place of who you l-love. People die all the time randomly, so what if I'm just one of—"

Her expressions were neutral, with no sign of pain or regret at this point. She couldn’t endure this pain now and felt like it was better to end it forever. There seemed to be no reason to live on for. No person to be happy for. No one wanted her or would be sad if she died.

I am sitting here slightly terrified if it is my life, Matthew or both that shall be taken today, that I really do not know. They say that you will see your life flash before your eyes when you are near about going to die. Well, I say it is bullshit. All I can see is an asshole shoving his gun before my eyes. I know that it is only but a matter of time before he is going to pull that trigger.