Novel & Cerita Seharusnya Aku Mati

"CLEAR A PATH NOW UNLESS YOU WANT TO SEE THIS CHILD DIE!!!" Fuck my life. So much for keeping things quiet.

“ The voice cried. Anguish and frustration vibrated off her voice. And if there was any wish I could make,” Jayden should die!" This would be my wish cause once he died from his mysterious illness, I'll be able to die and say goodbye to this sinful world.

I cannot believe that I have to go through this whole ordeal again. Kill me now.

We are gonna die. Soon. Suddenly the power supply was cut off. My mother and I stared at the black TV screen for a moment sinking in the information in our head. I couldn't feel anything. Nothing, no fear of death. I'd no problem in dying but my sister's happy shriek formed a lump in my throat. How am I supposed to tell them they're gonna die in a couple of minutes? I can't...they've only just started living...why does this have to happen? "Ananya..."

Right now. I picked up that glass. “M-My life doesn't matter anymore, I'd better die. A trash and useless person like me must leave this world now. It doesn't matter if I die after all. Everybody will be even happy of that.” I smiled bitterly for the last time. I was about to stab it in my neck when suddenly someone hands stopped me.

Hey bhagwan bacha lena mujhe itni jaldi nahi marna hai. (Oh God, please save me, I don't want to die so soon.)

For now, let's wait for my death. Will this just end already. I'm exhausted. I'm dying and I know it. I drowning and It hurts. It's like I'm waiting for my own end. Will it just end already. This is it. I know it. This is the end of me, there's no saving me, not anymore. So be it. I'm going to die, I accept it. I have no choice anyway, so let it be. Just let it be over quickly, I don't want to linger.

"He's your mate,Aria. He will love you all thesame. Don't..." I let out a painful cry, my eyes glowing with unshed tears. That's exactly why I didn't want him to see me like this. Because he's my mate! " Love me? Morris, there's no time left for me, in this world to be loved. I am going to die." I cried out the last part, placing my palms on my face as I cried. The word made me easier to accept the hard fact. Death. Darkness. Grave.

Chapter Twenty-One. Nina’s POV Simula ng magising ako sa katawang ito, I didn’t really believe it at first. I’ve tried finding ways to go back, I keep wondering what if I’m just dreaming? What if I didn’t really die and I’m just in a state of coma? Sobrang daming what if ang pumasok sa isip ko. I can’t accept that I died young and just months away para sa 18 debut ko.

The weather today is gloomy. It's like the weather chose today to be hopeless. The mood looks depressing. Well at least to me. Sad, hopeless,dejected. Exactly how I feel. I woke up sad. Another reminder that my life is hopeless. I mean, what am I living for? Who kills her biological father? I told you. Do the world a favor and die. You are not wanted. Not by anyone. Not even by Timi. Remember he doesn't want murderers.