Ever since I stumbled upon Camus' 'The Myth of Sisyphus' during a rainy afternoon, this question has haunted me. The absurdity of life—rolling a boulder up a hill only for it to roll back down—somehow made me laugh and despair simultaneously. But here's the twist: Camus argues that the very act of embracing this absurd struggle is the meaning. It's not about some grand cosmic answer; it's about rebellion through joy, like dancing in the face of oblivion.
Personally, I find solace in how philosophy never settles. Sartre says we're 'condemned to be free,' crafting meaning through choices, while Nietzsche whispers about becoming who we are. Maybe the meaning of my existence is just... this messy, glorious attempt to ask the question at all, over and over, like rewatching your favorite anime and finding new layers each time.