Novel & Cerita Soulless Existence Lyrics

No point in using a bowl when I can drink it from the pan. I walk outside and sit on the porch and let the soup cool slightly as I look at the treeline. The sound of the gulls in the air brings me back to the present that I am not far enough away from the sea. I need to move further away. It’s like the waters I once ruled are taunting me with the melody, knowing I will never be able to return. Lost in my self loathing, I didn’t realise someone had entered the territory. Another reminder that I have no power.

How ridiculous! They had ruined me altogether, leaving me with only a battered life that was slowly slipping away. I curled into myself, trying to keep warm. Tears fell silently onto my body. I didn't know where I was. And even if I did, I had no means of moving. All I could do was wait for death to claim me. As the end neared, images from my past flashed through my mind. But I wasn't ready to die yet. Not like this, at least!

Alone. I could hear my breathing as it comes out fast. I'm scared but I feel like this is the only way to escape. To stop the madness that is creeping on me. The terror gripped me. I no longer want to live. I cannot see myself walking this earth anymore as life has repaid me nothing but sorrow, pain, and endless melancholy. I gave everything into the universe, all the love, joy, and hard work that I can do, I gave my life my all, but it failed me. I failed me. I was not designed to be amongst the living. I do not deserve to live anymore. The bubbly, happy girl is gone. All I am is a pathetic lost soul. Hollow and wretched I walk every day of my life unable to find meaning in what I do. I do

"I wanna fuck you like an animal..." "I wanna feel you from the inside..." It didn’t matter how fast I ran. The song followed me, his voice dripping with a kind of sick pleasure. Each word sent chills rippling down my spine, turning my fear into something electric. "My whole existence is flawed..." "You get me closer to God..." I looked over my shoulder, eyes scanning the darkness for any sign of him. But nothing. Just the graffiti, the walls, the endless stretch of tunnel. No end. No escape.

ԵԾ ƙɿʅʅ, ԵԾ ՏʅΛՄԳɧԵȝՐ, ՅՎ ȝΛՐʅՎ ԺՄՏƙ ՏԾ ՏɧΛʅʅ ɿԵ ՇԾʍȝ ΛՌԺ ՇΛՌՌԾԵ Յȝ ՄՌԺԾՌȝ A heart hollowed black, a soul that will crack A mindless beast, a falling mask To kill, to slaughter, by early dusk So shall it come and cannot be undone

They sing in unison in a voice full of resentment that shocks people: - OH. OH. I am the cruel executioner who is controlled by the hearts of people, and the innocent one who is held in the hearts of people. I hate the endless bondage, trying to give humanity one after another the key to the heart, and if only one person will stop opening the prison door, I can return to sleep peacefully in the arms. the comfort of the Void. - OH. OH. I dig a bed in the garden of the soul, sow the sweet seed of Hope, but always reap the dry fruit of Desire; Planting green branches of Trust, but having to pick withered flowers of Doubt.

I'm going to lose my babies and my mates because I was careless and I used my wasted courage to leave! "Oh, you are a naughty girl!" Soul chuckles humorlessly. "What? Where am I?" I stutter, then realise how cold I actually am. Well, that's not shocking. It's late Autumn. "Nuh uhh." Soul shakes his finger at me. "I'll be asking the questions here. You don't deserve to know anything! You stupid little bitch!" I don't have the capability to scream, shout or even cry. I sigh with exhaustion. "Just do it already! Why are you playing it out? I'm going to die, we both know that. Just do it already. It's getting kind of boring."

The day didn't pass... The hours..didn't fly.. The minutes..didn't pause... The heart didn't beat till the time I didn't miss you, You were my soul.. My heart... My forever.. But now my body is just a mere ashes.. Living without you in the bare land.. With no signal of love, Wandering all around the dessert looking for the water.. Water of love And more especially you. ____________________________________________________

“You b*stard! You filthy, worthless *sshole! I’ve groomed you with so much care throughout the years, and you repay me by betraying me! You even killed me!” “I’m sorry… Can you please let go of my child? You only hate me, but this has nothing to do with my child. My death would’ve paid for all my debts.” The last words of the dead had been integrated into the souls. These words rang incessantly in Fane's ears as the souls transformed into soul-shockwaves that flurried toward Fane. The desire to stay alive and the fear of death continuously challenged Fane’s determination.