the heart left behind

He was once my sun, I always yearn for his light. But now, I don’t know. I think he’s still a sun. But his light is too much for me — my eyes burn when I look at him.

This is A Sexy Romance Novel for Adults. ____ Apa yang membuat seorang Vanderex Zeckar dijuluki dengan sebutan Beast? Padahal dia adalah seorang pria berusia matang yang wajahnya terkenal tampan seantero New York University. Tak lain karena sikapnya yang sangat dingin dan tertutup, juga terlalu kuno. Sangat defensif terhadap hal apapun dan siapapun. Sampai datanglah seorang mahasiswi popular pindahan dari California bernama Chloe Johnson mengusik hidupnya. Bahkan mengklaim dirinya sebagai sang kekasih. Hal yang membuat Vander murka dan merasa dirinya berada dalam mimpi buruk. Kehadiran Chloe membangkitkan ingatan lama yang sudah terkubur lama. Lantas, apakah yang akan dilakukan Vander agar dirinya keluar dari mimpi buruk bernama Chloe? Dan apakah Chloe akan tetap nekat mendekati Vander? Atau mungkin... justru akan mundur dengan sendirinya? ____ "In my dreams, we're still together. Have you been waiting for me?"

Ryan,a seventeen years old boy finally escaped from his abusive adoptive father after getting beaten to pulp. And ran away in a new city where he knew no one except his childhood buddy, Darius who lived in that city for his studies. This young man was delighted to hear from Ryan, who had gone incognito for over a year. Atleast finally Darius would get a chance to confess his feelings but he decided not to rush. However,when Ryan met Owen, a good-looking guy in the book store, he felt something. Something so different and dificult to understand for a teen boy who never went out of the mansion his adoptive father kept him like a prisoner. Will his budding feelings for Owen Davenport, son of a CEO, lead him to happiness with acceptance or someone else will take his heart, like his childhood friend who was blessed to have him again in his life? What will happen when Ryan tells Owen about his feelings? Acceptance or a heartbroken rejection, Read the novel to find

He is selfish and only think about himself. He doesn't care if it'll trouble the people around him. Jawad return from his journey when he gets the news of him getting married or he loses his position of being the heir to his father's company. Farah a beautiful and kindhearted woman, with a nice and loving family. When a marriage proposal came for her, she knew her life is about to change. As she has no opposition about marriage, she agrees to marry the man her parents choose for her. Two opposite are tied in an arranged marriage. Will they keep their differences aside? And make their marriage work?

Maxine is arguably the most bitter girl in town. Ever since her ex-boyfriend Leander left her, she has been rude to all men. It all started at a nightclub. Maxine was sad, sulking and drunk at the counter. She was still asking for many bottles of wine, but the bartender already refused her because she was already drunk. She was broken; she loves Leander so much, but he cheated on her. She thought he was the kindest man she'd ever known. Maxine couldn't even walk properly, she swayed and she almost fell. But the next moment she knew, she had already fallen to a man chest. And that was the time she met Law. The moment she looked up to see it. She saw her past. Her past that keeps hurting her till now. It was her last day here at the clubhouse and she promised herself that she would never come back here, but the pain of yesterday returned when she saw him. Leander and him look similar Law was a bit surprised when Maxine grabbed his white collar and kissed him aggressively. And that was the first and last encounter they had. Amari pulled her sister away from the unknown man. One year later. Maxine changed a lot, she was bitter and hot tempered as always. Maxine can't accept that her sister is getting married. She didn't want it to be like her who would only get hurt at the end. She was pissed, so she walked out of Amari's wedding venue with no one knowing. Destiny seems hilarious and playful. Law finally found her in the parking area. Maxine can't remember everything about him. But since that day, it seems destiny is really bringing them closer because Law Del Fierro is also her new Boss.

Rambatannya begitu kacau. Kuku yang tak lagi terurus menembus kain, lantas membungkuk usai rasa sakit melanda. Dijambaknya rambut panjang nan kusut. "Aku menyuruhmu makan dengan tangan, bukan mulut!" Jemari tergantikan oleh kepala menempel di betis, menangis keras. "Kemaren tanganku membusuk, apa yang harus aku lakukan?" Arlan menendang dengan kasar. "Berapa kali aku katakan, tanganmu bahkan seluruh tubuhmu utuh! Kecuali otakmu yang makin hari tidak berfungsi!" Moza menatap suaminya, lantas tertawa. "Kau tahu dari mana jika otakku sudah rusak? Bisakah kau carikan aku otak baru?" Sindrom cotard namanya, seolah mengira satu atau lebih tubuhnya membusuk, bahkan parahnya kematian telah tiba sejak lama. Lantas apa yang membuat Moza menderita sindrom tersebut? Juga Arlan yang menggunakan berbagai cara untuk memperistri Moza, berakhir dengan menyakitinya? Mari kita temukan jawabannya pelan-pelan dengan mengikuti alur cerita.

At the age of 9, she became an orphan, At the age of 12, she was sexually abuse, At the age of 15, she drop out from school, At the age of 18, she was caught doing illegal drugs, At the age of 19, she tried to work but got fired immediately, At the age of 20, she became a mistress, And you think you can play with me, I don't think so, honey.

"Aku tersenyum bukan berarti bahagia. Senyumanku sangat berguna untuk menutupi kisah pahit yang tak ingin terungkap."-Indah Permata. "Aku lebih senang bersandiwara di depan semua orang. Meskipun aku benci bersandiwara, hanya ini satu-satunya cara untuk menutupi kisah memalukan yang tak ingin terlihat."-Reynaldi Saputro

Parents of Mia are dictatorship and homophobic, kaya nang nalaman nila na may karelasyon itong babae ay pinagkasundo siya kay Ethan, the youngest son of Mendoza. Mia continued her relationship secretly to her long-time girlfriend Yunnie. Sabi nga nila walang sikreto ang hindi nabubunyag, kaya nalaman ito ni Ethan. Of course, he gets mad but he chose to accept his wife and didn’t tell anyone about it especially to her parents, but Mia’s parents find out na pinagtatakpan siya ng kanyang asawa at ngayon pati kay Ethan ay galit ang mga ito, they told him na, imbis na paghiwalayin ay itinago pa ang katotohanan sa kanila, kaya inutusan nila itong gumawa ng paraan para maghiwalay ang dalawa. Zoey was forced by his parents to marry the youngest grandson of their parents' doctor's friend. Three years of being married to Lee and she hasn't learned to love him. Her heart is full of anger towards him, where in fact Lee did everything for his wife. He spoiled her and loved her unconditionally but in the end, she chose to leave him.

Chantreia Sage Fabregar also known as Treia— the epitome of perfection they said. Gorgeous, talented, strong, smart, friend and family oriented, has a stabe finances and a happy life. She met a man who will turn her life into something she ignored the past few years. Because of that, she will face difficult challenges and shocking revelations in life that will bring out her flaws and weaknesses. Will Isaiah still love her despite of her imperfections?