The Self Disciplined Me Is Practically Invincible Novels & Stories

“If you’re so disciplined, why does your body say otherwise?” I paused, glancing down, myself. It had been a while since anyone managed to stir that kind of reaction in me. Not since my divorce. didn't get excited much, especially since my divorce. But something about her boldness, the way she claimed what she wanted stood out to me. “I’m disciplined because I can do otherwise, even when my body says so.” She was quiet now, as if accepting defeat. “Stop the car,” she said. “It’s raining. You’ll-”

I couldn't even help myself, how can I save my people? I want to help them but even I couldn't help myself in this situation. I was trained. I skipped playing and just focused on studying and training again and again and now, I don't know anymore already. I'm so drained. But it's not the time to feel hopeless, I have to fight back. Not by force but by my wits.

The night my girlfriend, Lesley Cohen—whom I've financially supported for years—officially announces her relationship with Archie Gould, the System determines that I have failed my mission and strips me of my "saint's heart". From that moment on, I stop caring about her future and focus entirely on my career, eventually landing a spot among the Fortune 500. However, once I withdraw all financial support, Lesley confronts me with tearful eyes. "You always said that loving someone means giving them everything they want or need without asking for anything in return!" I'm baffled. She is the one who finds my money filthy, so why is she suddenly being so calculating about it now?

She asked nervously as if she was afraid she would ask the wrong question and I would lash out again. I let out a huge breath of air and took a long sip of the cold water, hoping it would help to control my temper and keep me serene. "I feel like he has transported me back to that unforgettable day and I see him, punching and kicking that innocent man, it's all so real that I begin to have a mental breakdown, but when I pull away from him, the nightmare disappears." I trailed of not thinking I can continue describing what I have to go through everyday. I blink repeatedly to stop the tears from falling.

"I can't let myself. You can't even be loyal to someone like Brenda. I'm not your type. I don't party, I'm not popular… I'm just Sophie Charm. Professional nobody." He kissed me. "Don't talk like that. You're so fucking pretty. You have to know that." I loved when he complimented me. It meant so much more to me coming from him than anyone else. "I think I might want to do this," I whispered. "You sure?" I nodded, and finished opening the foil packet that contained the condom. "I don't want you to do anything you don't want to," he said, running his hands down my sides. "I'm ready."

"Not exactly. But I'm not living check to check. Self-employed, so I work when I want and the pay is very good." "Hell yeah. How often do you work?" "I take off on Sundays and Mondays." "Why work so much?" "Bills to pay. Plus, what else do I have to do? I don't have kids or anyone to take care of. And I'm not saying I'm a snob or anything, but I do like some finer things in life." "Same. I mean, I guess you can say I'm a workaholic, but I just...don't have anything else to do. I have my friends but it's not like back in high school. So, I work, go to the gym, and then home."

She will not be able to attend because it was last minute, but her enthusiasm filled the call and made me feel better. After hanging up, I looked at the screen for a while. The joy I felt was indescribable. The days of agony, never-ending struggle, and tears are finally over. This marks a new chapter in my life and a beginning. I got out of bed, stood by the window where the fresh air was flooding the room, and spoke resolutely to myself. "Anyone who has ever conspired to bring me down must be destroyed." The words surrounded my heart like armor. My phone buzzed with new messages as I was finishing. Ordinarily, I would experience a surge of anxiety, wondering what new danger lay ahead.

Above any human race. But remember. Enjoy your work. Your team effort, if any. Celebrate every moment of sport. Each attempt is a victory that unfolds. Each attempt is a victory that unfolds. Amen. Come now gain. Come now refrain from pain. Do not insult self. Self hears. Your negativity said to the self or the other who insults. Lowers your worth. Shortens your life. Any insult. So walk safe. Talk to safe. You grow safe. You grow that’s safe. That’s your life place. Amen.

The once-daunting obstacles now seemed manageable, conquered with a sense of grace and self-assurance. Zelda's training in Sasha's home was not just about physical prowess; it was a journey of self-discovery. Through the arduous challenges, she learned the power of resilience, the importance of discipline, and the rewards of pushing beyond one's comfort zone. She had become a testament to the indomitable spirit within each of us—the spirit that propels us forward, even in the face of adversity.

Damn, can I really control myself? TO BE CONTINUED