P*rnstation
I sat on the plush leather couch in the therapist's office, knees pressed tightly together, hands twisted in my lap. The room was designed to be calming: soft beige walls, abstract art in muted colors, a large potted plant in the corner, and dim lamps casting warm light. But nothing about this felt calm. My stepdad, Mark, sat on the other end of the couch, his broad frame taking up too much space, arms crossed over his chest, jaw tight. He wore a button-down shirt that strained slightly across his shoulders, jeans that hugged his thighs, and he avoided looking at me directly.