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Nothing matters but her disbelief - not the bars keeping me separated from her, not the lies that might ruin every bit of future I have left, not the injustice. Still, the words do slip out of my mouth, cold, desperate. Pleading. Words that belong to every convict in the world, guilty or not. Words that mean nothing in the grande scheme of things, yet I say them anyway because they are all I have left at this moment. “I didn’t do it. It wasn’t me.” She doesn’t reply, just continues to look straight into my soul with those piercing blue eyes that right now remind me of shards of glass.

Snow hissed against the glass. Wren’s voice, when it came, was barely above the storm. “Do you ever wonder what would have happened if we’d been braver at twenty-two?” Neither man answered right away. Callum stared at the flames. Eli turned his head just enough to look up at her. In the firelight her eyes were darker than he remembered. Callum was the one who finally spoke, voice low and rough. “Every day.” Something in the air shifted—small, irreversible. Wren’s gaze moved from her husband to Eli and back again. The gold band on her finger glinted once.

“My company. My family. My life.” “And Sarah?” the prosecutor asked softly. “What about her life?” That was when James broke. His shoulders slumped. His voice wavered. “I told myself she survived,” he whispered. “I told myself it wasn’t my responsibility anymore.” A murmur spread through the courtroom. This was no longer technical testimony. This was confession by erosion. “So your silence,” the prosecutor said, “was not ignorance. It was convenience.” James nodded once. A small, devastating movement.

My voice trembled with years of exhaustion. “Your silence wasn’t an accident.” The words landed exactly where they needed to. “It was a choice.” Adrian looked like he’d been punched, but that wasn’t enough because there was one final truth. The one I’d never spoken aloud before. “I waited.” His eyes lifted to mine, confused. I smiled sadly. “I waited anyway.” The confession hurt more than everything else. “After every appointment.” My chest tightened. “After every milestone.” Another tear. “After every birthday.”

SARAH Confess. To openly admit something or declare something that you’ve been hiding, keeping secret, or feeling guilty about. Turns out what the rest of the world knows—and that includes their psychotic foster father who has been out of touch with the world, their world, for almost twenty fucking years—that I don’t, exists. It is not just a concept I made up in my head. It is not an abstract. It is a thing. It is their history, their truth.

There I said it. I don't have a wolf, anymore. I am smart enough to know not say the last word. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I stared into Terry's cold eyes. The tension hung heavy in the room. I practically yelled when I finally confessed, "I don't have a wolf." He blinked, staring at me in disbelief. I knew how it sounded. It was almost unheard of for someone like me not to have a wolf. But it was the truth. And with everything that's happened lately, I can't afford to keep this secret any longer.

How do you confess something you didn’t choose. My chest felt tight, not dramatic, just quietly suffocating. Like someone had pressed pause on my lungs. I opened my notes app because that felt safer than talking. I typed. I need to tell you something. Deleted. Please don’t be angry. Deleted. I didn’t cheat. I swear I didn’t cheat. Deleted. My fingers hovered, useless. There was no version of the truth that came out clean. There was no sentence that did not end in loss. Another message buzzed in.

"Tell us you still want us." I close my eyes. A second. Two. Then I give in. In a breath, a broken confession. "No." And everything tips over.

Finally, as silence filled the room, he spoke softly to himself, a confession meant for no one but the empty air. “If she’s his…” he said, his voice barely above a whisper, “…then I’ve already lost everything.”

And somewhere beneath all of it, resentment continued growing quietly, like something slow and poisonous. ****** That night I went to confession for the first time in weeks, not with Matteo, because I couldn't survive that. Instead I sat inside a different church across Rome, listening to an older priest wait patiently behind the screen while silence pressed heavily around me. "Bless me, Father, for I have sinned." The familiar words sounded foreign in my mouth now. "How long has it been since your last confession?" I hesitated, because the real answer felt impossible. Too much had happened since my last honest confession, too much love, too much desire, too much emotional betrayal of everyt