Tidak Mudah Menjadi Aku Novels & Stories

Only Genesis. I want to be happy, but happiness seems like an impossible feat for me. Today should have been my day. I don't know how or why things turned out the way they did. I don't understand why they chose me. I don't know what the queen mother saw in me, but for the fact that I got chosen, shouldn't I be given some kind of reward? I don't need a big reward; I only need a hug coupled with some fatherly words from my father. Why is it so hard to get this?

His jaw tightened. “I spent my whole life building myself into someone he couldn’t dismiss. I don’t know how to stop doing that, even now that I know exactly what kind of man he actually is.” “You don’t have to become him to survive him,” I said quietly. He looked over at me. “That’s not as simple as it sounds.”

Adam sighed softly "Yeah, you're right but it's easier said than done"

line with me again. I didn't want to get my hopes up, but it was very difficult not to.

It's going to be hard though, but I'm willing to try. TBC.......... ©️ Tricia

MAKE UP Acceptance. An easy word to speak, a hard one to do. And what makes it harder is the fact that you don’t want to accept it. You resist that certain force to accept what is presented to you. As for me, that is what is happening. I am trying my best to try to convince myself to accept the reality but it just wouldn’t work. Every time I think about it—every time I think about her—everything in me just repulses. Like every cell in my body hates me for even considering the idea of accepting her into the family.

But deep down, a quiet voice whispered: It won’t be that easy. ---

Like building stamina and trying to develop my gift. Just more failure and I feel it’s all getting to me. The dark empty loneliness in my head, telling me I’m not good enough and never will be. I don’t feel like being a wolf comes naturally, and somehow being in human form is easier, which is probably normal considering we spend the first part of our life that way. I just thought it would be a fluid transition, with few bumps, like learning to float by jumping in the deep end.

Ready to start over. Ready to become strong enough to never need rescuing again.

’𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎, 𝙰𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚊, ’ 𝙸 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏. 𝚂𝚞𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚕𝚢, 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙸'𝚖 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚣𝚢 𝚊𝚜 𝙸 𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙�