Novel & Cerita Tidak Mudah Menjadi Aku

Mahirap nga maging mahirap, Pero sa pagiging mahirap ay nag simulang mabuo ang pangarap ko at ng mga tao rito sa Tondo. Hindi man namin ito lahat maabot, masaya akong malaman na minsan ay sabay sabay kaming nangarap na maka alis sa anino ng kahirapan.

I wish change was easy. It definitely wasn’t easy on me. I was about four months pregnant now, and I still hadn’t gotten used to it. It felt like a constant battle inside my body, but I was beginning to understand that change, especially the kind that came with being a mother, wasn’t meant to be easy. It was a journey, and I had no choice but to walk through it—no matter how hard it was.

Slept so hard that after arranging alarms each minute also did not work this time. I am very tired. Can't unable to think about the condition of boys. I tried to get ready as fast as trains of India. They never are on time ; can't find the laziest ever than them. After reaching, they also need time to settle with the environment. I thought to myself the same.

I don’t want to disappoint them, I don’t want to let them down. I know I have to try, but it all seems so hard. I don’t know what to do. I always don’t know what to do

“Tired, none of this is easy, and it's literally taking its toll on me, everything is just getting me frustrated and tired,” “Mmm…” “You know Aria, nothing good comes easy and if you want to defeat Scott and take your revenge, then you'll need to be ready for anything, anything at all, you'll need to be fully ready to face anything,” “I know how I had to fight for the position I now occupy, it really wasn't easy for me, there were so many challenges that I faced at every single step, but I never relent, Aria. Nothing good comes easy, I know this will not be easy for you, but you can't give up now, not when you've come this far,”

Trying to be useful without being controlling. Trying to make peace with being bridge instead of foundation or future. Some days I manage it. Some days I don't. But I'm trying. That's all anyone can do."

I think I'm alone here but I still not dare to cry. I can't just cry and be depress. I need to be tough. How can I find my wife if I'll just stand here and wait for something? I can't do that. I want to go out there too. Acting tough is really hard especially when you have no one to rely on. And I need to be tough so that I can fight things... But... How can I? I'm so clueless about where should I start? I need to be focused, an extreme concentration about what I want to do or achieve, even if it's hard, I know it will be worth it. I'll just look for her until I find her.

That was one sight to behold! “Man, did you hear a word I said to you?” Mark’s voice jolted me back to the moment. “Yeah, yeah, I got you, man. It's just not as easy as you think, bro. it’s complicated, and I don’t want to mess it up.” Mark glanced at me, still looking over his shoulder before responding: “Listen, nothing is easy. As a Forbes list billionaire, I think you already knew that. So stop waiting for things to be easy, and tackle the difficult ones as they are. It will never get easy, bro!”

"Please, stay where you are, Don't come any closer". Ayoko na magpapasok ulit. Ayoko nang kumilala pa. Ayoko na. Ang sakit. Ang hirap maiwan. I think I will just accept it. It is me and myself against the world. "Don't try to change my mind. I'm being cruel to be kind"

I know it was not an easy battle but I need to make it right. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N: Nobody said it was easy... 🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵 Sorry for the ungrammatically Thank You!