Novel & Cerita Tidak Mudah Menjadi Aku

I'm getting hard. *

one day. I could become someone like that too.

Not easy. But real. And real was enough.

(Still, this will be difficult for me to go up. ---------------------

I don’t want to disappoint them, I don’t want to let them down. I know I have to try, but it all seems so hard. I don’t know what to do. I always don’t know what to do

Be your own friend. It’s a tough reality, but you will never be able to make everyone like you, no matter what you do. But look on the bright side: No one else can do it, either. So accept the twinges that will inevitably come when you realize you haven’t made a connection with someone, and focus instead on a goal that will take you further toward being the kind of person you want to be—learning to like yourself, flaws and all. Alot of people don't know how to be their own friend and get a lot of challenges

I can't accept the fact that I am helpless. Shit!

“Tired, none of this is easy, and it's literally taking its toll on me, everything is just getting me frustrated and tired,” “Mmm…” “You know Aria, nothing good comes easy and if you want to defeat Scott and take your revenge, then you'll need to be ready for anything, anything at all, you'll need to be fully ready to face anything,” “I know how I had to fight for the position I now occupy, it really wasn't easy for me, there were so many challenges that I faced at every single step, but I never relent, Aria. Nothing good comes easy, I know this will not be easy for you, but you can't give up now, not when you've come this far,”

It’s a wonder to him how they haven’t rebelled yet. Well, apparently, Tanya left them with a lot of things to remember. She gave them so many reminders for when they grow up. Don’t be rude to people. Don’t tease girls. If you like someone, be good to them. You have to make good friends. Stay away from bad influence. Don’t eat too much junk food. Study well. Make your own choices but make sure you think of the consequences. Stay healthy. Don’t drink too much like your dad. Stay away from vices.

I think I'm alone here but I still not dare to cry. I can't just cry and be depress. I need to be tough. How can I find my wife if I'll just stand here and wait for something? I can't do that. I want to go out there too. Acting tough is really hard especially when you have no one to rely on. And I need to be tough so that I can fight things... But... How can I? I'm so clueless about where should I start? I need to be focused, an extreme concentration about what I want to do or achieve, even if it's hard, I know it will be worth it. I'll just look for her until I find her.