Trauma Thesaurus

"Do you want to get fu¢ked too?" he continued, his green eyes boring into mine as he bit his lips. "Do you want to swallow my ¢øck like that?"My nipples tightened painfully, and I hated the sweet, strange feeling spreading through my body. What was wrong with me?But then his expression changed, becoming cruel and cold."Your type belongs in the zoo," he said with a disgusted laugh. "With the big mighty elephants, waiting for your fat thighs and fat pussy."I choked on my own saliva, the words hitting me like physical blows. Axel had never talked to me that way before. Why was my body still reacting to him? Sera lived a life of humiliation due to her physical body size in Summer West Academy, she suffered and lived through the trauma just because the society didn't see her as a normal human. She hid her wolf and identity trying to blend in and lay low until the day the moon Goddess decided to pair her with Four dangerous Biker Alphas in the school. What started as hatred and disgust turned into something extremely Feral when she decided to take her revenge on them.

"Kamu gay kan? Gimana kalau pura-pura pacaran sama aku? Hanya status, no feelings allowed." Jazz seorang talent superstar di agency rental pacar "Faux Love", mencoba untuk mencari teman dekat untuk menemani kekosongan hati. Dia ingin merasakan sensasi pacaran tanpa terikat hubungan resmi, setelah trauma atas pengkhianatan mantannya. Jazz lalu memutuskan menyewa talent sewa pacar yang bernama Baron. Baron tidak pernah tahu kalau kliennya seorang talent di agency yang sama. Dia hanya tahu kalau kliennya itu seorang perempuan agresif, pemarah, dan suka menggigit lengannya jika tantrum. Rahasia Jazz terbongkar! Secara kebetulan keduanya mendapat klien double date yang membuat keduanya bertemu di satu tempat yang sama. Jazz dan Baron sepakat menjalin hubungan palsu untuk status serta kepentingan personal. Apakah Jazz percaya lagi dengan cinta?Sanggupkah keduanya untuk saling menahan diri tidak jatuh cinta? Sanggupkah mereka tidak cemburu karena pasangannya menjadi pacar sewaan banyak orang? Baca dan ikuti yuk kisah romansa santai dan sensual ini...

"I, Easton Braylle, son of Norman Braylle and future alpha of the Silver Moon Pack, hereby reject you, Catherine the Slave, to be my mate." Catherine had lost her memories due to trauma from the attack as a child and had been enslaved since the day her parents died at the mere age of 10, or so she thought. She had been bullied, mocked, and tormented after Norman's followers brought her to him forcefully just when she attempted to escape. 8 years later, she discovers who her mate is from the Silver Moon Pack. But that person rejected her after that night...tying her up and throwing her into a cage . But something happened that she least expected... Her memories came flooding back and she met two hot werewolves who both turned out to be her mates! Will she be able to resist the hottest, strongest, most dangerous Alpha alive or the incredibly handsome, super kind, and gentleman Beta of Blood Moon Pack? In the end, she only has to choose one mate to give her love. Who is it going to be??? BOOKS- Born To Be My Luna ( COMPLETED). Alpha's Cursed Luna (ONGOING). Alpha Hunter (ONGOING).

Book 2 of The Badboys' Series (CAN BE READ AS A STAND-ALONE) Lea Annabelle McCartney grows up becoming a self-conscious girl. Ryder Wyatt, an arrogant rich brat living a simple life where there are many girls but no commitments, is one confident guy. She avoids everyone due to the fear her father instilled into her. He is feared by many because he has a cold heart. She feels vulnerable, powerless and in extreme pain. He never lets anyone step on him. She is given a chance to unravel the wrongdoings of her father and start her life anew. Will she grab on this opportunity? Now that Ryder Wyatt has set his eyes on the poor girl, will he help Lea rebuild her confidence when her past life becomes a threat to his own secret? With a new town, new school, new beginning, will she trust Ryder? Not when they get off on the wrong foot straight from the beginning. Will he help her when he realizes that his elder brother, Michael set him up by thrusting Lea into his life? With the danger lurking by, can Lea face up to her childhood fears and stops history from repeating itself? Trigger warning: Contains physical abuse, mental trauma, suicidal thoughts and bullying. Thank you.

Gagal dalam sebuah pernikahan membuat Nana merasa trauma untuk menjalin sebuah hubungan, sehingga ia memutuskan untuk hidup dalam kesendirian selama hampir dua tahun ini. Sudah lama ia menutup hati untuk cinta baru yang datang, sampai suatu hari ia menyadari dirinya mulai menyukai tetangganya sendiri. Harapan demi harapan ia pupuk setiap hari untuk menyakinkan hatinya, dan akhirnya ia yakin bahwa dia benar-benar sudah jatuh cinta kembali. Tapi itu tidak bertahan lama, sampai suatu hari ia menyadari jika sahabatnya juga menyimpan rasa pada pria yang sama. Nana merasa putus asa dan dilema antara memilih, haruskah ia merelakan cintanya untuk sang sahabat atau sebaliknya? Dalam kebingungan ia malah tak menyadari jika ada cinta baru yang datang, seseorang yang tidak disangka-sangka nya selama ini. Pria yang selalu dapat dipandang tapi tak dapat digapai, tapi tiba-tiba malah datang mengatakan cinta. Mampukah ia memilih antara dua cinta itu? Atau ia memilih untuk kembali ke zona nyamannya seperti dulu?

Jerome Hernandez was the hottest name in the NBA. He's an overnight sensation admired for his hypnotic moves on the court, striking looks, sharp mind, and refined demeanor. He embodied pure charisma. Yet, behind his skyrocketing fame, Jerome remained a humble, God-fearing gentleman who effortlessly captured the hearts of millions of adoring women. What no one knew was that he harbored a secret love for Jessica Lopez, the world’s youngest, richest, best-selling author. Jessica, with her beauty, elegance, and undeniable glamour, quietly admired Jerome as well. Their paths intertwined through Sandra Mariano, Jerome’s new neighbor and Jessica’s closest, yet undisclosed, best friend. Haunted by the trauma of her parents’ tragic death, Sandra lived a life shadowed by mystery and occasional bouts of multiple personalities. With Sandra’s help, Jerome and Jessica finally found each other and soon became the most envied couple in the celebrity world. But their picture-perfect love story was suddenly put to the test when Jerome began developing feelings for Sandra. Though he tried to resist, the pull only grew stronger until it became impossible to ignore. In the end, he risked his spotless reputation and credibility, silently confessing through his actions the truth he could no longer deny...he was falling for his girlfriend’s best friend.

Arianne has always been an outcast—an Alpha's daughter with no wolf, treated as nothing more than a burden in her pack. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she is revealed as the second chance mate of Damien the Lycan King. Damien still mourning his first mate struggles with his duty to the Moon Goddess and the undeniable bond pulling him toward Arianne. Despite his initial rejection he begins to see her strength. In a desperate bid to prove herself worthy of Damien and the pack, Arianne inadvertently unlocks a power deep within her, granting her a wolf. The transformation, however, comes at a heavy cost.Arianne loses control, leaving behind destruction and death in her wake. Consumed by guilt and grief, she flees, unable to face what she’s become. As Damien tracks her down, Arianne struggles with the monster within her and the pain of her actions. Though he tries to comfort her, Arianne is overwhelmed by self-loathing, fearing she’s beyond redemption. Their bond is tested as Damien refuses to give up on her, But with her newfound powers and the trauma of her past, can Arianne find her place in a world that has only ever cast her aside? Or will the darkness within consume her, destroying the fragile connection she has with Damien?

“Jangan disini, Darel! bagaimana jika istrimu mengetahui hubungan kita?” “Maksudmu, Zola? Kau tenang saja. wanita bodoh itu tidak akan tahu hubungan kita.” Zola mencoba menulikan pendengarannya. Namun tetap saja, suara-suara itu tetap terdengar menyayat hati. tanpa melihat, Zola dapat membayangkan saat ini suaminya tengah menikmati ciuman bibir dengan wanita yang tidak lain adalah wanita masa lalu suaminya. Diguncang fakta perselingkuhan yang dilakukan oleh suaminya tidak lantas menghancurkan dunia Zola. Wanita cantik itu berusaha tetap tegar dibalik rasa trauma masa kecilnya yang tidak mampu diingatnya. “Selamat datang di neraka pernikahan antara aku dan Darrel. kau sukarela menjadi bahan bakarnya, jadi bersiaplah untuk mati terbakar di dalamnya! “ucap Zola pada wanita yang tidak lain adalah selingkuhan suaminya. “Jangan merasa selalu benar. terkadang, kita juga bisa menjadi penyebab luka bagi orang lain. "ucap Edgar Valden, pria yang dulu pernah menolong Zola yang hampir kehilangan nyawa. Mampukah Zola Maharani mempertahankan rumah tangganya dengan Darel Mananta atau Zola justru terjebak cinta yang ditawarkan oleh Edgar Valden?

He’s the brooding bad boy with fists of steel. She’s the broken girl next door who sees right through him. But neither of them is ready for the darkness that binds them together. When Maya moves to Rosewood Hills with her abusive father and bedridden mother, she expects loneliness, not chaos. On her first night, she witnesses a violent street brawl—and realizes the bloodied boy being beaten is none other than Liam Parker, her mysterious, cold classmate... and now, her next-door neighbor. Everyone says Liam is dangerous. Unstable. Untouchable. But Maya sees something else: pain. Vulnerability. A silent cry for help. Even as Liam pushes her away, fate keeps throwing them together. And when he saves her from a group of violent bullies, something shifts. A crack forms in his stone-cold armor. But Liam has a secret—one that makes him more than just the boy next door. One that’s buried deep in scars, shadows, and a past that should’ve killed him. And when that secret is unleashed... Maya’s the only one who might survive it. A story of trauma, trust, and a love born from ruin. Not all monsters hide in the dark—some live next door. He was never just the boy next door. He was the storm waiting to happen.

Nessa Palermo- ang nanny ni Damian Velloci na stepsister ni Jean,ina ni Damian Damian Velloci-ang isip batang aalagaan ni Nessa,anak ng isa sa kinikilalang lider ng Mafia Organization bansang Italy. Si Nessa Palermo ay naging nanny ni Damian Velluci anak ng kanyang step sister,sa pag aakalang ang kanyang aalagaan ay isang bata,ngunit napatda siya ng malamang hindi pala bata ang kanyang aalagaan kundi isang mala greek God na lalaki na nagkaroon ng mental illness dahil sa naging trauma nito tatlong taon na ang nakaraan. Pumayag siyang alagaan ito ayun na rin sa kahilingan ng kanyang ina,Ngunit paano kung hindi lang pag aalaga kay Damian ang kanyang gagampanan sa loob ng mansion,ganung may marami palang lihim siyang matutuklasan sa mga taong nakapalibot sa kanya lalo't higit na sa kanyang step sister. Tunghayan ninyo ang kwento ni Nessa at Damian kung paano nagsimulang sumibol ang kanilang pagtitinginan na nauwi sa wagas na pagmamahalan.