Trauma Thesaurus

I squealed in fear, about to attack back, but restrained myself. I felt his breadth run down my neck and his lips lightly touching my ears. "Listen to me girl" He says into my ears, his deep voice sending chills down my spine "Just because I let you say whatever you want, whenever you want, doesn't mean you get to disrespect me in public… Watch what come out of your mouth" His hand travelled up my arm to my neck, slowly gripping it“This is not your house Любовь” He added. When Irene is forced to get married to the drug lord due to her father, she is faced with the trauma of living with an abusive powerful man who wants everything to go his way. Being a person with sever anger issues Irene suffers to come to terms with her new life and decided to attempt to tame her beast.

The main character, Cara Magdalen, experiences a trauma on the eve of her 16th birthday. Anticipating a celebration of her coming of age, she instead has to deal with many unexplained happenings. She must figure out what is going on before it's too late. She finds herself running out of time. But can't seem to figure out exactly what that means for her.. The answer lies within herself. But she must figure it out on her own. Can she do it in time? Will she be strong enough to find her way on the journey she must take alone? Will she ever reunite with the people she loves? Follow along as Cara makes this incredible journey to find out.

Mahligai Seri Pelangi adalah sebuah tempat yang menggilis nasib dan juga impian para anak yatim piatu berkenaan. Sisi gelap pun muncul sebaik sahaja diri mereka ditempatkan di sana. Ia sekaligus menyebabkan mangsa-mangsa keadaan itu merubah persepsi mereka yang sepatutnya dilindungi jua dikasihi. Cerita mereka tidak seindah yang tertera pada papan tanda rumah kebajikan tersebut. Mereka diseksa-dimarahi serta dipukul setiap hari oleh pihak yang lalai dalam melaksanakan tanggungjawabnya. Hal itu membuatkan kesemua mereka ingin lari kerana tidak tahan lagi. Sehinggalah ada sebuah tragedi hitam yang mengakibatkan banyak nyawa melayang. Puncanya tiada siapa yang tahu. Namun begitu, seorang gadis yang bernama Fio telah selamat daripada terus tenggelam dalam lubuk neraka ciptaan manusia berkenaan. Fio berfikir, dia boleh selamat setelah keluar dari sana. Ternyata, tidak. Trauma menghantui. Kekesalan menghambat diri. Perlahan-lahan, segala asbab pun terungkai selepas dia menemui sesuatu iaitu... jeritan maut dari dalam peti.

Book 1 - You'd better watch out. The danger is not just lurking in the dark. accompanies each of our steps. Instinct drives them.In a world full of monsters, there are those who are willing to risk their lives to save humanity from ruin. The hunters.After the trauma of her childhood, the ambitious young Grace decides that she will be one of those who hunt down the monsters and does everything she can to achieve this goal. She only wants one thing, to take revenge on the beings that her parents once snatched from her. But when Grace is forced to meet the grouchy Reese and his troubled brother Nick, she has to admit that the monsters of this world not only lurk in the dark shadows of the night. She is drawn into a vortex of intrigue, power struggles and greed for money and soon finds herself confronted with a creature that is more dangerous than anything known before.-------Book 2 - You'd better watch out. The danger is not just lurking in the dark. accompanies each of our steps. Instinct drives them.In a world full of monsters there are those who are willing to risk their lives to save humanity from perdition. The hunters.Finally, the years of hard work are paying off, Grace is officially a Venator and with Reese at her side she believes she can cope with anything that fate throws at her. But an unbelievable message from Jilin pulls the shadows from the past and stirs her thirst for revenge. Grace takes on this challenge and gets a stone rolling that cannot be stopped and slowly not only she begins to doubt her sanity.

Jason King was a billionaire at the age of 30. He has everyone and everything he could possibly need...or so he though. He suffers from depression after a certain past event changed his life for the worst. Maya Lewis, an innocent young woman was forced into an arranged marriage by her parents when she was 18 years old. The couple barely knew one another. After the wedding, Jason dropped her off at the villa far away from everyone, including him. After nearly 5 years of wrecking his cars and burning villa's down, Maya finally got Jason's attention. She spends her time trying to be a devoted wife but is constantly shunned by her husband. Will Jason stop fighting his feelings and accept that he was bound to fall in love with her? Will his past make or break their marriage? Will Maya stay with Jason despite the trauma or will it be too much to handle?

Henry is known as the head of an investment firm in NYC, but his shadowed presence hides the fact that he is also the boss of a Mafia in Italy. Deep down, he carries the trauma left by his abusive, alcoholic father, making him reluctant to form relationships with anyone—except for one person, his childhood friend, Sarah. However, he left both his childhood and Sarah behind in a mysterious case. After an accidental meeting, his eyes catch that beloved silhouette, and he is drawn once again to her beauty and sweetness. On the other side, holding onto her dream of becoming a singer, Sarah has worked hard for her parents to fuel her journey. She wins an investment competition and is about to attend Harvard as part of the prize. Little does she know, the day she steps into her dream is also the day her future becomes intertwined with Henry, her first crush who had disappeared from her life. Will Sarah successfully hold onto him this time, or will he vanish once more into the darkness? How will the cruel cost of power affect the pure love they share?

Alphadite always believe that she is the best. She was born with the notion planted in her head that she will become someone great. But some things didn't go the way she expected it to be. In an image of a timid and quiet classmate named Kai, she tasted defeat. She hated him for being so perfect and undefeated. Her frustrations grew larger each day until she did the most terrible thing he could do to him. Kai became a victim of Alpha's frustrations in a form of bullying until he could no longer take his suffering. He decided to avoid her. He escaped from the persona of his trauma and lived far away. However, as years passed, time changed the two until one fateful day, Kai returned with mystery surrounding him. Coincidence? It's not and Alpha knew that. What she didn't know is Kai's true intentions in coming back and the reason why he decided to face his own fear.

Lola Valderrama is known as an artist in painting as it was her passion. But in unexpected circumstance-he met Adam when he helped her as there were three men trying to rape Lola. Although no love experience-afraid because of the fact that she got quite traumatized when Kade tries to rape her. Her cousin, Sofia-Kade’s girlfriend, saw it. She became angered at Lola as she thought she was betrayed. Lola tried to clarify everything but Sofia doesn't want to listen and see Lola anymore. Adam-who helped her, although she avoided men because of her trauma, they gradually became close to each other until they almost didn't want to be far from each other-leads to the point that Lola gave up on Adam herself. But Heaven, who already knew about Lola, planned to make Lola fall in love with him just only for Lola's money. He is persistent in doing ways just to get rid of Adam out of his sight and to Lola. However, Adam works as a waiter in a bar. Eventually, Sofia approached him because of Kade. Until Sofia falls in love with him. Sofia gets closer to Adam and Kade is almost jealous of what she is doing especially as he notices that she is getting closer to Adam. Until one day, the whirlpool word of Adam changed believing Lola fooled him that Lola is just toying with him also and she doesn’t love him. Because of this occurrence, everything become miserable, and was left in pain. Love becomes unforgiving and becomes ruthless-her love for Adam and what becomes her fate after all.

Kael Silvenia is more likely to be called an orphan. He lost his father at the age of 16 and it is not hidden from his knowledge that his mother had another man when his father was still alive. To make things even more complicated, it got worse when his father passed away. Her mother left him and eloped with another man when he turned eighteen. But even with that fact that her mother abandoned him, he couldn’t dare to loath her. So when the news came to him that his mother had been raped by the man she eloped with and was found thrown into the abyss, his world really collapsed. It's like life really played tough on his part when a fact emerged from her mother's autopsy result that apart from her male partner, there were nine other accomplices in the rape of his mother. Due to the trauma suffered from the findings, after a year of grieving, his mind made an action. It made a different persona. Timothy. His dark persona who is so much far from his weak personality. Timothy searched for the man who caused his mother's death but unfortunately the man is already dead. The only remains he got that has a big involvement on the man's life is a photo of his daughter when he went to the suspect's abandoned home. He found out that the assailant had been separated from his wife and daughter for a long time, so the only picture it has for its daughter was only twelve years old. That's when he decided that he would make sure the man would regret what he had done to his mother. He must have his revenge! Timothy looked for the girl on the picture and not long after, he found a match. Her name is Yngrid Angelique Villegas. As what the assailant did to his mother, Timothy raped Yngrid who was only twenty years old that time. The woman can't do anything but pity herself when he claimed her repeatedly. But despite Timothy's wickedness, Kael's personality prevailed when tears blurred the woman's eyes. He pulled himself together to stop Timothy. Conscience struck Kael's system. He started to investigate the girl's background. To his shock, his conscience swallowed him even more when he realized that Timothy had just mistaken the woman. She's not the daughter of his mother's rapist. He was even more conscientious when it became clear that even the business of Yngrid's parents was also sabotaged by Timothy. Due to lack of ways on how to approach Yngrid's family, he used the company's crisis as an opportunity to offer the Villegas a contract. All the terms that are stated in the contract are in favor of Yngrid's family. But there was only one thing he could not understand on himself. Why did he include in the contract that the woman must marry him?

TRIGGER WARNING: The book contains highly explicit and detailed depictions of sexual abuse, including childhood abuse, grooming, and assault. It also addresses severe trauma, self-harm, suicide, physical violence, substance abuse, and emotional and physical pain. Reader discretion is strongly advise. -------------- Tales who have a strong obligation to live no matter what, was taken as a sex slave because of his mother's debt to an organization, and he was being subdued by what he despise the most, gangsters, but because of his poor physique he was tossed aside and will likely be killed. That's when he tried to murder the boss, if he'll gonna be dead, might as well take the boss to hell with him. His naive thinking and strong sense of living captures the interest of the delinquent Ra Ja. 'You completely turned me on. ' Is what he said after being stabbed by Tales on his left hand. Ra Ja then makes him as his personal bodyguard. Can't figure out what the man is thinking, Tales can't help but be wary as he devise a new plan to escape the lion's den while carrying the head of the leader. Will his plan be successful or will it go astray and takes him to unfamiliar bloody dark path? A lot of secrets will be uncovered. What he thinks he is now might not actually be him. But seems like he's not the only one scheming the next move. Raja kept making actions that will drive him mad, crush his will and push him to the corner with no escape. A thug of war with rotten love, prideful altercation and bloody relationships.