Trauma Thesaurus

Broken, traumatize and hurt. Jade’s life hasn’t been good since she became an orphaned at such a young age. Developing an anxiety and fear of darkness and cramp places. Until she met the person who first gave her the warm and save her from hell she’s been living, Axel. A billionaire and CEO by day, but a ruthless, yet just Mafia boss by night. Axel’s life revolves in that two worlds where he is protecting and making sure that nothing’s going to ruin it. Pressured and carrying the burden of the many since childhood, he closes his heart when it comes to love and had an insomnia and fear of sleeping from the trauma of his childhood and the accident that erase all of his memories. Until he meets the uncanny damsel, Jade. Both living to the hell their life leads them, they found the comfort, trust, love and light in each other’s company that open’s the world that trash like them deserve to be happy and a second chance at life. But Axel’s life will not let him have anyone close. With the fault of their stars, the consequences of their life and the choice to protect the other. Can their love story be given a second chance after five years and where everything is not how it all used to be? With the secret of their birth and the entwine lives that they need to face. Can they forgive the past that put the deep wound to each other’s lives?

"Beg, Ursula," His voice dropped low. "On your knees." I clenched my fist, every fibre in me itching to snap his neck. For my sister. "Please." He doesn’t just want her compliance—he wants her on her knees. And she swore she’d never beg anyone. Not even him. Zachary Wellington; cold, ruthless, feared by everyone except one woman; Valerie Hampton, the one woman he despises so much since high school . He calls her Ursula — the villain in his love story and she calls him Dracula, the devil's spawn . She bullied his first love and she died when she discovered a secret about Valerie. Years later, they meet again. Only this time, it’s no accident. Zachary orchestrated an arranged marriage to claim his billion-dollar inheritance . Fueled by old wounds and a twisted thirst for revenge, he turns their union into a twisted game of chess guided by cold rules, where every move is calculated, and trust is a luxury both can't afford. But what begins as punishment spirals into something far more dangerous: desire, obsession, and secrets that refuse to stay buried. From betrayal and childhood trauma to a violent heir lurking in the shadows, Valerie and Zachary are about to uncover a truth that could destroy them both. Love was never part of the plan. But in a marriage built on lies and vengeance, it might be their only way out.

Book 1 - You'd better watch out. The danger is not just lurking in the dark. accompanies each of our steps. Instinct drives them.In a world full of monsters, there are those who are willing to risk their lives to save humanity from ruin. The hunters.After the trauma of her childhood, the ambitious young Grace decides that she will be one of those who hunt down the monsters and does everything she can to achieve this goal. She only wants one thing, to take revenge on the beings that her parents once snatched from her. But when Grace is forced to meet the grouchy Reese and his troubled brother Nick, she has to admit that the monsters of this world not only lurk in the dark shadows of the night. She is drawn into a vortex of intrigue, power struggles and greed for money and soon finds herself confronted with a creature that is more dangerous than anything known before.-------Book 2 - You'd better watch out. The danger is not just lurking in the dark. accompanies each of our steps. Instinct drives them.In a world full of monsters there are those who are willing to risk their lives to save humanity from perdition. The hunters.Finally, the years of hard work are paying off, Grace is officially a Venator and with Reese at her side she believes she can cope with anything that fate throws at her. But an unbelievable message from Jilin pulls the shadows from the past and stirs her thirst for revenge. Grace takes on this challenge and gets a stone rolling that cannot be stopped and slowly not only she begins to doubt her sanity.

Jayden Burke Abimanyu, CEO yang terjebak pada kecanduan barang terlarang narkoba. Selepas di khianati oleh kekasih dan juga sahabatnya, dia semakin menggila dengan barang terlarang hingga beberapa kali sakau. Dokter Andrew, sahabatnya yang menanganinya sampai bingung dan kewalahan mengurusnya. Papanya, tuan Andra justru tidak peduli dan bahkan menyalahkan Jayden yang sudah kecanduan narkoba, dia melimpahkan perusahaannya pada asisten Jayden dan selalu ingin membawa Jayden ke rumah sakit jiwa. Inayah Laila Maryam, gadis berjilbab pembawannya kalem itu menjadi pembantu dan pengasuh Jayden dengan permintaan dokter Andrew untuk mengawasi dan membantu Jayden lepas dari kecanduan narkoba selama dua bulan. Dia memiliki trauma atas tunangannya yang meninggal karena over dosis narkoba. Dia bekerja di sebuah yayasan penyembuhan pecandu narkoba. Dari sana perkenalannya dengan dokter Andrew dan bersedia membantu Jayden sembuh dari kecanduannya. Mampukah Inayah membantu Jayden lepas dari kecanduan narkoba itu? Lalu, siapakah yang jadi pemasok narkoba pada Jayden di saat pemulihannya di rawat oleh Inayah? Apakah Jayden bisa kembali bekerja setelah sembuh dari kecanduannya, sedangkan perusahaannya itu sudah di kendalikan oleh asistennya.

[Kumpleto - Completed] Si Ina na isang yaya sa Gomez family. Isang maayos at walang pinoproblema sa buhay magmula nang siya ay makatuntong sa bahay ng mga ito ngunit sa isang iglap ay nagbago na lamang ang lahat nang magkagusto ang asawa ng kaniyang amo na si Roy Gomez sa kaniya at maging siya ay nahulog din. Gayunpaman, sa una ay alam na niya na mali ito dahil may asawa na rin ito at ang babae pa na kumupkop sa kaniya mula sa ampunan. Sadya nga yata na kay lupit ng tadhana at nang nagmahal siya ay sa maling pagkakataon at tao pa. Kaniya nga ba na tatahakin ang daan na alam niya ay mali para lamang sa pagmamahal o tatahakin pa rin ang daan patungo sa kung saan ang dapat at tama? Kaniya ba na ipaglalaban ang kaniyang pagmamahal para sa lalaki, o ibabaon na lamang sa limot ang lahat upang protektahan ang pamilya nito? Siya na nga ba kaya ang magiging dahilan ng muling pagkawasak ng puso ng babaeng umampon sa kaniya o ang tutulong dito na malampasan ang trauma na naranasan sa nakaraan?

**MATURE CONTENT** Territorial Mafia Series 1: DEMETRI SYLVESTRE Demetri Sylvestre is a powerful and ruthless crime lord. He’s used to getting everything he wants. But everything changed the moment he met Snow Hidalgo, a beautiful and kind-hearted actress who just happened to be engaged to his half-brother, Marcus. Unbeknownst to the two, they shared a much darker connection in the past. A long-buried secret tied to a trauma Snow has never fully escaped. When Demetri discovered that Snow was Marcus’s fiancée, he used his influence and skill in manipulation to destroy their relationship. Amid pain and confusion, Snow ended up marrying Demetri. They became husband and wife, but her heart remained trapped in the past far from him. As the lies, anger, and desire grew deeper, the battle intensified not just for Snow’s love, but for control over her entire life. In a time of loss, rediscovery, and reckoning, Snow was forced to choose not just between two men, but between chaos and the peace her heart longed for. Three years passed. Snow rose again. Her career flourished, and at last, she discovered who she truly loved. And like a prayer finally answered by fate, the man her heart chose returned… but he wasn’t alone. In their reunion, Snow had to face both the past and the present. And in the end, she chose love not as a chain, but as a choice freely and truthfully made.

"Do you think I will ever walk hand in hand with a girl three times my size? I only dated you because I wanted to know what it feels like, being with a plus size". That statement got her speechless,her heartbreaking so hard it hurts. "Look ,shit happens sometimes". "Tim.... it's... my first time". She sobbed loudly. "Get over it, not like I forced you to give me your virginity,I had to go, clean up the red stains before leaving". He snarled. Beauty's heart pounding, and her tears flow endlessly. He left and slammed the door after him. **** Bullied for being a plus size since her childhood. Beauty Hills had to deal with insecurity ,trauma and depression, most especially self hate. Her name( Beauty) was said to be the exact opposite of her appearance. After many failed toxic relationships, she moved on and got a job in a fashion company. There she had a one sided crush on her terribly handsome and reserved boss,but Who wouldn't! Not every day you get to see a terribly good looking billionaire who isn't arrogant or proud of his looks,a top green flag! Every single beauty queen in the company is head over heels! Beauty knows she got no chance to compete with them It's useless to dream that big! Maybe not...

There's a prophecy – a prophecy holding the fate of two worlds. On the edge of Lilah's field, at the twelfth hour of the fall of twelve, the three kings will unite, a daisy will be lost, or the worlds will be gone. The Oracle tells me that I am bound to the prophecy. That I cannot alter or change it. That I’m destined to be greater than what I am, but I already knew that. I’ve known that since the age of five. Now, can you guess who needs to die? Death doesn’t bother me. I will let the world burn if it means achieving my goals – because with every lick of the whip; he tore my flesh raw, as his laughter rang through the mansion, and my screams disturbed the heavens. No one cared to help, no one listened – definitely not the Gods. So why should I? ._. Eldora. A world woven together by magic. Cloaked in darkness and chaos, sin and deceit. Where no one is innocent; where both hands - and teeth - drip with the blood of others. And there is her. A lone wolf, watching the world tear itself apart. Watching the chaos, the death, the destruction as she fights a far greater war, within her. What's right and wrong? What's considered good and evil? Where does she stand in this enteral mystery, we call a universe? Coated in darkness and pain, she questions the meaning of life and death, and her purpose in this world of infinite possibilities. She finds only one answer: REVENGE. *WARNING this story contains abuse, suicidal thoughts, intense trauma, and erotic scenes. Please do not read if this is heavily triggering for you!*

Aria Austra Lindsei is a sophomore student at Easton University who always involved herself in many different fights. She's independent, smart, and gorgeous, but despite the fact that most of her female schoolmates hate her for being the Campus Princess and the boys’ fantasy; she doesn't give a damn about it. She likes being herself— the boyish kind of girl that not everyone likes. She hates boys, even girls who pissed her off— actually, she hates everybody. She’s a type of girl that is very hard to control. She knows what she wants, and she knows what she doesn’t want in her life. And her life in college was normal, not until she met her new science professor, Sir Gray. Grayson Henry Carter is a very good-looking college professor that everyone likes— except her. Sir Gray is a type of man that makes Aria powerless and controlled, that is the reason why she hates him. She doesn’t want to be controlled with her actions, especially by a man. But everything started to change when she found her heart pounding for a man for the first time, which made her question her thoughts about men. And while dealing with her uncontrollable and strange feelings for her new professor, everything from her past started to come back into her life to remind her that men will only do bad things that will cause great distress and trauma into her life. What will Aria do if she found out the mysterious dark side of her Sir Gray?

Hidup Mahira hancur setelah kecelakaan di hari pernikahannya. Kehilangan calon suami dan mengalami trauma hebat yang membuatnya harus berhenti dari pekerjaan. Elvis adalah pria yang bertanggung jawab atas meninggalkan Biyan. Dia terpaksa menikahi Mahira tanpa rasa cinta. Pernikahan terpaksa antara Mahira dan Elvis hanya bertahan hingga dua tahun. Mahira sangat kecewa ketika mendapatkan video intim suaminya dengan sang kekasih dari masa lalu di kamar hotel dalam pesta penyambutan. Elvis yang tanpa sadar diurus oleh Mahira selama dua tahun menjadi ketergantungan. Dia terbiasa dengan aroma manis dari tubuh sang istri. Hari-harinya terasa hampa ketika Mahira pergi dari rumah. Ada yang hilang dari hidupnya. Rasa marah dan cemburu pun hadir saat wanita itu dekat dengan pria lain. Feliz adalah lelaki dari masa lalu yang terus mencari Mahira hingga mereka kembali bertemu. Elvis menjadi gila dan posesif. Dia tidak menginginkan perceraian sehingga berusaha mengejar kembali sang istri yang sudah membencinya. Wanita itu terus mendapatkan ancaman dan dicelakai oleh orang-orang yang tidak menyukai kedekatannya dengan Elvis. Mahira pergi menjauh untuk mendapatkan kehidupan yang tenang dan damai. Akankah mereka akan kembali bersatu? Atau orang baru dari masa lalu yang akan menjadi pemenangnya?