Trauma Thesaurus

"Lalu kamu mau sampai kapan hidup seperti ini? Dikeluarkan dari kampus, dipanggil polisi karena tawuran, dilaporkan karena menabrak kendaraan dalam kondisi mabuk?" "Oma ... aku masih muda. Aku masih pengin hidup bebas, jalanin hidupku sendiri!" Regita merengek. Suaranya mulai pecah, tubuhnya gemetar menahan gejolak dalam dada. Menikah bukan keinginannya. Pernikahan orangtuanya yang berantakan, menyisakan trauma untuk Regita. "Cukup!" potong Oma dingin. "Semuanya sudah Oma bicarakan pada keluarga calon suamimu. Lamaran akan dilakukan hari Sabtu ini dan menikah secepatnya di Minggu depan." "Omaaaa—!" Regita menjerit frustasi, melempar bantal sofa ke lantai. Regita terdiam dalam tangis yang tertahan. Sekuat apa pun ia ingin melawan, ia tahu hidupnya masih bergantung pada sang Oma. Rumah tinggal, biaya hidup, bahkan nama keluarganya. "Kalau kamu tetap menolak." Suara Oma kembali terdengar, pelan tapi menusuk. "Mulai besok, kamu silakan cari tempat tinggal sendiri. Uang sakumu, makan, fasilitas, dan semua yang kamu gunakan, akan Oma cabut." Regita terdiam. Sang Oma sedang tidak main-main. "Bereskan dirimu. Jangan buat hal memalukan lebih besar lagi. Berhenti main-main dan kamu harus berubah!" Menikah? Satu hal yang tidak pernah masuk ke dalam harapan Regita, tapi justru akan menjadi kenyataan yang tidak bisa ia hindarkan.

Catalina Caressa Marisol Ziva, a girl who was abused since a very tender age of six. Going through the trauma she does, it makes it difficult for her to trust anyone and she is terrified of anyone she doesn't know. In one of her torturous days, she comes face to face with her mate. Terrified of the outcomes, combined with the life she led, she does one thing that comes to her mind! She runs! Runs away from her mate and pack and vanishes without a trace! No one knows where she is or how she is, they only know that she is alive! Roscoe Fraser Aurelio Cedar, the Alpha of the Silver Moon pack has always been taught to love, protect and care for his mate. He is taught that a mate is to be treated with atmost respect. He has been searching for his mate for years now. When he comes face to face with his mate and she runs away from him, he is left heartbroken, thinking his mate doesn't want him. Not completely knowing why his mate ran away, he tries to find her but the more the time passes, the more he loses hope. Little did he know that his mate will be before him in the unexpected hour. Catalina has till date regretted her decision of running away from her mate. She searches everywhere she can for him. Will she be able to find him ever? Will he forgive her for running away from him, if she does find him? Will they find love in each other?

Devil’s own incarnation in sparkling designers. Zade Dalton Gomez is a man not to be trifled with, and Carla Meadows has always been aware of that, which was why she knew she was doomed the moment this man involved himself in her mess and forced her into a contract marriage with himself. Tycoon, big shot, and powerful with near-impossible connections, Zade was a conventionally attractive, highly sought after bachelor in the country. Carla, whose reputation in the country is completely ruined after going to prison in place of a man that ended up backstabbing her, has been deserted by everyone and is left to face her plight herself. She hoped for a miracle that would bring her out of this humiliating mess, and not a union with the devil himself, which is bound to leave her scorched in the end. Zade detests criminals. Zade loathed Carla. She and her ex-husband were responsible for a trauma of his, and he vowed to punish Carla while making use of her— to kill a handful of birds at once before discarding her. It’s just a contract marriage, but neither of them anticipated desire coming into play. A contract marriage born from raw hatred, a thirst for revenge, and punishment. What could go wrong? ~~~ Ex-husband showed up with divorce papers for me to sign. He thought I’d be crying, but I readily signed it with a smile. When he sighted me in the arms of his arch enemy, he instantly grew jealous and now, he wants me back. But, too bad for him, cause I’ve moved on from trash to diamonds!

“Pig,” I muttered under my breath. He took a deep pull of his pipe and breathed out. Even though his manner was easy, I could see something dangerous flash in his eyes. “Now, now. There’s no need for names. Once we get to know each other better, I’m sure you’ll find me quite irresistible. They all do.” He patted his lap, and he was back to his languid self. “Here. Why don’t you make yourself comfortable? I’m told I make a very pleasant seating arrangement. Careful, I might poke you in the middle.” _________ Clara Grey is a cursed werewolf. Her parents betrayed the Moonstone Pack and were killed when she was a child. Now she has nothing to look forward to in life except for being bullied by the horrible members of her pack. However, everything changes when vampires attack her city, and she meets the mysterious, but terrifyingly handsome Prince Deanneth of the Dark Shade pack. Not everything is as it seems with Prince Deanneth. He is a dark, twisted werewolf with a desire to possess Clara’s heart, soul, and mind. Clara Grey must not only battle the newly arisen threat of the Greater Vampires, but also the cruel manipulations of her new Alpha Deanneth Legiere. ________ Daily Update. This is NOT a story for faint-hearted. This is a story about dark hierarchical werewolf society containing explicit sexual content, menage, violence, abuse, trauma , drug and strong language. Definitely not suitable for readers who get triggered by these topics. Please read at your own risk.

“We shouldn't do this,” I gasp as his hand slips beneath my dress, his hot breath brushing my ear. “You can say that all you want, but you're already dripping for me.” His grip on my thighs tightens. “So let me ruin you—slow, deep, and on every surface in this room.” A moan escapes me—and then he lifts me. _________ Nova Kingsley is a 24-year-old she-wolf with a legacy soaked in blood and secrets. She made peace with control. Power kept her safe. Duty kept her distant. Love? That was a luxury for wolves who didn't carry kingdoms on their shoulders. Then came the Weston brothers. Nate is kind, loyal, and the younger brother offering the future she needs. But Alex? The Alpha-heir is untamed, dangerously intense, and utterly forbidden. His gaze unravels her. His touch threatens to consume her. And when they collide, the world shifts. Stars tremble. The gods remember. Bound by a divine blessing and trapped in an ancient prophecy, Nova and Alex are more than star-crossed—they’re caught in the middle of a war between goddesses, where fate is weaponized and love is a battlefield. As a deadly threat rises from the shadows and war brews on all sides, Nova must choose between the mate she can have… and the one her soul was created for. Because some bonds are sacred. Others are damned. And this one? It's both. _________ Content Warning: This dark romance contains themes that may be triggering to some readers, including graphic violence, death, emotional trauma, forbidden love, sexual content (18+), supernatural elements, and family betrayal.

Area Dewasa | Harap Bijak Membaca "Inilah kisah tentang pernikahan tanpa cinta, rahasia yang menghancurkan, dan hasrat yang tak terhindarkan." Althea tak pernah membayangkan hidupnya akan berubah dalam semalam—dinikahkan dengan Rigel Lester, pria dingin dan nyaris sempurna yang bahkan tak pernah dekat sebelumnya. Pernikahan mereka hanyalah bagian dari perjanjian keluarga, tanpa cinta, tanpa harapan. Bagi Rigel, ini hanya tanggung jawab. Bagi Althea, ini adalah penjara berlapis emas. Setahun berlalu dalam diam dan kehampaan. Namun di balik tatapan tajam dan sikap angkuh Rigel, tersembunyi rahasia kelam yang perlahan terkuak. Ketegangan di antara mereka berubah menjadi sentuhan, pertengkaran menjadi gairah, dan ketidakpedulian menjelma menjadi hasrat yang membara. Namun, cinta yang mulai tumbuh di antara reruntuhan perjanjian itu tak pernah sederhana. Masa lalu Rigel yang penuh bayangan, Althea yang dihantui trauma kehilangan, serta orang-orang yang ingin menghancurkan mereka, membuat pernikahan ini menjadi medan perang antara logika dan perasaan. Di tengah badai kebohongan, pengkhianatan, dan godaan dari masa lalu, Althea harus memilih—bertahan dalam cinta yang menyakitkan, atau pergi demi menyelamatkan dirinya sendiri. Karena kadang, cinta sejati tak datang dari kisah yang indah—melainkan dari luka yang paling dalam.

"The rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its weight. Just like the tears, it falls because our heart can no longer handle the pain." Cleopatra Cooper Sandoval, the blue eyed Ilongga and only princess of Sandoval clan. She's got everything, beauty, money and fame. She loves everything about life. She loves to party. She loves going out with friends. She loves spending her money. She's a brat with a heart, a happy go lucky princess . But no one knows that behind those smiles and happy vibes is heart full of fear. The bratty princess is scared of the rain. Surrounded by six overprotective brothers, who are worried for her safety after getting kidnapped years back, they hired a bodyguard without her knowledge. Cooper is living the life, not until the day she met the man with a seductive midnight black eyes. The cold, strict and dangerous Silas Atticus Monteverde, a retired US Marine and his brother's bestfriend. First time she laid eyes on him, she knows she will be in deep trouble. So deep that she can't get him off her mind. She thought that it would be the start of her own happy ending but memories of her childhood trauma started coming back. She saw him as the monster who caged her in the past. The beast that's chasing him in a dark rainy night. Will his love shine and give light to change her perspective? Will his love enough to give her the calm after the storm? Or will she continue running to find the peace she's been looking for, a shelter in the rain?

Lola Valderrama is known as an artist in painting as it was her passion. But in unexpected circumstance-he met Adam when he helped her as there were three men trying to rape Lola. Although no love experience-afraid because of the fact that she got quite traumatized when Kade tries to rape her. Her cousin, Sofia-Kade’s girlfriend, saw it. She became angered at Lola as she thought she was betrayed. Lola tried to clarify everything but Sofia doesn't want to listen and see Lola anymore. Adam-who helped her, although she avoided men because of her trauma, they gradually became close to each other until they almost didn't want to be far from each other-leads to the point that Lola gave up on Adam herself. But Heaven, who already knew about Lola, planned to make Lola fall in love with him just only for Lola's money. He is persistent in doing ways just to get rid of Adam out of his sight and to Lola. However, Adam works as a waiter in a bar. Eventually, Sofia approached him because of Kade. Until Sofia falls in love with him. Sofia gets closer to Adam and Kade is almost jealous of what she is doing especially as he notices that she is getting closer to Adam. Until one day, the whirlpool word of Adam changed believing Lola fooled him that Lola is just toying with him also and she doesn’t love him. Because of this occurrence, everything become miserable, and was left in pain. Love becomes unforgiving and becomes ruthless-her love for Adam and what becomes her fate after all.

Nanny Bil-aries: A Collection Overview 18+ WARNING This is a set of high-stakes, dark romance shorts that delve into toxic entanglements between driven nannies/managers and morally complex billionaires, replete with mature themes, explicit content, and power dynamics. Blackwell's Nanny: Private investigator Kathy Montalvo seeks revenge on twin billionaires Basil and Baxon Cavendish, but her mission goes awry when she and the twins fall into an explosive, unprotected sexual dynamic. To the twins, she is merely a womb to carry on their dynasty, while to her, she races against time to expose the "green file" and Blackwell Vault before being dragged down by the poisonous war in the Cavendish world. TROPES: Dark Romance, Reverse Harem RH, Twin Brothers, Dubious Consent, Pregnancy Risk The Billionaire's Emergency Contact: Broke medic Maya Rossi becomes 'crisis manager' for billionaire Xender Zang's traumatised son Leo. Their clash at work culminates in a secret, forbidden romance. When Xender's family betray Maya, a surprise pregnancy pushes them to a final confrontation demanding shared vulnerability across class lines. TRROPES: Surprise Pregnancy, Trauma/Healing, Class Clash, Single Father, Military Heroine Nanny and the Beast: Nanny Varisa Romero's bond with London mogul Alistair Whitlock and his daughter Sophie is threatened when his manipulative ex-wife, Liliy, shows up. Liliy orchestrates Varisa's father being arrested. Just as Alistair commits to helping, a targeted shooting leaves him severely injured, plunging Varisa into a deadly conspiracy threatening the entire Whitlock family.

Olivya adalah seorang gadis lugu yang masuk dalam kehidupan seorang mafia. Ia terserang oleh obsessi dan cinta dari mafia yang telah menculiknya. Trauma akan mafia, perlahan akan menghilang sejak ia mengenal sosok Madrick Vallencio yang menjabat sebagai mafia kejam. Kehadiran sosok pria yang tak dikenalinya, membuat hidup Olivya berputar jauh delapan puluh derajat. Kehidupan yang semakin membuatnya takut akan semua kegelapan yang nyata, sebuah takdir yang buruk, dan hidup yang nyata penuh dengan musuh. Olivya harus menjalani kehidupannya dengan seorang mafia yang terkenal akan segala kekejamannya. Mengikuti segala alur kehidupannya yang tak seberuntung orang lain. Ia diculik, bukan untuk dijadikan seorang pelacur, tetapi untuk sebuah cinta dan obsesi semata dari seorang mafia. Madrick Vallencio, pria itu selalu kekeuh dengan segala pendiriannya. Tak mengenal lelah ataupun letih. Impian yang sudah impikan harus menjadi kenyataan. Mafia sebagai jabatan yang ia pegang, tak akan bisa memberhentikan segala niat baik maupun buruknya. Tujuh tahun silam, ya, ia mencintai seorang gadis yang ia temui tujuh tahun lalu. Obsesi dan cinta menggebu-gebu dalam dirinya. Mad ingin menjadikan Olivya hanya miliknya seuntuhnya dan selamanya. Penghalang? Tangannya yang kosong akan siap membunuh penghalang itu.