Trying Something New の小説・ストーリー

It was nice to try something a little different Follow me for more. Love always Helen Stephens

This poor author is just trying to earn something. ---------------------------

Now that girl isn't just a possibility - she's a reality. I quickly take another bite of my burger, pretending to be absorbed in my dinner. But my eyes keep drifting back over to Rafe. Fuck, he sexy. He makes me want to do all kinds of terrible things. Maybe he's onto something - maybe I'm dying to let loose. I've done a lot of new things this week. Things that made me uncomfortable. Things that pushed me outside of my comfort zone. But I haven't tested all of my limits yet. I want to. God, I want to.

But I also knew something else now— Trying might not be enough.

This is just insane. **********

--- Somewhere between the past and the future— They had found something fragile. Something new. Something worth trying for. --- And this time— Neither of them ran from it.

“I am not into talking… I am rather into fucking and move on.. But today I am trying to make an effort, Sophia. So I want you to take a step towards me. Can you do that?” She swallows hard and nods. “I- I think I would like that…” I blow out a breath of relief. After a long time, I am unsure how I am supposed to proceed. This sensation is novel. Being afraid that I might fuck it up or she might shut me out again. For the first time I want to try something new. It could be the beginning of something special. Something that I have been avoiding my whole life. I am a little anxious. If this night works out, I would like to know where it takes us.

”Oh, come on. “I mean it. This is just what you need. Get back on that saddle, get back in the game and all the other cliches you can think of. Come on, let’s do it!” That was how Pam had found herself talked into this. At first, she had felt a slight stirring of excitement - this was new territory, and this was what she wanted to be doing. She wanted to try new things, she wanted to feel new things and she wanted to see if there was something more out there - if there really was some excitement that had been eluding her so far.

Trying to be useful without being controlling. Trying to make peace with being bridge instead of foundation or future. Some days I manage it. Some days I don't. But I'm trying. That's all anyone can do."

If Ethan could try-after everything he'd gone through-if he could step into something new with his heart still tender and scarred… Why couldn't I? Why couldn't I try again? Why couldn't I put myself out there? I sat up straighter, the blanket sliding off my legs dramatically-like a cape. Oh God. Was I having an IT girl moment? I was. Holy shit. An actual IT girl moment. The kind that has you performing rash actions in the name of taking back your life. I reached for my phone, launching Tinder before I could change my mind. My thumb was trembling a bit as I typed out my bio.