Novel & Cerita What Did I Do To Deserve You

“I know, and I deserve better than that. I deserve to be a luna. I deserve to have people respect me and cater to me.” “Well, obviously the goddess did not agree with you,” I said. "Just to clarify, you're saying that even though you found your destined mate, the one that was made specifically for you by the goddess, you're still interested in my mate? You are unbelievable. What is wrong with you?”

After today and everything I've been through, i think I deserve to At least do that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I said, “I can’t bloody look at you, Kiara. There’s no excuse for what I’ve put you through.” “You didn’t know.” She said, “You couldn’t have-” “Stop saying that!” I cried as I turned around to look at her. “Stop being like that, Kiara. Sometimes, I feel like you're too good for me. Sometimes…. I feel… I feel like I don't even deserve you.” “What?” She looked at me incredulously, moving closer to me. Taking my face into his hands, he brushed his thumb against my cheek. “Of course you deserve me.”

"What changed?" "I changed. I stopped waiting for someone to save me and saved myself. I stopped trying to be small and let myself be big. I stopped being afraid of taking up space." I traced his jawline with my finger. "And I let myself believe I deserved good things. Deserved love. Deserved success." "You deserve all of it and more." Alex kissed me. "I am so grateful I get to witness this. Get to be part of your life. Get to love you."

he asked, a bit teary-eyed. I smiled and looked to nowhere. "This may be looking like cheating to you, but to me, this is how I punish myself. When I had the chance to finish my life so that I could go to her, I didn't. Why? Because it's only right to punish myself here on earth while I live my life to the fullest. It's because I can never be even more deserving to be with her up until death that made us apart." Tears suddenly streamed down my face. The warm drop enveloped my skin. It was painful for me. "I don't deserve her. I'm nothing but a jerk. I don't deserve someone so pure as her."

no need to say sorry, when I think about you, I feel I don't deserve you, neither do I deserve your love" he said I was amazed by his words, this is another part of him, but is totally not visible physically, he is a mafia outside but with me he is just gentle, I also feel undeserving, he is perfect even with his flaws, " I feel you should get a badass girl who will be able to fight along with you"

“It’s just… quiet now. And in the quiet, my brain likes to remind me of all the ways I don’t deserve this.” Daniel tilted my chin up so I had to meet his gaze. “You deserve every good thing that happens to you, Edwin. You survived your mother’s illness. You protected Ruby when you barely had anything left. You walked through hell when Victor tried to destroy you, and you still chose to love me even when I kept fucking it up by pushing you away. If anyone doesn’t deserve this, it’s me.” His words landed soft and heavy at the same time.

"I loved you and gave you everything I had to give. And how exactly did you pay me back for that devotion? You never missed an opportunity to hurt me, to make me feel small and insignificant. You humiliated me in front of your lover in your office, treated me like I was disposable. I gave you my virginity, and the very next day, you joined your lover to humiliate me.” Tears were threatening to spill over but I blinked them back furiously. "I might love you, but I'm also a young, beautiful, intelligent woman who fucking deserves respect. I deserve to be cherished and protected and treated like I matter. I deserve someone who chooses me first, who chooses to protect me.”

I smeared his blood all over me before leaning down to kiss his white lips. “You didn’t deserve me,” I told him quietly, knowing that he was already gone, but I didn’t care. I needed to say it. “I was always meant for more than what you could have ever given me. Consider it a blessing that you will never know how much I truly loathe you. Consider it mercy. Neither of which you deserve!”

I say with determination, even though it hurts to admit. "What?" He asks, his sudden expression pulling at my heart even more now. He's still holding my face, but his fingers have stopped moving as he waits for my explanation. "I don't deserve you," I say plainly. "I never did. For three whole years, I thought it was the other way around, but I was wrong. I never deserved your love. If I truly did, I would've believed you when you said you didn't know what went wrong. I wouldn't have jumped to conclusions and left without hearing your explanation. I was ready to leave you, and I did. I did exactly what I had always feared: I followed in Lazzaro's footsteps and cast someone else as the villai