Novel & Cerita What Is This Feeling So Sudden And New

“ Yeah me too, there’s none with happy ending and the lovers, I mean none of them ended up together.” “I don’t really know how it happened” “What?” Lex asked. Oh, I didn’t even realise I was audible. I found myself smiling at the thought of how silly I’m starting to act. Is this how being Inlove feels like.? Nothing seems to matter again to you, the world all of a sudden is full out of colour, imaginary ones. I’m not sure I have the right words to explain how I’m feeling now. These feelings, they’re new to me and I’m not done understanding em, it’s all like a rush of so many emotions.

as much as the fresh air came inside, I began to feel good about everything around me. I felt like a newborn baby, so fresh and delicate that even a touch of soft breeze makes me squeeze my eyes and Goosebump arrives on my skin. Right now I feel very sensitive in every possible way. My emotions are on an extreme level and mostly out of my control, and I know I can blame him for all these messed up yet beautiful things that’s happening inside me.

"Grace…" "No, just shut up, Chris! Shut up!" I snapped, running a hand through my hair. "I don't even know how the fuck I'm feeling, how sad is that? I don't know what these strange feelings in me are because I've never felt anything like this before. I don't know how it began, I don't know where it came from, all I know is that they're here and I'm so fucking confused!"

And from the looks of it, there seemed to have no objection from among them. This inexplicable feeling... This different feeling of having my heart beating so fast... Was achieving something always this good to feel?

What the hell is this feeling? This is completely new to me. I don’t think I ever felt this way, not even once, during the whole duration of my relationship with Eugene. It felt good. It felt right and so wholesome! I felt excited and dizzy at the same time. My head and stomach is spinning widely and I swear I could picture some glitters sparkling all over Juno earlier. I sighed once again as I brought my palms on my face. I need to figure this shit out sooner.

I looked at his hand holding my arm, because I felt electricity suddenly flow through my body from his hands. We stared at each other for a few minutes, I feel strangely nervous in these moments not a fear but a strange feelings. The sudden speed of my pulse, strange and deafening silence envelops me. I could see nothing but him, I could hear nothing but the strength of my heartbeat and I'm not sure if it was the same feeling with me. This is the first time I have felt such a strange feeling. Why do I feel it now as I stare into his eyes? What did he have that suddenly stopped the rotation of my world?

My heart is pounding, my skin feels too hot, and there’s this strange, deep ache inside me, like something just shifted in a way I don’t understand. I feel… whole. Like I have been missing something all this time without even knowing, and now, suddenly, it is back. The emotions running through me are too much, too big, too intense to name. It is overwhelming, like being pulled into a tide that refuses to let go. I don’t know if I want it to.

The sensation was so well-known – the heart racing uncontrollably, the skin tingling, the warmth spreading through the skin, the body trembling from within. At the same time, it was so strange, this happening again after so long, after so many years! It was strange that it felt good, right, necessary, essential, when any rational consideration they could choose to take into account would undoubtedly say it was wrong, bad, hasty, a potential disaster.

There is still a lot to discover. "What are you thinking of?" Liam croaks his voice a bit groggy, sexy, unleashing unbidden desires from my cooled body. "Because you think a lot, Ms. Jones." "Maybe something weird," I confess. "Weird? How weird?" "Utterly weird, but not really weird." "Now you are weird." He laughs a bit, and I do the same, just momentarily. "It's crazy how you meet someone new, someone you totally know nothing about, and yet you feel like you know everything about them. You feel connected to them as though you're a part of them," I say in a smooth whisper, feeling Liam's heart beating softly against his chest.

I can’t seem to settle my beating heart. This feels like a turning point in my life. I don’t know why but I have this overwhelming feeling of loss. I feel like everything is happening so fast and I feel like I can’t catch myself in the abyss that is coming my way. I feel like I have no say in the way my own life is about to play out. I hate that I feel this way because I've had control of my life for the past five years and then suddenly it feels like I am losing a game I didn’t even know I’m playing.