Novel & Cerita What Is This Feeling So Sudden And New

At least I still had that, because it meant that I still had myself. And speaking of first times… I watched the sleeping man's face closely and realized for the first time just how gorgeous he looked. All of a sudden, there was this weird fluttering in my heart that I had never felt before, no even with Ravi. It was an odd sensation, one that I was not at all familiar with nor used to. However, at the same time, it felt… right, as if this was a feeling that I had long since been searching for, but it was only now that I found it.

Just us. I don't know what I'm feeling. Not love—I know love. This is something else. Something that makes my skin warm and my heart beat faster and my stomach flutter like I'm falling. Like something waking up inside me. I pull back, breathless. "Did you feel that?" His eyes search mine. "Feel what?" I press my hand to my chest. The warmth is still there, pulsing gently. "Something. In here. Like—" I stop. Don't know how to explain it. "Like something's waking up."

He raised a brow, "what was once cliche cannot become reality?" A laugh bubbled out of me, but my heart soared with absolute joy. This was all going so fast; it was almost frightening. I've never been in a relationship before, so I wasn't even sure what I had to do... but was it normal to be feeling like this so early? Was this just a fleeting feeling, or was I really falling for this guy?

Anxiety surges, quickly replaced by fear—then relief—then excitement. My lungs pull in air sharply at the sound of the submission ding. Did I really click that button absentmindedly while daydreaming? The adrenaline rush hits hard, like the moment you realize you’ve sent a text to the wrong person. Except this isn’t a text—it’s a neon sign screaming my intentions into the void of cyberspace.

It felt like the time stopped and revolved with me and Ace. I felt something building up inside me. An unfamiliar feeling that makes my toe curl more. I don’t want him to stop. This feeling is addicting. My pulse was getting faster just like his tongue. I moaned more. This is possessing. Every flick of his tongue is making me crazy. Suddenly, I felt like something inside me exploded. Like a firework in the night sky. I’ve reached the point of intensity. It felt so great that I almost broke my spine from arching my back. I felt evoked, like something inside me was awakened. I never had this kind of feeling before.

I had Ashley and her friends thinking me crazy I didn't want to add my family in my crazy fan page. In my bed that night, ever experienced an influx of emotions? Well I've never experienced one before until that night. My mind felt like a boat sinking in the wild waters of the pacific, water filling every part and orifice of the boat at a sudden tremendous speed. In my case, every emotions I've ever felt before rushed back inside my head like a tidal wave. Anger, rage, love, jealousy, hate, bitterness, pain, every kind of sensations came together with its corresponding memories. I felt my head drum painfully but I never even screamed for a moment. I clenched my jaw so hard I could feel my te

“I looked into your eyes. I saw nothing. Now can you let me go?” Immediately, he released me, and I dashed toward the game room. Shutting the door behind me, my heart raced. What is this new feeling? I’ve never felt this way toward anyone. I never had any issue looking into Bryan’s eyes before, so why now? Why do I suddenly feel emotions I can’t explain whenever I look at him?

It feels like a promise. This is going to be a glorious day. The biting winter chill has finally given up, or maybe we’ve traveled south enough to just hit summer early. Maybe The Towers, that miserable, suffocating cage, is finally losing its hold on the world. I don't know, and honestly, I don't care. All I know is this feeling is new. I feel good. Happy. Truly happy for the first time in… maybe ever. It’s terrifying and beautiful all at once. “Lyric?”

I go inside instead, and lie down with her poultice pressed to my chest, and think about a cracked voice and a name I don't have the right to say twice in one day. I fall asleep before I can decide whether that's forgivable. I don't stay asleep. It happens sometime past midnight, not the usual ache, not the slow, grinding pull I've learned to live around for two years. This is sudden and Sharp. A cold spike straight through the center of my chest, gone as fast as it comes, and I'm sitting upright in the dark before I've even finished waking, heart slamming, sweat cold on my skin. I know that feeling. I haven't felt it in two years, and I still know exactly what it is.

But suddenly something shifts in my being. A low heat that stirs in my stomach. It felt unfamiliar yet terrifying. It coils tight, growing hotter by the second until it feels like molten lava is pooling beneath my skin. I gasp sharply, my spine arching as the sudden sensation rips through me. "A-ah," I sob, my throat aching. Pain kicks through every part of my body. What's happening to me? Is this all because he's marking Kimberly? No it cannot be. This feels different. This feels foreign.