Novel & Cerita What Is This Feeling So Sudden And New

But what she didn't expect the most is the sudden thump on her heart, heartbeats getting faster and its a new feeling for her. Maybe she's just tired.

I felt really weak that it took me a whole day to rest until I merely regain half of my strength. But that's not what bothers me the most, why do all of a sudden I feel something? I used to be a ruthless demon with a heart of stone. But now, I have this unexplainable weird feeling that’s been bugging me ever since we had that kiss. Aside from that, I suddenly become aware of my surroundings like the busy streets, the night's cold breeze, the sound of the children playing at the park, and the refreshing feeling of the raindrops falling on my head. I'm having nostalgia and never thought I would experience all these things that only humans are capable of feeling. "Who the hell is she?"

But somehow, when I look at Nath, all of that fades away. He's staring at me like I'm the only thing that exists in the world. And honestly? Right now, he's the only thing that exists in mine. My heart keeps racing, pounding so hard I'm genuinely concerned it might bruise a rib. The way I feel right now, the emotions flooding through me, my entire being, it all feels different. I realize with startling clarity that I have never felt this way before. Not with Mike. Not with anyone. This is new. This is overwhelming. This is terrifying and wonderful and I don't want it to end.

I feel like a whole new person. As I open my eyes, my senses hit me like a tidal wave. The room around me looks so much more vivid and crisp, and I notice hues of colour I had never seen before. I can smell and hear everything, and yet pushing through those intense sensations is a feeling of panic, awe and relief deep inside me. I sit up and gaze at the black satin fabric beneath my fingers. I stare at it in wonder, as the feel of it is both intense and muted at the same time. It’s like I can feel every thread woven in the material.

Fuck I want to kill him but I can't understand why my heart is beating so fast and I can feel something in my stomach like some butterflies are flying in it. Is it because I'm both mad and surprised at the same time for me to feel that? Because this is new to me... I don't know what I'm feeling. I can't even name it because all I know is that I'm mad and embarrassed but there's something aside from that, I can't just name it and I don't want to name whatever it is. I'm afraid that what I'm feeling is not right. I don't think this heartbeat of mine is still normal but I'll erase it. I need to erase it. I already have an idea what it is but I'm afraid to admit that that's true. How will I even

It happened once and then was gone. I opened my eyes and frowned. I waited for it to happen again because I did not know what that feeling was. It was not morning sickness, and it was not hunger. It was something completely new that I had never felt before in my life. I waited for a few long seconds, and then it happened again. This time it was stronger, It felt like a little thump, like a tiny soft kick from the inside out. It was unmistakable, I realized immediately what the feeling was.

I felt it before I understood it. A shift in the air, something delicate and ancient snapping into place. A pulse of energy that reverberated through my body, so sharp and sudden that it stole my breath away. For a moment, I couldn’t move. I couldn’t think. It was as if the world itself had tilted on its axis, throwing everything into chaos.

'Now what is it that you called me for? 'I want to talk about this strange feeling that I felt yesterday and today,' I answered her as I began reminiscing how I felt. 'When I woke yesterday in the bathtub, I felt some sense of... incompleteness. And it was one that I could not ignore no matter how hard I tried.' 'Oh,' Ava mumbled. 'Yeah,' I continued. 'And I had the same feeling again today when I woke from sleep. It's never happened to me before. Feeling this sudden... feeling is making me uncomfortable.'

My heart was suddenly going too fast. I lay very still against him and tried to remember, but it slipped away the way dreams do the moment you reach for them, gone before I could see a face, leaving only a strange cold feeling in my chest that didn't match the warm safe room I was lying in. What the hell was that?

To need connection and actually receive it. The warmth spreads through me slowly, like sunlight cracking through frost. It starts in my chest, then curls through my arms, my stomach, the back of my neck. My skin feels too tight for how much I feel. I can’t remember the last time anything—anyone—made me feel this... wanted. I don’t look away. Neither does he. I think I might cry, but I don’t. Not this time. Instead, I let it fill me—this strange new feeling that I don’t have a name for yet.