Novel & Cerita What Is This Feeling So Sudden And New

To need connection and actually receive it. The warmth spreads through me slowly, like sunlight cracking through frost. It starts in my chest, then curls through my arms, my stomach, the back of my neck. My skin feels too tight for how much I feel. I can’t remember the last time anything—anyone—made me feel this... wanted. I don’t look away. Neither does he. I think I might cry, but I don’t. Not this time. Instead, I let it fill me—this strange new feeling that I don’t have a name for yet.

today felt entirely different. ​An hour ago, a strange, inexplicable sensation had settled deep within my chest. It wasn't the heavy, suffocating panic that Elena’s poison had left behind, nor was it the hollow, aching grief that had consumed my mind for five months. It was a sudden, electric stillness. It felt as if a violent storm inside my brain had instantly cleared, leaving behind a cold, sharp, and entirely terrifying clarity. ​My heart was beating in a completely different rhythm—fast, aggressive, and purposeful. My gut was screaming at me. Every instinct that had made me a predator in the business world was suddenly standing on end, pointing toward the East.

Why… am I feeling like this? What is this weird and dangerous feeling?

I then spoke that made her look up to me. “Yes,” she said, you can see in her expression that she is so shy to answer on that question. I can’t help but smile at that. My heart started to beat faster. I also felt an unknown feeling I haven’t felt for a long time. And this feeling is not like the others that I have already felt before. It’s not fierce, it’s also not just an ordinary feeling. It’s unusual. It’s new. “Can you name another time when I made your heart flutter then?” I said again, with my lips wearing smile.

Let this attraction burn us both. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against his. As soon as our lips touched, fresh ecstasy rushed into me, embedding into every fiber of my body, chasing away the thoughts. This new feeling was like air, filling up every particle, breathing into me a potent awareness that connected me to…him. I could feel his heartbeat. I could feel him, more than the beat of his heart, and that weirded me out a bit. What was this strange feeling of attachment? I clung to him. Uncertain of anything, anymore.

I didn't also understand why my heart raced fast all of a sudden and my knees began to feel weak. "Anything that you would want to offer me." His handshake tightened that when I tried to let go of my hands, he simply gripped it tighter this time. "Sir, sorry my hand is already hurting." I awkwardly smiled and he let go right away. "I'm really sorry. I was looking at your beautiful face that I forgot to let go of your hand." He smiled and I can feel my heart become unease right away again. What is the meaning of this? I got his orders and I nodded to get those right away. However, I don't understand why I felt that way all of a sudden. Is it love? Is it a new emotion that he's trying to intro

How did he think I would be able to explain it? Maybe he was worried or he just didn’t care. That… made something new happen inside me. I wasn’t scared and I wasn’t feeling that gratitude either. I felt hot. It wasn’t like the room was hot or that I was lustful or horny. Just heat… a slow and unknown warmth spread like fire under my skin, it hummed weirdly. I had never felt like this before and I couldn’t explain it. Was it a seventy two thousand moon credits transaction that caused this weird feeling or something else was happening that I had no knowledge of?

Still feel the weight of him on my tongue. All of it feels so… exhilarating. Is this how people feel when they have sex? I feel like another part of my brain has been unlocked, like something has awoken in me. I feel this rush beneath my skin. All of it feels strange, because I’ve never felt like this before. It feels anticipatory, like I’m eagerly awaiting what comes next. I’ve not really felt this excited in my life. Not even thinking about movie nights with Theo on Sundays fills me this much anticipation.

Heat rushed up toward her most private part, making her legs shake slightly. At first, it was only warmth. Then, a tingle began to grow. An itch she couldn’t scratch. A strange pressure deep inside her that confused her more than scared her. What… what is this feeling? Her eyes widened. Her breath hitched. It wasn’t pain, but it wasn’t peace either. It was something wild, new, and oddly… good. Her body reacted before her mind could keep up. Her thighs began to wobble. “Oh!” she gasped.

My heart beat wild. My eyes blurred. The music blasted louder, the lights flashed harsher, but inside me something else grew. A feeling I didn’t know. A feeling that wasn’t just anger or jealousy or sadness. It was bigger, stranger, darker. It filled me until I felt full, too full, like I might break apart. I whispered again, voice shaking, “What is this?" For a moment, I didn’t feel empty anymore. I felt full—full of something I never knew existed inside me.