Novel & Cerita What Would I Do Without Your Smart

There was no anger and no heartbreak, just the quiet relief of something finally settling into place. I opened the chat with Nola and typed two words: [Perfect match.] Then, I held down the power button and turned my phone off completely. I pulled out the SIM card I had been using for years and dropped it into the trash. The boarding announcement echoed through the terminal speakers. I stood, took hold of my suitcase, and walked toward the security checkpoint. Outside, the world was loud with celebration, and in here, there was only the stillness of leaving alone. However, that was alright. From now on, my world belonged to no one but me.

I don’t even know where I’d be without your quiet support. Now we’re so close to meeting and I was no am so nervous about meeting you. What if I don’t live up to your expectations of me. What if you don’t like me or my life after meeting me? And most importantly what if the lights are too bright for you? What would I do without you in my life? I press send and I feel my heart beating in my throat. I closed my eyes, letting myself imagine his soothing voice, in my ear. The quiet, steady comfort of someone who never asked for more than I could give. And for the first time today it actually felt like, Christmas.

Which of course he eats up, and gives his thanks with a big sloppy lick. I made it to the dealership, and after looking around for a while, I found the one I wanted, a 2017 Ford Escape. Unfortunately, I don't quite have enough money just yet. And I learned that having no credit is just as bad as having bad credit. No one wants to give you a loan when you don't have any credit, but you need credit to get it. It's the same as when I tried to get a job. No one wanted to hire you without an address, yet I needed a job to get one.

Even until my very last breath when I am all old, I would rather wait for her than waste my life away and do things without her. All I did was eat, sleep, and repeat. I had a tonne of fun things to do in my head but where would the fun be if it wasn't with her. Life was really a drag without her and it was as if she was torturing me on purpose. I always said my prayers every night to the moon goddess to have mercy on me but she always turned a deaf ear. Just what would I do with my life without her around? What would I do in my life? How would I go about my life? Where would I start picking up my life and gathering it to make it a whole again? It was like a billion piece puzzle. Where would

I said. "Aarav, do you know how is it going to feel like without her now?" Abhi asked. "Empty." I said with a dry chuckle. There will be no one barging inside my apartment. No one trying to cook her best food just for me. No one who would hug me & let me forget all my worries. There will not be her any more in any corner of the house making it lively. Making my life lively. There will be no her! "Are you alright?" Ahana asked as she came towards me and held my arm.

I was in the Garden of Wisdom, seated on a cemented bench by myself. The Moon would only rise at ten to nine and I figured it would be a good idea to get some homework done instead of doing who knows what. It's not like I could scroll through I*******m for a few hours or watch Youtube videos. My ears were also missing the sounds of alternative R&B and indie music. I regretted not investing in an mp3 player before coming here. It would've been good to know that they were going to confiscate my phone and other electronics away. I'm pretty sure Dad left that information out on purpose to get me to live a life of no devices.

I don't know what we would done without you. "I am glad to be of help," I said.

She replied and I smiled weakly, “What would I do without you Audrey?”

She added and she tried to smile again. “Don’t worry I am not an addict… I can prove to her that and in fact, I have an appointment and I think I will be late now” I said to her and tried to look at the time on my watch, but I suddenly remembered that I no longer have a watch, that is why I immediately put my arm down and smiled at her. I am used to checking the time on my wristwatch but I don’t have a watch anymore which makes me stu*** every time I forgot that I don’t have a watch anymore to check the time.

I frown " It will be okay don't stress about it. " Maya says and rubs my shoulder while Gen squeezes my hands for reassurance " What would I do without you guys " I pout. " Nothing. without us you can do nothing " she says and I roll my eyes again as we continue our food.