When Life Suck の小説・ストーリー

The lump in my throat grew. “ i have heart failure and i am at the verge of dying , My ex husband cheated on me , my sister betrayed me , and no one cared. I went from house to house, job to job, and now I’m about to enter a fake marriage with a man whose family treats me like trash.” I hugged my legs tighter. “And for what? Just to end up alone in a corner again?” “ Fuck ! i hate my life !” I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood.

Sikandar affirmed. Aarif scoffed, “So what if the world is destroyed? It never existed in the first place.” “It does exist in a fictional sense,” Sikandar countered, “What’s happening may be fictional but our thoughts and feelings are real.” “Do you hear the words coming out of your mouth? How can something be fictional and real?” “I know how you feel.” “No, you don’t.” “You are confused, angry, scared, hopeless. Everything seems pointless now. Nothing looks worth living for anymore.”

How am I going to handle this? Why is my life so fucked up ?

Forever. Fuck my life...

I haven’t cried for so long trying to keep it all to myself; trying to keep all my shit together just so I won’t fall into my own dark abyss again. “I’m sorry for almost wanting to keep to you about what was really happening,” I uttered. Mila and Sophie smiled as they hold my hand… without them, I would have gotten crazy with all the things going around. I mean, how did it go from getting fired because of my management issues to being involved with a guy with a superiority complex? Is really living normally—like any other people my age—far from normal? I mean… is this even living? I feel like I’m barely even alive. I can’t even breathe much. It feels like I’m consuming the wrong oxygen to fe

Fuck this life! I crossed my arms, placing them on top of my knees. I leaned over it and let myself contain the panic rising in my core. A sob broke out of my lips as I pressed my eyes even tighter. Now, I'm one of them. One of the victims. Listening to their cries were sending me a terrible nightmare. My whole life, I was perfectly safe and this happened! How fucked up!

He led the way towards Drake as we all listen to Drake’s instruction one last time. Remember what I told you about life earlier? Well, this is one of those moments that I hated about life moving on. If only the ground can swallow me whole so that I won’t be having this problem right now. But another thing about life I haven’t told you is how much it sucks. Right now, my life sucks.

This wasn't the end I was definitely going to find out what it was sometime later, with or without her knowing. *** Life had a way of doing it's own things. It would give you a candy only to snatch it away when it sees how much you enjoy it. Life didn't want some people to be happy because it'd probably destroy the lives of the more important ones, yeah life sucks and it definitely was a cheat.

All your friends and acquaintances are either sick or employees of the hospital. You think you've traveled the world, but you've just walked around the hospital. You thought you were eating food from the best restaurants, but in fact you're eating food from an ordinary dining room, which is also good, because it's better than nothing. So what's my real life like? What has illness stolen from my life? I have to find out from Sergei… Twenty-seven Day. The local alcoholics

’’ Justin uttered and I do not know what to say anymore and I can’t focus neither to answer him and end up just nodding to him. This is so freaking tiring. This day sucks. I mean, all of my days sucks. My life sucks.