When Life Suck Novels & Stories

May 2011, India. They say life is like a rollercoaster where we have to enjoy the ups and downs of the ride. Some say life is a game and we're all the players while there's another group that sees life a stage where sometimes we're the performers and at other times we're the spectators. Life can also be a maze where we should find our way out and every problem can be little maze of it's own. Anya too had heard or read of all the examples of life but she knew each of these examples actually had an end or in other words, a solution, a termination, an expiration or some sort of conclusion and that made these names of life much better than the life she had. Her life was like a never ending potho

"Oh my God!!" That's definitely not what my brain translated. And that was definitely not what I was expecting to hear. This day just took a worse turn. I thought if the day started out good, the day would end well. What the fuck is going on? Why so many problems in life? Why do people die?

The only option Life is a very big game. And mine is much more than that. It is not just any game. No, of course not. My life is a very big drama game. A drama I really wish wouldn't come near would always stay in two metre radius from me. So, my life is a very big drama game. And it was endless misery to me. I just couldn't put a full stop to it. Like how difficult will it get. It's always a drama. It seems to have been around me since I was born.

Why does life suck? Life is wretched. And I hate it so much. All I want is to have a simple and happy life. But to my jinx, what happened was the opposite. I want to smile, laugh, show everyone my greatest beam, but I just can't. I'm suffering. Every time, everywhere. I have no companion but only my family. How I wish they would not leave me. I don't understand why people loathe me so much. I only know that I am what I am. I know to myself what myself is. I only know myself and not them.

The circle is endless, pathetic, and miserable, the circle of my life. The last time I went to the doctor, I had to lie that a huge monster with scary teeth was chasing me in my dreams. That the same monster keeps appearing every day and chasing me. That's my whole life at a glance, the highs and lows. All the happy moments are now nightmares. All the things that used to make me happy just ensure I'm sad every day. That's my whole life in a flash. The story of my life. Dear God…

And enjoying socializing without being afraid of the judgements they're throwing. I wanted to feel alive...but how? I'm alive, but not living. That's how I defined my life. It's all started when I was five. The day when my life turned into lifeless. The red curtains swayed like its dancing to the rhythm of the wind. A loud shattering of glass filled my ears. My lips quivered in fear and tightly shut my eyes as I covered my ears with my tiny hands. "You can't leave me! Stay with us!"

I just need to yell and scream loudly, forget about my fûcked up life and then cry my bitter heart out Am growing sick and tired of this damn world day by day The difficulties in my life keeps making me feel so fûcked up and miserable Anytime I think am getting happy, anytime I think am living normally,that there's no obstacle in my way,an hindrance would suddenly appear First I was mateless, then I found my mate but I foolishly rejected her,I developed feelings for her, tried to apologise and shared the most sweetest kiss I've ever had in my fuvking life but then.... then I get blackmailed!

When they claimed it was all business, they truly meant it. A couple of weeks ago, I had lived a pretty normal life. And now, I was getting a glimpse of such a dark world. It was terrifying, but so intriguing too. I couldn’t help but be fascinated by it all. It made me feel alive in a whole different way. I wanted to know more. “Shit… that’s freaking awesome! I mean, it sucks for Cara, but still, it’s like we’re living in a movie!” I grinned in fascination.

When the sun set down, we decided to go down and head to what the driver recommended. As we got there, the cruise was still on tour so we had to wait until it arrived back we decided to stand on the rail and watch the water. “Have you been to the point in your life where you feel like everything sucks up but at the same time you started to see the real essence of being alive?” “I guess. I’ve been through ups and downs in different phases of my life” “That means you have a greater appreciation of life” “Maybe” “Lately, I feel more like living…”

Why do we hold back on saying small important things? Now before I get too much more into details on my life. I want you to understand something about me, My life was never horrible nothing that terrible ever happened that I felt I couldn’t get over it. There was just this feeling I felt all my life that our lives are pointless we are put here to live and die What we do with the time is up to us but doesn’t matter. It’s like playing a game where at the end there is nothing to beat, no point to the game it’s just over. That’s how I feel about life There is no point to it, other than what we make it, and in the big picture truly means nothing. I wish there was some pill that could make me fee