When Life Suck の小説・ストーリー

Why does life suck? Life is wretched. And I hate it so much. All I want is to have a simple and happy life. But to my jinx, what happened was the opposite. I want to smile, laugh, show everyone my greatest beam, but I just can't. I'm suffering. Every time, everywhere. I have no companion but only my family. How I wish they would not leave me. I don't understand why people loathe me so much. I only know that I am what I am. I know to myself what myself is. I only know myself and not them.

The circle is endless, pathetic, and miserable, the circle of my life. The last time I went to the doctor, I had to lie that a huge monster with scary teeth was chasing me in my dreams. That the same monster keeps appearing every day and chasing me. That's my whole life at a glance, the highs and lows. All the happy moments are now nightmares. All the things that used to make me happy just ensure I'm sad every day. That's my whole life in a flash. The story of my life. Dear God…

And enjoying socializing without being afraid of the judgements they're throwing. I wanted to feel alive...but how? I'm alive, but not living. That's how I defined my life. It's all started when I was five. The day when my life turned into lifeless. The red curtains swayed like its dancing to the rhythm of the wind. A loud shattering of glass filled my ears. My lips quivered in fear and tightly shut my eyes as I covered my ears with my tiny hands. "You can't leave me! Stay with us!"

Dong Jun is the laughing stock there. Yoo Na said, “I didn’t enjoy my life like this..”

I just need to yell and scream loudly, forget about my fûcked up life and then cry my bitter heart out Am growing sick and tired of this damn world day by day The difficulties in my life keeps making me feel so fûcked up and miserable Anytime I think am getting happy, anytime I think am living normally,that there's no obstacle in my way,an hindrance would suddenly appear First I was mateless, then I found my mate but I foolishly rejected her,I developed feelings for her, tried to apologise and shared the most sweetest kiss I've ever had in my fuvking life but then.... then I get blackmailed!

When they claimed it was all business, they truly meant it. A couple of weeks ago, I had lived a pretty normal life. And now, I was getting a glimpse of such a dark world. It was terrifying, but so intriguing too. I couldn’t help but be fascinated by it all. It made me feel alive in a whole different way. I wanted to know more. “Shit… that’s freaking awesome! I mean, it sucks for Cara, but still, it’s like we’re living in a movie!” I grinned in fascination.

When the sun set down, we decided to go down and head to what the driver recommended. As we got there, the cruise was still on tour so we had to wait until it arrived back we decided to stand on the rail and watch the water. “Have you been to the point in your life where you feel like everything sucks up but at the same time you started to see the real essence of being alive?” “I guess. I’ve been through ups and downs in different phases of my life” “That means you have a greater appreciation of life” “Maybe” “Lately, I feel more like living…”

Why do we hold back on saying small important things? Now before I get too much more into details on my life. I want you to understand something about me, My life was never horrible nothing that terrible ever happened that I felt I couldn’t get over it. There was just this feeling I felt all my life that our lives are pointless we are put here to live and die What we do with the time is up to us but doesn’t matter. It’s like playing a game where at the end there is nothing to beat, no point to the game it’s just over. That’s how I feel about life There is no point to it, other than what we make it, and in the big picture truly means nothing. I wish there was some pill that could make me fee