When Life Suck の小説・ストーリー

All I can think about is the fact that my life is officially over. My life sucks.

I stare at the screen. Then stare at the ceiling. Then stare at the screen again. And suddenly I start laughing. Actual laughter. The kind that comes when you’re exhausted and overwhelmed and one inconvenience away from a complete breakdown. One guy is checking on my feelings. The other is checking if I’ve eaten. What is my life? Who are these men? And why are they acting like this? I cover my face with one hand. “I want my boring life back.” But even as I say it, I know it’s not true.

~*JUNE*~ Well... this is a fucking disaster. My life has gone from messy to completely, unbelievably fucked. At this point, the universe seriously needs to cut me a goddamn break. For crying out loud, I’m just a twenty-three-year-old girl trying to survive in this shitty world. Nothing more. Nothing less. Just when I thought my life couldn’t get any worse than it already is, the universe, in its infinite wisdom, keeps proving me wrong.

The kind that does not go away just because you ignore it. My life is becoming more like a documentary,i flinch boring and hectic

Life for me. ***

"Why!?? Why are you always snatching everything from me? Am I that bad? I know I am a monster but circumstances make me like that!! Why always me? Why I have to go to through the emotional pains always? I have just left alone my daughter, my son, and the woman I have ever loved! All the years I was living with a hope to be with my love. But when I found them, they rejected me. Now, you tell me for whose sake I should live!!," Anirudh said with too much hurt in his voice. A lone tear escaped from his eyes. After so many years he has cried. He is sitting in front of God like a motionless person.

Fuck it! My life was shit! It has always been shit! I always found a way to do things I wasn’t supposed to do at a certain age. It was all just infuriating and annoying. Once again, I was unemployed and useless to the world. Maybe I was cursed by my village people back home in Nigeria. They probably saw how brightly I shone and then they were trying to make sure I never shine like that. Whatever it was, it was disgusting and annoying. I hated my life.

This is kind of depressing… I lived my whole past life struggling day and night, stiffing for a good life… How many days I spent eating nothing but one “instant noodles” How many times have I passed out from the overload of work to the point of hospitalization? And how many days have I passed to pay the medical fees! I worked my guts out each and every day for years! And when I finally made it… I was sent to meet mister abyss unaware that I’ll be experimenting a hellish pain! Yet on the other hand… a spoiled prince, blessed since birth, fated to have a perfect life…

When life was shitty it didn’t awaken any guilt as any life was better than a life no one gave a shit about you. But now that overnight Sandra life has some weight, it’s making me feel like a thief.

It's like a thousand stakes were stabbed right through my heart. This feels worse than dying. I guess life loves to play games with me. It always finds ways to hurt and ruin me. What an unfortunate life I have…