Novel & Cerita When Life Suck

, I said. I wrapped my arms around his neck. I locked eyes with him. No really is it me or is it hot in here. "Listen, I understood everything you said, in details okay? but that's really deep really... I'm just imagining what you go through... I'm really sorry about that. But listen, okay you said and have said times without numbers that you're going to die soon and blah blah blah, that which I know you won't. But then let's assume you have cancer, and you know that you have limited time to live, what exactly are you supposed to use your life to do? sulk in your bedroom everyday?

There is nothing you can do about it coz it was you who bought it upon yourself. When everything from sunshine and rainbows goes into the deep and dark tunnel with no end or beginning, all you want to do is vanish. Vanish from this world, which you thought was great until now. You went from living an amazing life to one that is dark. It is like you are drowning in an ocean. You are trying your best to stay alive, fight, and take a breath. You are being cautious but the catch is, you don’t know how to swim. With all of your will to survive, you try desperately but in the end, you still don’t know how to swim. No matter what you do, it all ends up to to you not knowing how to swim. But what ca

“Fine. You’re right, I can’t ask the guys what they’re saying. So I’m asking you. Why would you have been talking about killing yourself? What the fuck, Sean?” The pause was so long Lucas thought Sean wasn’t going to answer. It felt like Sean had been looking for some sort of password and Lucas hadn’t given him the right one. But finally, in a small, almost childish voice Sean said, “Do you ever feel like everything’s gone wrong? Like…like your whole life is you stuck in traffic on the highway and there’s no off-ramps and it sucks where you are and you aren’t even fucking moving…”

Sienna We all have big dreams—visions that we hope will change our lives forever. But we also have nightmares, and those can be just as transformative. I’m living in my nightmare right now. Each day, I wake up wondering what disaster is waiting for me. Ever since I stood at the altar and said "I do," my life has been a catastrophe. And it’s a reality I have to endure.

I can’t stand what’s happening right now. Life just seems…bleak. As depressing as that sounds, it’s the truth. I don’t see the point of going on anymore. I’ve lost it completely. I’ve ruined my life. That’s what I’m starting to realize. Or maybe my life has always been ruined and I only realized it now.

Living a baseless and useless life. Laughter ripples out of me so loud that my voice bounces off each corner of the room. It’s laughable how I cried about how shitty my life had been just a week ago. It’s laughable how I prayed to the universe to give me a new life. A better life. And then poof. Here I am. Locked up like a dog. Living the same life I had in the past except, these people subjecting me to this suffering are strangers. People I don’t know.

I weeped bitterly. Maybe I just don't deserve to live a life brewing of ecstasy. Where is life trying to push me to? Where are people in this life trying to end my life? I am tired God! I am fed up, of life!

Talk about the best things that life offers, only to be taken from you. When did I start drowning in this hellish sinkhole ? Oh yes, I remember, when Lex came in my life and asked the nerd on a date. Sinking down on the floor, against the door, I could do nothing but cry and scream of what I had become. Life robbed me of everything. Now I was going to let it rob my own life.

"You didn't, man. I'm so excited for you and Addie. This is just my shit. Shit I need to get over." "Man, I don't know that I'd ever get over what you've had to live through. I think you need to give yourself more credit than you have. Life sucks, especially when you've had everything you've ever wanted and it gets ripped from your hands." Or from Mandy's belly.

I had to swallow my spit four more times before it went down, way too lazy to get up and search for water. God, my life sucked.